93. Caprice on the way back
After getting rid of An Yujie's side, she unexpectedly gained a friendship that seemed to have a lot of "value potential" - although Gao Ran didn't understand, why An Yujie's attitude towards her suddenly changed so much?!
However, she won't be unable to understand the "signal" that An Yujie sent to her: she really wants to try to make friends with her sincerely!
Gao Ran believes that it is not An Yujie acting, but that she really wants to befriend her!
Although I don't know the real reason for this, and I don't know what kind of inducement caused An Yujie to make such a huge change, but in Gao Ran's opinion, there is nothing bad about it!
Anyway, Gao Ran has never been a person who has to get to the bottom of everything. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Besides, many things in this world do not really have a very definite cause and effect relationship......
In fact, even if many things happen one after another, and even seem to have a "cause and effect" relationship, in fact, the correlation of those things themselves, when people look back after jumping out of that time period, they often feel that those things that seem to be related are actually just happened to happen together one after another!
They don't really have much continuity or correlation with each other. Not to mention that there is no "cause and effect"!
And the so-called "cause and effect" is actually just a set of thinking logic that we humans have come up with to facilitate our understanding of everything around us in order to facilitate ourselves to understand everything around us!
The facts that we understand by relying on this kind of causal logic may be "facts" for us, but in fact, we all know very well in our hearts that such "causal facts" are not necessarily the objective facts of nature itself, let alone the true nature of the facts!
In her previous life, since Gao Ran came into contact with this kind of thinking and finally agreed with this point of view, many of the obsessions that had always lingered in her heart were no longer as persistent as before.
Anyway, there is not necessarily a causal connection, and since that is the case, there is no need to be obsessed with any "cause and effect".
Perhaps, the truth of this world is more about frequent changes without continuity......
"So, adapt to change, adapt to changes, and let your fickle nature adapt to the changes of each moment and change at the right time.
"Perhaps, don't worry too much about the 'cause' and 'right and wrong', just accept the facts that have changed in time, let yourself live in the present, weigh the pros and cons, and make the choice that is most conducive to the new long-term interests that have changed in the future!
"As for why things have come to this point......
"Hehe, perhaps, I don't need to bother thinking about such a question at all.
"Because, it's meaningless, and it's not worth much!
"What's more, those things are not really in my control, so why should I go out of my way to try to control things that I can't control?!
"That's not stupid, what is it?!"
I have to say that in my previous life, in the era of extremely fast-changing intelligence, this set of thinking logic really helped Gao Ran a lot.
It also saves her a lot of precious energy, allowing her to focus most of her energy on the "most critical" things that she has sifted out of a bunch of tedious tasks, rather than wasting on the many things that seem important but are not really important.
And now, although this set of thinking logic may not necessarily be the same for this era of time and space, but at least, so far, although this set of logic has not necessarily helped Gao Ran much, it has not caused her any big trouble - at most, even if she does nothing, there will still be people who think she is a little weird, but they can't say what she is weird.
In this regard, Gao Ran doesn't care.
Anyway, she wasn't originally from this world, and it was normal for people to notice that she was different from the people here - that is, the "weird" they often referred to in their mouths!
In other words, if one day she is not "weird", it is not normal!
In that case, there is only one explanation: she has been completely assimilated here!
If that's the case, Gao Ran would rather blame himself a little!
At the very least, it made her feel that she had retained even the last trace of connection to her original world!
It would make her feel inexplicably safe and secure - even though she knew that she would never be able to go back to her old world.
At this time, Gao Ran needs to adapt to and adapt to the new changes as soon as possible, that is: she has unexpectedly become true friends with An Yujie.
Although An Yujie still didn't make any final decision in the end, Gao Ran was sure that the words she had said to An Yujie before would definitely prompt her to make her subconscious involuntarily more inclined to avoid any position that might be opposed to Gao Ran when she made her final choice-just because they were friends, true friends.
Gao Ran felt that she only needed to know this now!
At least, this can ensure that in a short period of time, as long as there are no extreme circumstances that force An Yujie to turn against her, then An Yujie will definitely fulfill her most basic "duty" as a "friend": she will not stumble on her, deliberately hinder her, and will not harm her.
Therefore, for An Yujie, Gao Ran felt that he should not be too cautious about her in a short period of time.
In this way, a lot of valuable energy can be saved! And at present, Gao Ran has used all of the saved energy to think about "how to settle Fu Wenxuan next".
"Even if I can't convince him to cooperate with me, at least I must not let him get in my way!
An Yujie seems to be far more sensible than him......
"If it really doesn't work, then let An Yujie also get involved, and let her help me settle that kid!
"Well, let's do it! Although I don't know much about 'love,' I still have a lot of experience in how to use other people's 'love' to achieve my own goals faster!
"Alas, although such an experience is not something to boast about...... However, that is a moral issue, and it is different from the trouble I have to deal with Fu Wenxuan!
"I've got enough troubles to worry about right now!
"Anyway, as long as I don't touch my bottom line, and I don't cause any substantial harm to others, the method is actually not very important, as long as the goal is achieved!
"Alas, Fu Wenxuan, don't blame me for being too black-hearted...... As you already know, I'm not a good person, and I've never said I'm a good person. However, I never force you to do anything, it's all your choice.
"So, if I end up using some 'despicable' means to force you to commit it, or if you are used by me without knowing it...... Then I can only say that you are the one who makes the final choice, and I am not forcing you to do what I want......
"Alas, I hope you can be as sensible and important as An Yujie, and don't force me to use bad moves. Otherwise, I can only sympathize with your unladylike encounters and careless friendships......
"Alas, it's not easy to live! Especially if you want to live freely, it's not easy!
"Well, it gives me a headache just thinking about it...... Why are there so many things?!It's so endless......"
Thinking about it, Gao Ran felt that his forehead began to ache faintly again, so he couldn't help but raise his hand to rub his temples, hoping to relieve the headache a little.
"Well, if this continues, I'm afraid I'll not live long......
"Originally, the foundation of this body is already a lot worse than ordinary people......
"Ahh
In the end, Gao Ran couldn't help but let out a long sigh, and this time he let out a long sigh.
Although she herself has noticed that the frequency of sighing has indeed been much more frequent recently, and she knows that this is not good, but after all, she can't help but sigh again and again...... (To be continued.) )