I was saddened by the refusal of the cocoon, and what the cocoon said was something I had never thought of.

I thought she just didn't like me, but I didn't think that even those days of getting along were just because of orders.

Maybe many people will think I'm stupid, but what I can't control is that I miss her.

After that day, I began to put all my energy into the court, and began to fight for my glory and wealth in this kingdom, just as I wanted to do in the beginning.

Time passed day after day, year after year,

I made a big deal of my efforts at the court, and in my spare time, I saw the spirit and the princess more often.

The spirit would always stand behind the princess, looking at me with a gaze that I couldn't understand, and the princess smiled more and more gently at me.

The princess was a very beautiful woman, gentle and kind. While my health was getting better, the princess's health became more and more sickly.

Outsiders don't think there's anything, but I can't help but think that it seems that my illness has been transferred to the princess, and I think that maybe the calamity or chance that the old Taoist priest said back then was the princess.

I gradually unloaded my heart to the princess, so, after the princess said, "Ah Ling, I... I delight you. ".

I returned, "I am." ”

Time will always change too many things, which can make a teenager's ignorant love at the beginning depressed in time.

can make a young boy treat everything rationally, and can also make a teenager fall in love with other people.

However, when I answered, I still couldn't help but look at the spirit behind her.

Fu Ling lowered his head, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart, and then I couldn't help but laugh at myself, after so many years, can't I let it go.

The princess is better than her, and the princess is someone who deserves to be guarded for the rest of my life, I thought.

Therefore, I hugged the princess in my arms, and pressed the last trace of emotion in my heart for the spirit in the deepest part of my heart.

On that day, I was standing on the top of the main hall, the emperor was sitting on a high platform, and he gave me the position of prime minister, and he said: "Xie Aichen, from now on you are the youngest prime minister of this dynasty, and I hope that you will become my left and right arm, and protect this country together." ”

I said, "Thanks to Your Majesty's love, the minister will never give up." ”

"Well, besides, in the near future, I will marry you and become the concubine of Princess Cuckoo. ”

I looked calm, knelt on my knees, and the wide sleeve robe in my hand covered my expression, and said again, "Thank you, Lord Long." ”

On that day, I became the concubine of Princess Cuckoo, the youngest prime minister of this dynasty, and the streets were bustling, and the people were singing or giving the deepest blessings to me, the youngest prime minister in history.

I lifted the princess's hijab and looked at the princess's increasingly weak body, I thought I loved her, although this woman was a princess of a country, but she was sincere to me.

For many years, as Poria said, the princess loved me far more than I imagined, and began to help me from the time I came to the capital, helping me step by step to my current position.

If it was just because of the life-saving kindness of her youth, it was far beyond that, and she had done enough.

As for the Ling, she left on the day of my wedding to the princess.

She came to me and said, "Poria, I'm leaving." ”

I looked at her smiling face, and suddenly it seemed like I was back to the scene we first saw many years ago, but I only paused for a moment, and I said, "Okay." ”

Fu Ling smiled, and then left, a few years have made her more enchanting and beautiful, her back is still so moving, so chic.

I chuckled and looked at her departing figure, and I thought, now that I can put her down, too.

I turned away without looking at her or asking. For Fu Ling, perhaps, I have a trace of hatred, hating why she is so chic at all times. Hate why others disdain you and you are always unforgettable.

Time flies, a few years later, I am a very human minister, enjoying the glory and wealth, the age is already more than twenty-five, and I have completed the purpose of my first entry into the capital.

And my wife, the princess of the Dynasty, is also pregnant, and I am no longer as the Taoist priest said, and I will not live more than twenty-five, and I will not be able to have offspring.

I touched the princess's belly, looking at the princess's rapidly emaciated and weakened body over the past few years, and I couldn't feel any joy in my heart as a new father.

I knew that the moment the child was born was the moment the princess died. Over the past few years, my health has been improving, but the princess's body has weakened rapidly as if she had been cursed, and whether it was because of me or not, I always felt guilty about the princess.

So I want to be better to her, to be better, to be as good to her as I can, and even, to get rid of this child for this.

The princess took my hand, smiled and said, "Ling, it's okay, the child must be born, I know I won't live long, in this case, it's better to fight, I want to give birth to our child."

I took her hand and nodded, but there was infinite bitterness in my heart.

Time does not stop at my will, the child in the princess's womb will be born soon, that day, she said: "Ah Ling, the child is about to be born, we might as well go to the Buddhist temple, I want to go there to pray for blessings, I hope our child will be born safe and healthy." ”

I looked at her gently, nodded, and relied on her, even if I was now a prime minister and under ten thousand people, I was still just a considerate and gentle husband in front of her.

Seeing this, she smiled softly, with a satisfied expression.

I hugged her and looked into the distance, my thoughts mixed.

On that day, the sun was just right, and I accompanied the princess to the Buddhist temple outside the palace, and looked at her tired but still sincerely kneeling and praying eyes, and my heart was astringent.

For the unborn child, I have expectations in my heart, but more pain, if the birth of my child is in exchange for the life of a princess, I would rather this child was never born.

But as the princess said, she didn't live long.

I stood in front of the temple for a long time until she appeared.

Her appearance was unexpected by everyone, no, it should be said that it was just my surprise.

I looked at the figure standing in front of the Buddha hall a little stunned, and I stopped breathing for a while.

Her face was against the light, dizzying to me, but it was still visible. A few years have passed, and her elegance has faded away, and she can easily tug at the heartstrings of others with every move of her eyes.

It wasn't until this moment that I realized that I had never fallen in love with the princess, and the person I loved was still the bright girl who sat on the tree and smiled at me many years ago.

[ps: Ah, there is one more chapter to be sent tomorrow, three chapters today]