92. Private Engagement (6)
"It seems that you really haven't thought about this......
"Then you should think for yourself first!
"However, I must warn you, do you think that your mother, the current head of the An family, would allow such a thing to happen?!
"Do you think that for her, and even for your entire An family, is your personal happiness and happiness important, or is the interests of your entire An family important? !
"What do you think they'll do?!
"And you, you really know what you will pay if you insist on what you really think in your heart?!
"You really know what the worst possible outcome would be if you did?!
"And you, really have done a good job, even if it is the worst outcome, you can bear all the enlightenment very calmly?!
"Think about it yourself, and when you think about it clearly, you can tell me your decision. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”
After speaking, Gao Ran stopped talking.
And An Yujie was already pale and sweating at this moment, her eyes were just confused and a little panicked staring at the already empty teacup in front of her, contemplating hard.
The room was quiet all at once.
The atmosphere was solemn, and all three people in the room were silent.
It's just that unlike An Yujie's "silence" because she was busy thinking about Gao Ran's questions about her, Gao Ran and Gao Xi's silence was just to give An Yujie a little buffer time, so that she could think through it and wait patiently for her final decision.
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After being silent for a long time, An Yujie finally reacted.
"Ahh
She let out a long sigh.
Then, he raised his head to look at Gao Ran with a painful and embarrassed face, but his eyes were a little evasive and uncertain, and he didn't dare to look at her, and even the tone of his voice was obviously a little lacking......
"Ran, can you give me some more time to think about it?
"Truth be told, what you just said, I did realize it for the first time......
"But, undeniably, what you say is true!
"Even if I am unwilling, I have to admit that what you said may indeed be ...... No, it will happen!
"And I really never weighed these two options together......
"But you're right! I have to weigh it up! I have to think it through!
"If I don't have full awareness, I'm afraid that no matter which side I choose in the future, I will not be able to do well......
"The only thing I can be sure of now is that this result is definitely not what I want to see!
"But, which side should I choose, which side should I give up...... Let me think about it myself......
"We ...... We'll talk about that another day......"
In the end, An Yujie lowered her head helplessly, and let out a long sigh again.
Seeing this, a trace of distress unexpectedly flashed in Gao Ran's heart - she actually felt a little sympathetic to An Yujie in front of her!
"It's really not easy for her! At such a young age, she is so reasonable and understandable!
"It's not something you can do with talent alone!
"This kind of understanding, if you don't have a little bit of honing in the growth of the day after tomorrow, I'm afraid it will be difficult to practice......
"It seems that the only heir to the next head of the An family, who can live until now, what she has experienced is not simple......"
Thinking like this, Gao Ran's attitude towards An Yujie unconsciously became more tolerant.
She smiled at her and nodded, not putting any more pressure on her.
Just relieved, "Okay, I'll give you time to think about it." There is no hurry.
"And, don't worry, even without your involvement, I have other countermeasures for this matter.
"However, with your involvement, there is a greater certainty that it will be done.
"But if you can't, that's okay.
"Don't worry, I won't become the crown princess!
"Even if I'm unlucky enough to really have to go to the annoying concubine selection banquet, even if I'm unlucky enough to be really selected as the crown princess by the third prince, I will definitely run away from the marriage before entering the palace and getting married!
"I can assure you that when my freedom is completely threatened, I will find a way to escape!
"However, I think that with my ability and my friendship with Qiu Yueze, I will not fall to such a miserable state!
"I still cherish my own little life!
"Besides, even if you don't help me in this matter of the third prince, as long as you don't hinder me and don't stumble on me, then I guarantee that your neutrality will never affect me to form an alliance with you with a positive attitude and do my best to help you settle down.
"Therefore, as long as you make clear your 'suitable' position, then, in public and private, we will not be enemies, but only friends!"
As he spoke, Gao Ran also comfortingly patted An Yujie's shoulder twice to show relief.
And at this moment, An Yujie was no longer as disgusted by Gao Ran's touch as before, but was still a little grateful for her relief to her at this time.
It occurred to her that maybe they could really be friends—real friends who could really make friends......
Realizing this idea of hers, An Yujie couldn't help but be really shocked by the fact that she had such a huge change in her mentality towards Gao Ran!
However, in addition to being frightened, she also noticed that she did not seem to reject this change in her mentality, but was a little happy that she would have such a change......
"Perhaps, in my heart, I have always longed for a wise and reliable friend like her......"
Xu is a relationship that has grown up in that complex and dangerous environment since she was a child, and while creating An Yujie, who is now extremely precocious and intelligent, it also makes her heart more aware of the taste of "loneliness".
And because of this extreme loneliness in her heart, she has become more and more irrepressibly longing for an emotional support that can bring her a sense of security and make her feel that she is no longer "alone" - whether this emotional strength comes from family, friendship, or love.
But, now, it seems that for the first time, she has a feeling, which makes her vaguely feel that maybe she can give her that part, which she has always longed to meet, but is so hazy that even she herself does not know what kind of feelings it is—the person who can give her that kind of affection may be Gao Ran!
Even, very likely, in this life, the only person who can give her this feeling is Gao Ran!
Because she is so special - although An Yujie herself can't say, what is so special about Gao Ran?!
The only thing she knows is that Gao Ran's "specialness" definitely does not stem from her excellence!
On the contrary, An Yujie felt that Gao Ran's excellence was an external manifestation of her "specialness", and it was also a very superficial and superficial performance......
It can be said that it is just the tip of the iceberg of her "special" iceberg!
This is the first time An Yujie has met such a person in her life - even though she is only more than five years old now, she inexplicably firmly believes that a special person like Gao Ran will only meet her in her life, and she will never meet a second one again!
It is precisely because she is extremely sure of this idea in her heart that when An Yujie was able to calmly smooth out some of her slightly messy thoughts at this time, she made a decision in her heart: Gao Ran, a friend, she has made a decision!
"Ran, it's good to know you!"
Saying that, An Yujie smiled at Gao Ran sincerely for the first time.
Although she smiled shallowly, and was visibly jerky and embarrassed, that expression was a testament to the normal reaction she would have as a little over five years old when faced with a "new friend" (or stranger) whom she wanted to really make friends with, but who she didn't know very well, even if she was much more precocious than many of her peers.
"Me too! You don't have to say anything more, I understand your mind!"
After that, for the first time, Gao Ran opened his arms to An Yujie out of sincerity and kindness, approached her, and then hugged her greatly, and caressed her back very gently, soothing her obviously trembling soul hidden under her forcibly calm appearance - though, this was only Gao Ran's intuitive judgment of An Yujie at this moment from her own intuition.
"Thank you......" An Yujie whispered almost inaudibly.
Her eyes were slightly red, but she held back her tears and didn't let them flow.
- This is just An Yujie's habitual reaction whenever she wants to cry.
But, unlike before, in the past, she always knew why she wanted to cry, but this time, she didn't understand why she wanted to cry at all, and she wanted to cry so much?!
She only knew that she was really grateful to God at the moment for letting her meet Gao Ran, so that she could be lucky enough to get such a rare friend.
She only knew that she wanted to cherish her very much, and she also hoped that Gao Ran could cherish her as well as she did......
"She will!
Although they haven't known each other for a long time and aren't too familiar with each other, An Yujie inexplicably believes that Gao Ran will definitely be the kind of friend she hopes to have a little bit of a good relationship with her! )