Goodbye
I said to the cicada that he would see you again in the coming year, and the cicada said to me that he would see you again in the next life.
Teenager running on the playground
The other side flower, also known as the two-life flower of the years, does not bloom with long leaves, and does not grow leaves when flowering. Flowers and leaves are immortal, close at hand and far away in the world, hence the name of the other side of the flower. Legend has it that when it blooms, the flower color is fiery red, which will illuminate the road of Huangquan Road and Nai He Bridge, and give light to the lonely soul! Old Mother sitting at the head of the bed, can you hear, my soul!
This chapter is a manuscript that has been typed a long time ago, but I don't have time to send it out, and I give it to the boy on the playground - Z Wu. He was my friend from junior high school, 1.7 meters tall, with bronzed skin, strong limbs, and a standard mermaid line. There's a mole on the left side of his face, so he's instantly recognizable in the crowd. In the first year of junior high school, I belonged to the kind of student who was weak and couldn't help himself, studied averagely, and was bullied by others every day. And he was the first man in my life to stand up for me. I was in the same class as him, I don't remember how I met, and I have the impression that he is always so active. So sunny, so moral. All year round, there is no such thing as nine. At the earliest of the day, he can be seen running in the playground and doing pull-ups. Day after day, never stopping. No matter how early you wake up, you can see him as soon as you enter the school gate. I used to wonder if he didn't bring it home at night and stayed in the classroom. It can only be said that he is a standard athlete.
At that time, gel water was rampant in schools, and it became fashionable for both men and women to use it. I can't accept it anyway. But he likes it, every day after lunch, he can always see his hair standing up one by one, but his hair is short, not ugly. At that time, I was bullied by the so-called big brother in the class all day long, and there was only cowardice in my character. He spends the rest of his time with me except for going to the toilet and going home for dinner, which is kind of covering me. As a result, I suffered a lot less grievances. I never knew why he was so nice to me, and I never asked. Everything seems to be in order.
At that time, it became popular in junior high schools to engage in objects. One day I told him that I had a crush on a girl. He said it was true and fake. I said I was serious. After class, he had to pull me to confess. And I don't dare to go alive or dead. Then one day he pulled out the girl's class and name from my mouth. Ran to someone's class and shouted, who is it, our class Xu Shuang likes you. As a result, I was beaten as a result. The reason is that the other suitor of that girl is from her own class. When they found me, they couldn't help but say a beating. It's just that he's young and doesn't have much weight. The main thing is that I didn't slap my face, fortunately. When Z Wu heard about it, he dragged me to take revenge, I was stupid, and said in a panic, it's okay, it's really okay, forget it. Unfortunately, he still didn't escape, and he left with one arm between me and half dragging it. At that time, I wouldn't dare to fight no matter what, and the force value was even inferior to some female men. I finally found the children in the toilet, I stood behind him, I didn't dare to move, he was holding a cigarette, and he looked like the second and third in the world. His appearance at that time was an untouchable pinnacle in my young mind. Suddenly, the student on the other side moved, picked up a brick from the ground, and photographed it at him, I was still confused, Zhang Wu kicked the chest of the two goods, and flew out more than a meter directly, which was simply a blast. The two next to them were so frightened that they didn't even lift their hands. He walked over and picked up the bricks on the ground, and the one lying on the ground thought he was going to slap him, and his face was terrified. Zhang Wu didn't speak, sneered, put the brick next to the urinal, exposed half of it, and slapped it with one palm. That's right, the freehand brick splitting that I've only seen on TV for a long time is actually happening. One hundred percent, I promise, split it with bare hands. After getting up, he said to the students, he is my boss, if you dare to trouble him, I will dismantle you. On the way out of the toilet, many people looked at him with surprised eyes. Of course, they also looked at me, but then I thought that people might look at me because they didn't know why a weak chicken like me could still be the boss.
