"What?!Miss, you...... You want to get out of the Gao family?!"

Gao Xi looked at Gao Ran in disbelief. Her plan was really too unexpected for him!

However, after he recovered from the momentary accident, he thought about it calmly again, and felt that she would have such an idea, which was indeed very in line with her usual style!

And, after he consciously understood Gao Ran's true thoughts and the motivation behind them, the point that was still left in his heart was not very "reasonable" contradiction at first, but now it can be explained!

But, having said that, although he could understand that such a thinking stance was indeed very much in line with the consistent style of acting of Gao Ran that he knew...... But, even so, he still felt a little surprised. He didn't expect that although Gao Ran was a member of the Gao family, he had not been of the same mind with the Gao family from the beginning.

After all, according to the information about Gao Ran that he secretly found out in private, this Gao family had never treated her badly!

But, as far as he knows, Gao Ran doesn't seem to be the kind of person who will be ungrateful?

However, when she said her true plan just now, she didn't feel the slightest guilt, as if in her eyes, the rights and wrongs of the Gao family were all "other people's" affairs, and they had nothing to do with her!

Why is she like this? Can she really ignore the Gao family? Really plan to leave as soon as the time is right?!

Thinking about it, the more Gao Xi thought about it, the more he couldn't understand, and the more he didn't understand, the more he felt that he couldn't understand Gao Ran's true mind more and more!

He couldn't understand why Gao Ran was like this, what kind of person was she?!

"Uh......"

was asked by Gao Xi like this, and Gao Ran realized that he had accidentally said directly the plan that he had been deliberately hiding from Gao Xi before.

It seems that she is becoming more and more defenseless against him!

However, before she could get annoyed, she immediately changed her mind again, "Hmm...... Think about it carefully, who is Gao Xi, and in addition, I will need his help in the implementation of many of my plans in the future...... Perhaps, it would be better to let him know my intentions now - it would be better to let him know my intentions now than to be discovered by himself in the future! to avoid any unnecessary misunderstanding between me and him in the future! At least, I will need his full assistance for a long time to come!"

Thinking about it like this, Gao Ran immediately decided that she wanted to clearly explain her true intentions to Gao Xi.

She decided to take a gamble! Bet that Gao Xi would never betray her - even if one day, he was threatened by Qiu Yueze, he would not choose to betray her!

However, thinking of Gao Xi's affection for himself, Gao Ran would never let that happen!

She naturally knew that in this world, the only one who could embarrass Gao Xi and shake his loyalty to her was Qiu Yueze.

Therefore, even for Gao Xi, she will stick to this bottom line: if one day, the relationship between her and Qiu Yueze really reaches the point where Gao Xi must choose a side, then she would rather be a "bad person" herself than give this choice to Gao Xi!

But, as for how she will choose for Gao Xi at that time, you have to see how she thinks of him!

While thinking like this, Gao Ran has also clearly realized that she is not completely devoid of Gao Xi now-it's just that it's not deep enough! However, she doesn't want to completely extinguish the little possibility in her heart......

After all, in the past few months, Gao Xi has always accompanied her to live a life of eating and sleeping in the open, but even so, he can still give her the best as much as he can, and always takes care of her everywhere that he thinks he will not be aware of her......

And such a real considerate companionship and care, Gao Ran was not unaware and unfeeling, but in the end, she chose to deliberately ignore it, and secretly buried all the slightest touch and touch in her heart. Always deliberately ignored and suppressed, always hoping that this feeling, which she didn't know how to be, would not really affect her—even if she knew that this feeling had taken irresistibly root in her heart, and had even begun to grow little by little......

Although Gao Ran didn't want to admit it, let alone face it, she knew in her heart that she couldn't stop the growth of this feeling!

And this reality is precisely what she fears the most—or rather, she will instinctively feel fear and resistance to anything that she cannot control, but which is closely related to her.

Affection is one of them.

Light yì will not be emotional, not only because Gao Ran has not felt any true feelings from her family since she was a child, so that she has always been a little dull to feelings, but also because, since she was sensible, she has been able to instinctively perceive that the most light yì in this world can shake her spiritual will is feelings!

