"Before...... Yiyang raised his head and thought for a while, then smiled indifferently and said, "I don't know when, I forgot anyway, I just remember that the moon is very round and bright." Somebody asked me, 'What do you have?' I was about five years old at the time, and he was really powerless, he was in his thirties, very emaciated, skinny. He killed two of his brother's relatives, so he stepped on his brother's face and asked. The senior brother watched his two relatives die in front of his eyes...... Once the senior brother also had nothing, and then he had two relatives, but from then on, the senior brother had nothing again, very uncomfortable, and desperate. ”

"At night, when they had eaten enough, they went to rest, and they didn't care about their brother at all, because in their eyes, a skinny child like them was nothing. I curled up in a corner, shivering until midnight...... I was woken up by a cold gust of wind, and then I saw a sharp stone in the corner, so I picked up the stone and crept over to the place where the people were sleeping, and plunged it hard, and everyone did not let go...... From that day on, the senior brother learned to kill. ”

"Later, in order to survive on that road, the senior brother learned a lot of things, and it can be said that in this world, there is no one as big as the senior brother. ”

"Can you understand what I mean?" Yiyang reached out and wiped his face, the corners of his eyes, and his forehead, as if wiping sweat, and Nangong Tong thought so too.

He shook his head and said, "No." ”

Yiyang didn't show disappointment or anything else, but said again: "Senior brother asked Yue'er and Shuang'er the same question. ”

"What's the problem?"

"I asked them, do you like Xiaomo's eyes, do you like my brother's eyes? Guess, what do they say?"

Nangong Tong shook his head vigorously and said, "I don't know." ”

Yue'er said that he often had nightmares and had the same nightmares all the time...... Many stars are falling in the sky, people are constantly dying, a big demon is galloping between heaven and earth, constantly killing people, and when the demon is about to come to her, a hero like you appears, he is wearing shackles, rushing to the demon...... Every time Yue'er will be woken up, she is very afraid, but with you by your side and holding her to sleep, the night is as dark as your eyes, very safe and warm. ”

Listening to Yiyang's words, Nangong Tong smiled unconsciously, and then fell down again.

Yiyang continued: "Shuang'er also has such nightmares...... My brother died, many stars fell, countless beautiful lights streaked across the sky, the sea set off huge waves, the evening sky was blood-colored, the sky was very quiet, as if dead, as if asleep...... I woke up suddenly and saw my brother sleeping soundly with my brother in my arms, and I was very happy, because my brother was still there, and the night was as warm as my brother's eyes. ”

Hearing this, Nangong Tong showed his face and smiled shyly.

Yiyang patted him on the head and said, "Don't laugh, think for yourself why I'm telling you this." ”

He scratched his head and said, "Why?"

Yiyang lay down, put his hand on the back of his head, and said, "Think for yourself." ”

After a long while, Nangong Tong still couldn't think of it, so he simply didn't want to, and asked Yiyang directly: "Senior brother, what do you want to tell me? I'm too stupid to think of." ”

"Lie down. Yiyang closed his eyes, enjoying the night breeze, and said.

Nangong Tong did it, learning to lie down in Yiyang's posture, Yiyang bent one leg up, his knee was raised high, he also did it, and then said, "What's next?"

"Look at the heavens. ”

He looked at it and said, "And then?"

"What do you see?"

"The night sky. ”

However, with the word "night sky", Yiyang sat up and said, "Don't lie down, get up for me." ”

He didn't know why, so he sat up straight without even thinking about it.

Yiyang gave him a brain meltdown, and said: "I think you are not stupid, you are inferior, you don't accept yourself, who do you want to accept you?"

Nangong Tong covered his head and said: "But Senior Brother, you said a lot, but you didn't tell me what you want to express, I'm a little stupid, Senior Brother wants me to think it out by myself, besides, isn't this the night sky?"

Yiyang ripped away the hand that was covering his head, gave him a brain break again, and said, "Stupid you, there are some things that you have to figure out by yourself, what's the use of senior brother telling you?"

Hearing this, Nangong Tong was silent.

Yiyang lay on the grass again and said, "Think about it, I can't think about it clearly, I won't have anything to eat tomorrow." ”

"Oh!" Nangong Tong nodded, still a little afraid that he wouldn't be able to eat the opposite, so he lowered his head and thought hard about Yiyang's words.

My brother used to have nothing, but now my brother is very powerful, and I used to have nothing, but now I have nothing...... No, I have, I have Yue'er and Shuang'er, I have my father and my brother!

After thinking about it for a long time, he finally thought of this, and he suddenly became brighter, feeling that his heart was much smoother, and his mood was better!

He looked at Yiyang and said, "Senior brother, thank you." ”

Hearing this, Yiyang stood up, and Nangong Tong also stood up.

Yiyang pointed to the sky and asked, "What can you see?"

Nangong Tong said: "The starry sky has light, a very beautiful light, and there is a moon, a beautiful moon. ”

"Yes, you have to accept yourself, you have night-like eyes, but you also have many advantages, you are obedient, you are smart, you are studious, you have a good memory, you write well, you are good at everything except these black eyes, you are good-looking. Yiyang touched his head and said, "Just like this black night sky, it has stars and moons, which can illuminate the earth, isn't this land covered with light veils more beautiful than the day?"

"Dantian or something, we can find a way, tears or something, that's only a little girl, we men, don't need it!" Yiyang straightened his chest, arrogant, "The heavens will descend on the people, and they will suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically, so they will be tempted to endure and gain what they can't." All the tribulations we go through will become our wealth, priceless wealth. ”

After eight years, Yiyang once again talked to people about the words of the prince of the Ye Dynasty, but it was a little different from before, eight years ago, he lacked confidence and was despised, but this time he was arrogant and wanted to go to the world immediately.

After speaking, he exhaled a cloudy breath and said, "Do you understand?"

"Understood......" Nangong Tong replied straightforwardly, but as soon as he thought of something, he lowered his head and said, "I don't understand much, or I don't understand at all." ”

"Haha~ Senior brother, I don't understand, let's learn slowly! There are so many things in this world, just learn slowly. Yiyang put his hand on Nangong Tong's shoulder and said, "What we have experienced is what we have...... Wealth. ”

Saying that, Yiyang remembered the days when he went south again, and after being sad for a moment, he lay on the grass, put his hands on the back of his head, and muttered to himself, "Those ...... Maybe that's what I have. ”

Nangong Tong lay down, learned Yiyang's posture, and then asked Yiyang: "Senior brother, what are you talking to yourself?"

"Nothing?"

"Senior brother, you are so amazing!"

"Really, I think so too!"

Yes, thirteen-year-old children, those in Nanshan Village dig birds' nests, steal cabbage, catch fish, and fight crickets every day...... is so naïve, and although Yiyang has done it, it is all to survive......

Yiyang sighed, and suddenly felt a little hot, so he loosened his shirt, closed his eyes, and thought about the past, blowing a breeze......

Suffering is an experience, and it is the same for everyone.

After a while, Yiyang opened his eyes and said, "So, you have a lot...... What I have...... It's a lot too. ”

Nangong Tong adjusted his mood, then leaned towards Yiyang and said, "So, I can't give up." ”

The starlight seemed to light up a little, and the breeze blew through the hill, to the hillside, and blew through the cheeks of the two, and then left a faint red on the boy's cheek, and quietly left, blowing into the distance......

At this time, the two teenagers, one was eight years old and the other was thirteen years old.