132. A Blessing in Disguise (5)

Although Qiao'er seems to be very innocent on weekdays, she always looks like she doesn't care much about everything, but, in fact, it's just because she doesn't want to bother thinking about it!

She has known what a complicated place Gao Mansion is since she was a child! What's more, she is still serving the most disadvantaged young lady in the mansion!

If it weren't for Gao Ran's natural protection of the identity of "descendant", and she lingered on the sickbed all year round, I am afraid that she would not have been able to live well until now!

And Qiao'er, as her personal maid, naturally knows that she doesn't know anything, tries not to participate in anything, and chooses to be the same as the master she wants to serve, isolate herself from the various interests of the Gao family, and be a harmless "bystander", which is her wisest choice to save her life!

What Gao Ran didn't know was that in fact, before she possessed this body, before her "temperament" suddenly had a great "change", Qiao'er beside her actually had the original plan to learn more useful things from the Gao family's resources, and then strive to be able to get a gentleman grade in the future - even if it was the lowest Mr. Sanpin!

At least in this way, she will be able to find a position as a gentleman outside the Gao Mansion for very valid reasons, so as to stay away from all kinds of strife in the Gao family. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info

After all, her master can only barely protect herself at best, and has no ability to protect her at all! Therefore, if she wants to ensure that her life is safe and worry-free, then she must learn to protect herself!

But she didn't expect that after Gao Ran was in a critical coma at the beginning of the year, when she woke up again, her temperament changed drastically!

However, Qiao'er knew in her heart that she was indeed Gao Ran, her young lady!

Although Qiao'er doesn't know why Gao Ran's prolonged coma has changed her so much?

However, out of her own selfishness, she hopes that Gao Ran's change must continue to be maintained, and she will never change back to her former appearance!

She thinks like this, not only because she thinks that the current Gao Ran seems to be more reliable, but also because the current Gao Ran can see her in her eyes! Even, she can feel that Gao Ran's heart is her!

This is very important to her, who is already a helpless orphan in this world!-not to mention, their identities have long been destined to their respective interests to be closely linked in this life--a lifetime!

Therefore, for Qiao'er herself, Gao Ran, whose temperament has changed greatly, is undoubtedly more beneficial to her!

What's more, now she has long been deeply dependent on Gao Ran, and even regards her as her sister in her heart!

It's just that because of her identity, she still didn't dare to say this idea in her heart so offensively and boldly let Gao Ran know, but she allowed herself to secretly bury this feeling in her heart.

And as the only person she has already identified and the only person in her life who has a bond with her like a "relative", she naturally hopes to be by Gao Ran's side all the time and never leave her!

In this way, she will not be alone in this world! She can secretly imagine in her heart that this kind of day and night between her and Gao Ran is living with her "relatives"!

Therefore, when she first learned that Gao Ran actually wanted to live a secluded life, her first reaction, more than an accident, she felt more than an accident, was unprecedented fear!

She wouldn't be unaware, what does Gao Ran's will mean?!

It means that Gao Ran has already realized that sooner or later she will give up her identity and cut off all her involvement with the Gao family for the sake of seclusion!

If that's the case, then, can she continue to be by Gao Ran's side as "the personal maid of the second lady of the Gao family"?!

For the first time, Qiao'er felt an unprecedented fear: she feared that Gao Ran would eventually abandon her for the sake of her so-called "dream", just as she had given her everything the Gao family had given her......

If that's the case, Qiao'er thought, wouldn't she have completely lost the only bond she had so hard to have?!

For a long time, Qiao'er has never had any nostalgia for the Gao family! Because she knows her true situation very well: in the Gao family, she is destined to belong to the Gao family's "property" for the rest of her life! Although this is not what she wants, she is involuntarily ......

However, having feelings similar to family affection for Gao Ran is her own choice, and it is also a bond that she values very much, and even hopes to cherish for a lifetime!

Therefore, no matter what, she couldn't accept that she was abandoned by Gao Ran so easily!

Gao Ran would not have thought that Qiao'er at this moment was no longer the simple and harmless Qiao'er he used to be!

