"Yes, Xiao Ran, don't think too much about it! that's not something that will happen right now......

"If you think too much, you won't change anything, but it will make you not even live well in the moment......

"Why bother yourself?"

Fu Wenxuan, who was on the side, couldn't help but interject and said so comfortingly. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

However, his attitude was much calmer than Qiao'er's.

"Hey, what about you? They are so active in consoling me, don't you want to say something?"

When he said this, Gao Ran just wanted to tease Gao Xi.

It was only because she found that Gao Xi did not show any obvious emotional fluctuations because of what she just said, and he just listened quietly to the conversation between her and Qiao'er in silence, as if he had no intention of participating at all.

From this alone, Gao Ran knew that Gao Xi must have already thought about what she just said!

That's why he was able to be a quiet observer on the sidelines so calmly, without intending to participate.

"There's nothing to say, Miss, I understand!

Xi also knew that Miss had already thought very thoroughly about this matter, otherwise she wouldn't have said it so indifferently......

"I will respect Miss's wishes! If one day, Miss is gone...... I will obey the will of the young lady, and I will continue to live, live well, and live with the young lady!

"Xi believes, in this way, the young lady can rest assured and happy!

"Xi wants to make Miss happy, but other than that, Xi doesn't care about anything!"

When he said this, Gao Xi's eyes were staring at Gao Ran for a moment, and anyone who saw his appearance at the moment would know how serious he was when he said that!

"Hey, thank you. You know, you always surprise me! and you give me a lot of peace of mind...... Thank you ......."

When he spoke like this, Gao Ran had already involuntarily walked up to Gao Xi and took the initiative to hug him.

"Heh, it seems that I'm not the only one who thinks 'transparently'!"

nestled in Gao Xi's arms, Gao Ran seemed to be saying to him, and seemed to be talking to himself.

Of course, the person she was referring to was not only Gao Xi, but also Zhao Yi, who had been meditating alone on the side as if no one had just now.

For such an intimate action between Gao Ran and Gao Xi - no matter who is active and who is passive, the final result is the same anyway - they are all hugging each other, and Qiao'er has long been surprised by this-although in fact there are not many times.

However, Fu Wenxuan is different, this is the first time he has seen the two of them behave so politely!

On the other hand, even if he and An Yujie were good, he never dared to take half a step beyond the courtesy, let alone hug each other like them!

This is indeed a bit impactful for Fu Wenxuan......

Although he didn't say anything, he was more sure of his previous conjecture in his heart: between Gao Ran and Gao Xi, it must not be simple!

In addition, about Gao Ran having been planning to live in seclusion in the future, he didn't know if An Yujie knew about it, but at least, it was the first time he heard about it!

However, no matter what thoughts or suspicions he had in his heart, he didn't plan to ask Gao Ran directly.

Or, rather, he prefers to believe in judgments made through his own observations rather than the so-called "truth" directly told by the person concerned.

However, for that kind of "truth", Fu Wenxuan is actually not very curious. It's just that along the way, he has been with them all the way, and even if there is some curiosity, it is just the normal curiosity of normal people - it is okay to know, and it is okay not to know.

What's more, since Gao Ran never took the initiative to mention to him about Gao Xi's true identity and the real relationship between the two of them, most of those things must have nothing to do with him or even the Fu family.

In that case, there was no need for him to be too curious.

However, having said that, since he met Gao Ran, Xu was influenced by her, and Fu Wenxuan's heart gradually began to sprout an idea that he had never had: he wanted to try to find what he wanted most and the life he wanted the most like Gao Ran...... Or, it can also be described by a new word that I heard from her when I was chatting with Gao Ran - "the meaning of life".

Yes, he also wants to try to find himself, to find his "meaning in life" - nothing to do with others, only for himself!

But obviously, when thinking like this, Fu Wenxuan was already very clear, although he did have a good impression of An Yujie, and even once thought that he liked it, but when it came to the "meaning of life" that even he himself did not understand, he was unexpectedly clear that An Yujie was by no means what he wanted the most!--Otherwise, he would not be able to live well even without her.

Although he hasn't found what he really wants, at least he understands that the so-called "meaning of life" should be like Gao Ran to him...... He remembered her descriptively, "If I lose my freedom, or the ability to pursue it, then my life will no longer be meaningful, and I will not live again!"

Fu Wenxuan has always felt that they are very similar -- although he doesn't know where they are alike? However, he has never doubted such an intuition! Therefore, he believes that if he finds what he really wants, then the meaning of that thing to him will definitely be the same as "freedom" is to Gao Ran, right?!