Later, it was the second year of junior high school. We weren't in the same class, we were separated by a floor, and there were far fewer opportunities to see each other, but that year was the year I was bullied the most, so much so that I could bear any grievances later. Sometimes when I meet him, he asks me, but I don't say. I just want to get into less trouble, or I don't dare to get into trouble. After a while, I bumped into him one day. He is still active without the sunshine on weekdays, and there is more melancholy between his eyebrows. He said, what a coincidence, I'm going to look for you. I'm going to drop out of school, and I won't be able to cover you in the future, he said. I asked why, and he said that he was fighting with someone, and he was too heavy, and it was estimated that the kid would stay in the hospital for another half a month. Therefore, the school could not tolerate him and wanted to expel him. At that moment, I didn't know what to say, he patted me on the shoulder and said, can you be like a gentleman in the future, don't always let people bully, it's okay to have a little guts. I solemnly say, OK. But in his heart, he slapped himself and told you to open your eyes and talk nonsense,,, he said, I am going to another school, and I will come to see you when I have a chance in the future, who bullied you, remember, I am here to help you take revenge! I said, okay, you will fight less in the future, you can learn a little. He smiled and didn't speak. (Later, I heard that in the second semester of the first year of junior high school, he was booked by the best high school in the county to be a sports student). He said goodbye and turned to leave. Z Wu, the first man who stood up for me in my life, and the man who spoke to me about righteousness, is gone and will never see each other again. It came to a complete end in my life. It wasn't until later that he contracted leukemia – gone, and never saw him again.
When I was in my third year of junior high school, I met my eldest who was one year older than me, Liu Dong. Following him, I learned to smoke, fight, surf the Internet, skip classes. All of a sudden, I had a drastic change, those who often bullied me came to me to get close, and some people came to me to worship me, if it weren't for Lao Tzu's IQ just over 250, I almost believed it. Meet him, Building L. It was the first turning point in my life, more on that later.
One day, during evening self-study, my first-year class leader came to me and said that someone was looking for you. I followed him to the back of the school building. He said you know if Z Wu has leukemia. Maybe it wasn't long before ,,,! I didn't dare to answer because I didn't believe that such a rare illness could belay him. Why is his physical fitness so good. Why? I asked myself over and over again, I just couldn't figure it out when I stepped on a horse. Fuck you. He took out a mobile phone, dialed the number and said, "Here, he wants to say a few words to you." I took it numbly. Wu was on the other side of the phone, his voice was extremely weak, like an old man who was dying. Every word he utters seems to exert his greatest strength. He said, are you okay? I replied in a wooden manner, okay, your body is so good, how can you ,,, him and say, God knows, it's not a big problem, you don't know our body yet, and you can get out of bed in half a month. I almost couldn't hold back when I heard it, I knew he didn't want me to worry, I told him that it would be all right, it would be fine. He smiled and didn't answer, just asked, is there anyone bullying you? I heard the voice of a middle-aged woman, probably his mother. Maybe he secretly called me! I don't know. Due to his special condition, he was not allowed to enter the ward. I never looked at him, even from a distance, and one glance was enough. None of them!
Then one day, I bumped into his cousin, Z Jane, on the street. I asked about the situation of Z Wude. She lowered her head and didn't speak, and I understood everything when I saw her tears falling to the ground. So, I left in a hurry, went back to my apartment, hid in a corner, and cried for a long time, crying to pieces. It was the first time I experienced the separation of life and death between friends. So much so that for a long time I could not accept the facts. It had a big emotional impact on me, and maybe it touched on my personality. He just left, silently, and I couldn't even see him for the last time. The time of youth had just begun, and he became a deserter. Once you escape, it is a lifetime. I was fourteen years old that year, and it's been a full decade now. Most of my junior high school classmates I forgot their appearance and forgot their names. He is the only one who remembers it most truly. I never forgot it, in the later memories, I only saw him running around the playground in a trance, never stopping, accompanied by the new sun, his figure from that moment in the depths of my memory, lingering.
In this life, there are only a few decades, and some people have not had decades. You don't know what will happen tomorrow, you don't know what will happen in the next second, you don't know what fate will take away from you. Whether it matters to you. You don't know, sometimes when you turn around, an ordinary goodbye that can't be ordinary anymore is really never seen. Time only took away my sadness for him, but it couldn't take away his voice and smile in my memory, the taste of yin and yang, and I couldn't understand it unless I experienced it. It's a miracle for everyone to be alive and well. Even if it is a fate, but if it arises, it gathers, and when it disappears, it disperses. Persuade you to cherish the people in front of you, don't wait for loss, tears flow. Under such a high platform and under the moon, I have to send my soul to sing until I am hoarse, can you still hear it? Time flies, people come and go, how many people still remember you?
Qingxiao seems to have cut off what to think, who is Xiaoyang Guanlu. Mountains and rivers are thousands of miles, long songs are everywhere, don't ask what's crying!!
I would like to pay tribute to my friend from my junior high school days, Z Wu! May after thousands of generations of reincarnation, ten thousand catastrophes will not be recovered, please you, rest in peace!!