At this moment, Qiao'er had already made up her mind in her heart: try to use the soft one first, but if the soft one doesn't work, then she doesn't mind becoming the kind of scheming person who is not lacking in Gaofu! Even if she uses some tricks that are not in the flow, she has to keep Gao Ran by her side! If she can't accompany Gao Ran, then let Gao Ran have to stay by her side and accompany her!

Fortunately, even though Gao Ran didn't know Qiao'er's true thoughts at the moment, he had decided to take her with him from the beginning and never thought of leaving her...... In this way, she can be regarded as inadvertently "saving" herself, avoiding that she may be calculated by the person closest to her in the future, and the person she least likely to think of - Qiao'er......

"Fool, how could I have left you! I had intended to take you with me from the beginning!—unless you coveted the glory and wealth of the Gao family, and did not want to go with me......

"However, if you really want to stay in the Gao family, I will also respect your choice and bless your ......"

"No, Miss! Qiao'er will follow you in this life! You are Qiao'er's only master! Qiao'er will never leave you in this life!"

"Look at you! What 'master' is not 'master'?! We are just born different! But this is not something we can choose, and we are not responsible for it.

"And, as individuals, we're all the same, we all have our own strengths, weaknesses and uniqueness......

"At least in my opinion, there is no comparison between people!

"Those so-called 'comparisons' are just a phenomenon that only occurs when you have a yardstick in your heart that you use as a 'standard' to measure the differences and gaps between people...... But that's just your own subjective opinion, not an objective fact, or at least, it's certainly not the whole story!

"Okay, okay! It's so profound, I don't think you understand......

"Look at you're excited! Don't worry, unless you don't want to, I'll take your ...... with me wherever I go."

As soon as she finished speaking, Gao Ran immediately realized the "loophole" in her words just now, and she felt that it was necessary to complete her words! Otherwise, if this coincidence was a tendon, what if she said whatever she said?!

So, she hurriedly added, "However, I'm talking about when I'm still alive!"

"If one day I die...... Qiao'er, you must remember, don't go with me for the sake of loyalty! I want you to live well, and live with me!

"If you believe that there are gods in this world, then you must believe that even if you and I die one day before you, my 'soul' will exist silently somewhere in this world, in another way that you and I don't know now.

"Whether I am still 'me' or not, or whether I still remember you, I hope you can live well, along with mine!

"As long as you remember me, I will always exist! Even if my body is gone, my mind, my spirit, will always exist in your heart, be with you, and share your day with you!

"Do you understand what I'm talking about?!"

"Hmm...... I don't really understand...... However, Miss wants me to live well, and even if Miss does go before me one day, Miss wants me to continue to live well—I understand that!"

As soon as she finished speaking, Qiao'er hurriedly added, "But, miss, Qiao'er will definitely not let you have trouble! You will definitely live a long life, and you will definitely not ...... so soon."

Although even Qiao'er herself didn't believe in these words, it was what she had to say!

Gao Ran didn't even hesitate just now and directly promised to take her with her for the rest of her life, she was actually content in her heart!

At the same time, I was also a little relieved that I didn't have to choose to release the darker side that had always been hidden by me......

Because, if she really had to choose that step in the end, even she couldn't guarantee what she would become in the end?!

However, one thing is certain, that is: even if her last choice allowed her to forcibly keep Gao Ran by her side, she would definitely not be the one Gao Ran liked at that time!

With such a price, if it is not a last resort, Qiao'er really doesn't want to choose to go that far......

Therefore, when Gao Ran promised to take her for the rest of her life, but after saying those extremely realistic words, even if Qiao'er was unwilling to accept it, she had to admit that Gao Ran's concerns were not just her mediocrity.

In fact, even Qiao'er herself knows very well that the possibility of such a thing happening is actually very great! It's just that she has always preferred to believe that that day will not come so soon!

Then, day after day, he kept hypnotizing himself, "That day won't come so soon!"

In her opinion, it seems that as long as she insists on thinking like this, "that day" will really be "postponed" day by day because this day passes......

Therefore, at this moment, even if she didn't believe what she said, her long-ingrained self-hypnosis still caused her to choose to automatically block the meaning that Gao Ran wanted to convey to her at this moment-or the whole ......

She only jotted down what she wanted to remember, and then said what she had to say—whether it was to express her thoughts to let Gao Ran know, or to further hypnotize herself...... (To be continued.) )