Therefore, since she has a clear sense of self, she has always maintained a twelve-point vigilance against feelings, and even unconsciously uses indifference to protect herself, always sticking to her heart, and not letting others touch it lightly!

At least, such an indifferent and unsentimental Gao Ran, in her previous life, even if there was no shortage of suitors, she had never really been emotionally attracted to anyone, and those so-called "interactions" were just a means of "communication" for her, trying to get what she wanted from the other party as much as possible, but after her goal was achieved, she would completely get rid of the other party without any nostalgia!

And she never felt any guilt about it.

"Like me, it's your choice. I accept you in order to take advantage of you, it is my choice. I will be responsible for my own choices, and you, too, will be responsible for your own choices. I've never forced you to like me. Besides, during the period of our relationship, you didn't have the ability to make me really like you, so now, what qualifications do you have to force me to stay by your side? I don't like the weak! I only like people who can promote me and bring out the best in me! Now, the only capital you can attract me to is 'expired'! Then I naturally have to leave. From the very beginning, our relationship was one of you and me, and no one forced anyone, so now, let's get together and disperse! You don't owe me, and I don't owe you either!"

In his previous life, when he said something like this, almost every time he took the initiative to break up, Gao Ran had to repeat it.

At that time, she really couldn't understand why she was very obvious that the other party still refused to take the initiative to break up, and she had to wait for her to take the initiative to speak?

"Is there something wrong with my vision?! I thought I was a clean and neat person, but it turned out to be a person who dragged mud and water, and didn't do anything......

When thinking like this, Gao Ranke didn't feel at all that she had done anything excessive to the other party - just because she had never been sincere, so she couldn't understand why the other party's abnormal behavior of "dragging mud and water" was?!

But even such a Gao Ran, in this life, after she met Dong Tianyi, after she felt a touch from her heart for the first time because of his tacit performance, she also understood for the first time, what kind of so-called "softness of the heart" feels?

However, she still doesn't know, is this feeling the germ of the so-called "true love"?!

However, she must admit that since then, she has gradually been able to perceive some of the emotions of those around her who are close to her......

She doesn't know if her perception is the so-called "care"?!

However, in the past few months, getting along with them day and night, especially Gao Xi's considerate care of her, did make her gradually feel a little "dependent" on him in her heart......

Even though her sanity kept telling her, "This feeling is dangerous!"

However, she unexpectedly didn't want to resist, and there was even a moment when she thought that she wanted to try to take a risk!

She admits that she likes Gao Xi's meticulous but extremely low-key, natural care as if it were just a habit to take for granted. She loved it! It was something she had never felt in her previous life!

She doesn't know, is this feeling family, friendship, or the sprout of love?!

She only knew that she liked it very much, and even became more and more attached and dependent......

It was only then that she gradually understood that she actually preferred to be like Gao Xi, who was like a trickle of quiet companionship and silent giving, than those vigorous feelings that wanted to burn all her enthusiasm at once.

After getting along for a long time, Gao Ran herself gradually understood that it turned out that a way of companionship like Gao Xi was the most suitable for her: not only did there be no pressure, but it would gradually become a habit - and even a "matter of course".

Such a "natural" even makes her occasionally have a thought: maybe, it is not bad to get along like this for a lifetime!

Gao Ran had never had such a thought before!

However, thanks to this, she finally understood that maybe in her previous life, it was only because she had never met a man like Gao Xi that she never knew what kind of person was most suitable for her, and even thought that she was actually more suitable for being alone - after all, she did enjoy her life alone.

It wasn't until now that she realized that the reason why she used to think like that was just because she hadn't met someone who was really suitable for her!

Thinking of this, I reflected on what I did in my previous life...... For the first time, she felt guilty about what she had done in her previous life, "It turns out that I don't really owe them anything...... What I owe is a sincerity that I can never give them...... It's me who I'm sorry for them......"

And when such guilt wells up in his heart, Gao Ran will unconsciously look up at the sky, and then silently pray in his heart, "I hope you are happy." Although this prayer is only to make my heart feel less guilty, I think it is always good to have more blessings, right?! )