Watching Nangong Xun slowly return to the house, Yiyang suddenly felt very uncomfortable in his heart, so he asked Nangong Tong, "What's going on?"

Shuang'er walked to Nangong Tong's side, pulled Nangong Tong's sleeve, and said in a voice as sticky as glutinous rice: "Brother, don't be discouraged, okay, let's come again." ”

Nangong Tong lowered his head and didn't say a word, even if Yiyang asked him to raise his head, he didn't raise it.

Yiyang touched the pendant on his chest and looked at the inner room, there was no movement inside......

At this time, Nangong Tong got up and ran out with his head down, Shuang'er was at a loss, completely frightened by Nangong Tong's actions, and cried directly, which was very distressing.

Yiyang was also stunned for a moment, then rushed over and hugged Shuang'er, touched her head with one hand, wiped away her tears with the other, and coaxed the little girl, "Don't cry, don't cry, good, let's not cry, wait for the senior brother to arrest my brother back and apologize to us Shuang'er, okay!"

Shuang'er was still crying, and she didn't mean to stop.

There was a violent cough in the room, which did not stop for a long time.

Yiyang looked at the house, outside the courtyard gate and Shuang'er, and suddenly felt even more annoyed in his heart, his mind was blank, and he was suddenly a little at a loss...... He simply pressed Shuang'er's head to his chest and said, "Shuang'er doesn't cry, don't cry...... Don't cry, be good!"

And the crying continued for a long time before it gradually stopped, and Shuang'er's voice came from her chest, "Senior brother, don't bully my brother, okay? ”

Hearing this, Yiyang hurriedly let go of her, nodded vigorously, and smiled heartily: "Okay, senior brother go and comfort my brother, okay!"

The little girl snorted and said, "Let's pull the hook." ”

"Okay!" After hooking the little girl, Yiyang put his hand on Shuang'er's shoulder and said to her, "Then go to the house and look at Daddy." ”

Saying that, Yiyang gave Shuang'er a few pieces of candy and said, "Eat candy when you're hungry." ”

The little girl pinched the candy in her hand, nodded, and said, "Senior brother, don't bully my brother." ”

"Okay, promise not to bully my brother. ”

Watching the little girl turn around and walk into the house after a few steps, for fear that Yiyang would really beat Nangong Tong, Yiyang couldn't help but feel unhappy for a while, the little master raised her, but her elbow kept turning out, she was really annoying.

......

After the little girl entered the house, she looked back at Yiyang again, and felt that her senior brother would not lie to herself this time, so she came to Nangong Xun's bedroom.

Nangong Xun sat on the ground, dejected, holding the box that had been enshrined in his bedroom before.

She knew that it was her mother's ashes, and her brother had to worship them once a day.

She walked to Nangong Xun's side in small steps...... Nangong Xun thought that Yiyang was coming, so he was about to wave his hand away, but as soon as he raised his hand, a small hand reached over, and there was a candy in the palm of his hand.

Then Frost'er's voice came, "Daddy, eat sugar!"

He stopped, touched Shuang'er's head instead, put the box beside him, and smiled slightly: "No, people of Daddy's age don't need to eat sugar, hasn't your senior brother eaten sugar for several years?"

The little girl didn't seem to understand, so she simply didn't want to.

He peeled one off and stuffed it into his mouth, opened his arms to Nangong Xun, and said, "Daddy, hug." ”

Nangong Xun held her in his arms, stroked the little girl's head, looked at the roof, and said, "Shuang'er, Daddy will tell you a story......

"There was a man who met a child in a small ruined temple with two pupils......"

............

Yiyang came to the hillside and saw Nangong Tong sitting by the stone from a distance, burying his head between his knees, motionless.

He slowed down, slowly walked to Nangong Tong's side, sat down, and did not speak.

He really wanted to know what was going on with Nangong Tong, but after thinking about it, he decided to wait for him to say it himself.

Gradually, it got dark, the stars became more and more bright, and there was a bright moon hanging high in the night sky.

Starlight and moonlight sprinkled on the earth, like a hazy light veil, very beautiful!

At a certain moment, Nangong Tong suddenly said: "The first time, I guided the qi of heaven and earth to reach the lower abdomen, just where the senior brother said, but I didn't feel the blockage, I went straight over, and then I couldn't feel those heaven and earth qi again." At that time, the first time I felt the qi of heaven and earth was four years ago. I thought I wasn't good enough, so I decided to work harder......"

"Until today, for the last time, I clearly felt that my heaven and earth qi was gone, and the place in my lower abdomen was the end, but in my meridians, it was the same as the starting point...... I don't have a dantian!"

"It's impossible for me to cultivate at all. He stood up and shouted down the hill, "I can't take Yue'er back, I can't become a monk, I can't go back to the villa, I can't make my father proud." ”

"Five years ago, my brother said that I couldn't let anyone other than Yue'er and my father see my eyes, but I didn't understand anything, so I took off my blindfold because of a candy......"

"Then I still don't understand, Yue'er inexplicably told me that she wanted me to go back to pick her up, she said very naïve, but I was very happy, and then my father and I came back early, and my father said to Yue'er's family that I would be better than anyone there, I don't know why I ......"

"It's been five years, and I still don't understand anything, I just know that I've been divorced, my father's cultivation is degrading, and I'm getting old, and my family thinks I'm an ominous person because of my eyes, so they don't want me. ”

"I am a poor person who has been abandoned by God, I have lost my family, my marriage contract, and even the dantian that everyone has...... No, I didn't even have any of that, and even the marriage contract was a lie!"

He cried......

Squatting back on the ground, he reached out and touched his eyes, not feeling the slightest wetness.

"I don't even deserve tears, I don't even have the right to cry, what's the point of my existence?"

Yiyang looked at the stars and the moon in the night sky, silent......

Nangong Tong cried, turned his head to look at Yiyang, and said, "Senior brother, look at me." ”

Hearing this, Yiyang turned his head to look at him.

He was only eight years old, still very immature, his teeth had not yet begun to change, and it was distressing to cry. His eyes were blank and pitch black, and he looked unreasonably frightening.

"I don't deserve anything, because I'm an ominous person. With that, he buried his head in his knees and wept again.

He cried for a long time, and Yiyang kept looking at the stars and moon in the night sky while he was crying, not knowing what he was thinking.

For a long time, Nangong Tong stopped crying, and kept looking at the grass in a daze.

Yiyang suddenly said, "Have you cried enough?"

He didn't answer.

Yiyang looked at the night sky, and said lazily in his eyes: "Enough crying, then I'll say a few words." ”