Therefore, when he decided to give up An Yujie completely, he also understood that in fact, without her, he could still continue to live - just because she was not what he wanted most, let alone the meaning of his existence.

However, it is precisely because of this that on that day, he asked as if he was asking himself and as if he was asking Gao Ran, "Am I very selfish?"

When he asked this question, he actually had the answer in his heart. But, even so, he still couldn't help but hope that someone could give him some different answers, some different perspectives on the problem - if nothing else, just to help him more quickly accept the more authentic self that he didn't know before.

He knew that that kind of self had always existed, but he had never known about it before!

And now, although he still hasn't fully accepted this side of himself, at least, he is willing to admit it.

Even if this side is selfish and far from what he used to think of himself, at least he is willing to admit that even if he doesn't like it, it is still him, a part of him, and it has always been......

After thinking about it a lot, Fu Wenxuan suddenly had a thought: perhaps, he should choose to leave the "big army" and travel alone by himself, go around and see ...... Perhaps, this way, he will be able to find his true self more quickly and find what he really wants!

Fu Wenxuan couldn't help but touch his heart, he knew that this unfounded idea, which made him inexplicably believe that it was right, was what his heart told him!

This is the first time he has experienced this feeling!

While pondering what such feelings meant to him, he unconsciously looked at Gao Ran.

She is gossiping with Gao Xi and Qiao'er at the moment, talking about a bunch of trivial things in the lives of the three of them. However, they all seem to enjoy the joy and fun that those little things bring to them.

At least, as a bystander, Fu Wenxuan really didn't understand, where was the real fun of the happiness they were sharing with each other?

Xu found that he didn't seem to be able to fit into their atmosphere, nor could he feel the kind of happiness they really shared with each other at the moment, coupled with the sudden thought of wanting to travel alone in his heart just now......

Finally, after he decided to give up An Yujie, Fu Wenxuan made the second major decision in his life: he wanted to leave Gao Ran and them and travel alone!

After making up his mind, in an instant, Fu Wenxuan suddenly had a feeling: it seemed that he had begun to embark on his real life - starting from the decision to give up An Yujie, and then, along the way, he would continue to face one choice after another similar to today, but in the end, he needed to make his own choice, and the consequences could only be borne by himself!

However, embarking on such a path, Fu Wenxuan felt that everything seemed to be predestined in the dark, and he had no choice......

"Xiao Ran......"

Fu Wenxuan finally opened his mouth to break the atmosphere in which they were talking at the moment, and intervened in their conversation very bluntly.

The three of them were ruined by Fu Wenxuan's sudden interjection, so they all turned their heads to look at him.

Then all three fell silent. The original joyful atmosphere also dissipated without a trace in an instant-just because, everyone could see that Fu Wenxuan's interjection was not that he wanted to participate, but that he had something to say to Gao Ran.

Gao Xi and Qiao'er made a very interesting excuse that they were going to collect some firewood and come back to prepare for the fire, so they left quickly together.

"Say, you have something to say, right?"

Seeing the two of them walking away, Gao Ran asked.

"Hmm. Xiao Ran, I've thought about it, I plan to part with you after dawn tomorrow. I want to go on the road by myself, walk around and see ......"

"Oh......" Gao Ran was not surprised when he heard this, but frowned slightly, "Although I had already expected that you would part ways with us sooner or later...... I didn't think that this day would come so quickly......"

Gao Ran touched his chin, thought about it for a while, and then seemed to have made a decision, and looked directly at Fu Wenxuan without any hesitation in his eyes and said, "Since you are leaving, then I will give you some dry food in a while." In addition, about the matters that need to be paid attention to when walking the rivers and lakes, I will tell you about my experience in the past few months......

"Also, don't forget our original agreement, if you want to leave and don't go with us, then you will be responsible for your decision. On the Fu family's side, you can solve it yourself!

"In short, I'm not responsible!"

"Well, don't worry! I'll take care of it. ”

"Hmm. I'm sure you'll be able to handle it. I'm not worried about that. When everyone is ready, I will tell them about your departure tomorrow. ”

"Good!"

After Fu Wenxuan responded, the two looked at each other and smiled.

Before turning around and preparing to participate in Gao Xi and Qiao'er's firewood collection operation, Gao Ran glanced at Fu Wenxuan and said to him seriously, "Take care!"

It's not just a blessing, it's a reminder!

Remind him that people are in the rivers and lakes, be careful in everything, and take care of yourself!

"Hmm!"

Fu Wenxuan didn't say anything more, just kept smiling lightly and watched Gao Ran turn around and leave. When she was far away, he turned and walked to pack his own luggage...... (To be continued.) )