I haven't seen her for a few years, but in my heart it seems like a few decades have passed, I thought I had forgotten her, but when she appeared, my heart still couldn't help but tremble, and I asked myself in my heart why... Why...

I couldn't go against my heart, and I knew that all I had for the princess was guilt, not love.

I know, I'm not a good man.

She walked in, first saluted the princess, and then said to me, "Lord Shangshu, long time no see." ”

yes, it's been a long time, it's been a few years. The corners of my mouth twitched, but I didn't speak.

The princess leaned on me, smiled, and said mischievously: "Xiao Ling, he is not a scholar now, he is the prime minister." ”

Fu Ling smiled charmingly, the elegance is peerless, time has only made her more beautiful and indifferent, she said: "I see, then I am here to congratulate the Prime Minister." ”

"Ah Ling, I asked Xiao Ling to come over, you wait for me here, after so many years, I haven't had a good time with Xiao Ling. ”

I nodded and said, "Be careful, take your handmaid." ”

The princess smiled happily, took the maid's hand, and nodded her head.

I watched her leave, and then watched Fu Ling follow away without the slightest attachment, and my hands gradually clenched into fists.

The most ridiculous thing in the world is that you are obsessed with someone, and that person is dismissive of you. And a person is affectionate to you, but you can't fall in love with this person.

Many times, love this kind of thing, you can't choose.

Years ago, the first beating of the heart may have been predestined.

I chuckled, dumbfounded.

I thought that this was all I could see her again, but the moment the maid next to the princess stumbled to tell me that something had happened to the princess, my mind went blank.

I stumbled to the place where the princess and the spirit were, and all I saw was darkness.

The princess lay in a pool of blood, her hands on her stomach, her face pale, as if she wanted to say something to me. And Fu Ling, holding a ball of blood similar to a baby in his hand, had a cold and terrifying expression on his face.

I forgot the next scene, a scar that I would never want to recall. All I remember is that I took out my decorated sword and stabbed it wildly, and I only remember that I picked up the princess's corpse and hissed with all my might.

I'm asking, I'm screaming, why, why do I do this...

But the woman who was once in the deepest part of my heart threw the dead baby in front of me and pulled out a frightening smile.

Next, she said something that shattered my youthful feelings.

She said, "Why? Because I am a demon, as a demon, how can I allow mortals to be my masters, even if they used to, this is a shame for me, so she can only die." ”

I looked up in disbelief, looking at her strange smile and face, at this moment, what love, what love, completely no more. Only monstrous hatred remains.

Demon, it turns out that she is a demon.

I watched as her pupils suddenly became more eerie and less human. Finally couldn't help laughing.

It's just that I can't help but shed tears when I laugh and laugh.

There has never been such a moment when I hate myself so much, and I have never hated a person so much at this moment.

Poria, you see, this is the person you have been thinking about for many years, a demon, a ruthless executioner, who not only killed your wife, but also your children.

She smiled coldly, looked at me and said, "What, do you hate me?" Poria, you can't take revenge, because you are a mortal, and I am a demon. ”

"For the sake of the days we've been together for half a year, I'm not going to kill you. ”

After saying that, he flew away.

I looked at her back, and it seemed as if something was crumbling in my heart, and then something called hatred was growing.

I buried my wife and children with my own hands, and then resigned from my position as prime minister and trekked alone to the immortal gate not far from my dynasty.

It is a Buddhist sect, a Capricorn sect, up to the monks, down to a fairy school known to all mortals.

The spirit once said, I am mortal, I can't take revenge, so what if I'm not mortal?

I want to join the Buddha because I know that if I want to kill her, then I can only become a Buddha.

I knelt outside the Capricorn Gate day and night, rain or shine.

An old monk of the Capricorn Gate said, "Do you really want to join the Capricorn Gate?"

"Yes. ”

"After joining the Capricorn Gate, you will have to cut off everything from the world, including your relatives in the world, and the glory and wealth in the world. ”

"Yes. ”

"In that case, let me come. ”

In this way, I followed the Buddha in the Capricorn Gate into the Buddha Gate.

From now on, I am not called Poria, I am called Shamaanga.

I practiced day and night, and became a senior brother in everyone's eyes, and a peerless genius who was well-known in the entire Buddhist ballad world.

I inquired about the traces of the cocoon spirit, chased and killed the cocoon spirit, and watched her linger in front of me, but I didn't kill her in the first place.

It's not because I hate it too much, I don't know what the reason is, but I know that there is a voice in my heart saying to me, don't kill.

That day, when I forced her down the hill again, she touched the blood from the corner of her mouth, staggered to her feet, and suddenly smiled.

She said, "Poria, do you still hate me, or do you still like me even now?"

I pursed my lips and just looked at her coldly.

She said: "I can't imagine that the young man who was sick and weak back then will now be a famous genius in the Buddhist world, a famous Buddha in Buddhism, and a person feared by all the demon clans." ”

I'm still speechless.

She smiled: "Poria, why don't you kill me, I killed your wife and children, and your wife and children died in my hands."

Before I finished speaking, I couldn't help but take the beads and pierce her body.

My eyes are cold, and I am less gentle in front of outsiders, and the princess and the child are my scales, and she is not allowed to touch them.

She looked at me, smiled weakly, her eyes contented, her mouth moved, but she finally fell to the ground weakly.

The Buddha bead relics hurt her greatly, and soon, when she fell to the ground, she turned into an ugly Poria root.

It turned out that her body was a Poria cocos.

I stood stunned, looking at my hands, and hurriedly grabbed the ugly Poria root, and the aura in my body continued to pour into her body.

It wasn't until she regained her human appearance that I was relieved.

Why was I so nervous when she fell to the ground, why was I so afraid of her death, I told myself, it was only because I didn't want her to die too easily.

She opened her eyes and looked at her body, her eyes were a little gloomy, and she said, "Why don't you kill me?"

I said, "How can I let you die so easily." ”

She smiled, then closed her eyes.

I took her back to the sect and gave her to the disciples of the sect.

"Senior brother, what should you do with this demon girl?"

"Hold her in solitary confinement in a dungeon. ”

"Understood. ”