After two years, and now I have a lot of feelings, so far, I think Jiang Lang is exhausted, and I don't tell again, when I am here, I am willing to take a few shallow talents, the way back, tell me in the past, Mengjun does not give up, the author worships three times!

This is where the story begins.

In the autumn of 2011, I was in my first year of high school. Perhaps every man was extra strong when he was a student, and he was strong in all kinds of ways. I'm no exception, but, I swear, I never wanted to be a bad student. Maybe it's innate. Since I started high school, because of the fierce friends around me, I have become more determined from the bottom of my heart to be a bad student. Of course, I don't mean fighting, skipping class, having a partner, talking back to the teacher. ,,,Although I did all of this in the few years I did in high school, I did it in the few years that followed! But, to put it nicely, who didn't have a bohemian youth? Even though I was beaten badly by most of the teachers later, I still upheld the spirit of always having the courage to admit my mistakes and resolutely not change! So much so that every teacher would ask me with an almost exaggerated expression when they heard my name, "Are you Xu Shuang?" Then I smiled proudly and said, Yes! At that time, the teacher's criticism of me and corporal punishment became the pride of my heart. Because I just want to be a bad student. Except, of course,,, being beaten. And there are many times, the deepest impression of the time, is with one of my best buddies in high school, Li Jiang, my brother Jiang openly fell asleep in the class teacher's class. Of course, there is no doubt that for a long time my seat was limited to the lower left or right corner of the classroom. I don't know why, maybe it's because my brother Jiang is a little more handsome than me, just a little bit, the head teacher who weighs less than 200 pounds came over and took a beating at me, all kinds of hammers. That's right, it's me, no. Before leaving, he didn't forget to give me a threatening look. Of course, he was ignored by his brother. But why didn't you hit him? We slept together, and it seemed like that bastard slept better than I did. My brother Jiang successfully escaped the catastrophe. Later, I thought about it, or maybe it was because he was sitting in it. It's inconvenient to hit it. Well, that's it! After all, we're pretty handsome. My face was swollen for two days and it went numb when I touched it. So I greeted the eight generations of ancestors in my heart, and the seven aunts and eight aunts were all taken out. By the way, and his brother-in-law.

First love, for everyone, is beautiful. Towards the winter of that year, I noticed her in the same class. This has to start with a movie, that year, Xu Zheng and Wang Baoqiang filmed the first "People in Embarrassment". But at a time when electronic devices weren't the way they are today. Which student has an MP4 is still very arrogant. Finally, one day in class, the stinky boy sitting in front of me borrowed one out of nowhere to read "People in Embarrassment", laughing endlessly, so I blocked it with a book and read it quietly. I just noticed her for the first time. She was his tablemate. He has a long ponytail and wide-rimmed eyes. However, this image is not as elegant and quiet as other female school masters. Laughing at that exaggeration, plus shaking your body and slapping the table. It's like, yes, it's like having lost your mind. I admit that it scared me, how can such a girl marry in the future? Her name is Li Biyue, she is not as good as her name,,, what is even more amazing is that she has a nickname, called Shame Flower. Well, I'll admit she's not very pretty. But if you've been around her for a long time, you'll feel a different feeling from her. Serious, and kind. This was my biggest impression of her, and it wasn't until later that I read her own articles, which were pretty good.

At the beginning of that relationship, as a first love, I was full of curiosity and yearning for the relationship between men and women. Later, I found out that there are lilies on TV on weekdays. Girls in reality are not like the female number one in the movie, so gentle, so good character, so good to you, you don't even need a little reason. In fairy tales, it's all lies, and we got tired of it for a month, and it was over. When I asked why, the reason she gave was vague and unfounded. Although I was young at that time and didn't understand what love was, it was also very uncomfortable.

It wasn't until the start of the new semester that I saw her once. The two were full of embarrassment when they saw each other. Not a word. I could see the indifference on her face, and he must have seen the look on my face that I was pretending to be so. Really, I am not convinced and unwilling from the bottom of my heart. There was even some anger. Until one day, I went to help my friends fight and went to someone's school. lost the right time, place and people, and was slashed four times by that buddy and his father with a kitchen knife, and other minor injuries were not counted. The whole person was beaten into a pig's head. Back at school, I saw her arguing with my friend and asking why she was taking me to fight. In the evening, during self-study, she quietly sat next to me. Through the thick lenses of my glasses, I could see the tears in her eyes. I don't know what kind of mood I was in at the time, she kept asking me, but I surprisingly didn't refute a word. So, I reconciled with her. In the beginning, I was happy, even a little lucky. But as the days passed, the two of us were so plain and good, eating together and walking together. By the way, there was also an academic discussion. She insisted that I pronounced the symbol in math as Gema, even though I didn't know what it was for. But in a serious attitude towards learning, I fought with her for a lesson, and she lost, and said with a very disdainful look that you were right, okay. Actually, to this day, I think Ge Ma is better than Gama! Well, that's it.

The days passed in the blink of an eye, and at the end of the first semester of high school, I was faced with the matter of choosing arts and sciences. I didn't hesitate to choose liberal arts, because as a boy who doesn't seek to be motivated, they all have the same idea, liberal arts classes, and there are many girls. Here, boys are precious, as long as you're not too ugly, as long as you're not stupid, whether it's a goddess level or a female nerve series, Lori or a royal sister, you have the opportunity to discuss and learn with them. Discuss the problems that I can't do, study the equations, recite formulas to each other,,,I'm sorry, I really can't make it up! I am looking forward to a happy life after the start of school, just that summer, my first love ended completely, it was the breakup I proposed, I don't know when it started, there was no longer the original feeling between us, so hot. We broke it off very simply. It was also very clean. Since then, we have rarely seen each other, let alone spoke. Because I was still placed in the science class, in the words of the school director, in view of your test results, there is not much difference between studying literature and science, and it is better to study science in comparison, and the way out is relatively broad. Hey, I'll just grass that, why do I control Lao Tzu's life, I have to make my own decisions about my life. But then I accepted it, because what he said was too reasonable. I couldn't refute a word, and I was even a little moved. It seems to know you better than the roundworm in your stomach. More thoughtful than your own father. In this way, I continued my few high school lives, mixing days and days, and my other good buddy Shaoqian, my brother Qian, mingled all day long, eating together, walking together, and buying snacks together. Vomit ,,, mother's vomit later. By the way, there was also a chase on the road in front of the cafeteria, because I stole the kettle stopper after he finished fetching water. The days have gradually calmed down, and occasionally I have heard from her in my ears, and I am no longer moved. This may be the so-called ruthlessness. Forget it, I'm such a person who doesn't cherish what I get, doesn't regret what I lose. I've heard too many people's comments, both good and bad, and I never care.

On December 3, 2012, I finally left school, and I was ready to enter the society after half of high school. I will never forget this day for the rest of my life, the approaching winter, the howling north wind, the gloomy sky, and the depressed mood. I made a life-changing decision, leaving everything behind and having mixed feelings. When I arrived at the station with the Nike bag I bought for 15 yuan in the mall and Brother Qian, it was already evening, and I was talking and laughing with him, trying to calm down my complicated feelings. At this time, I, Li Biyue, came over, and I was not surprised at all, although I didn't know where she got the news. She walked up to me and said nothing, and I didn't say a word. Eventually, she spoke first, and you figured it out? I said, yes. Where to go? I said I don't know. She was silent again, and I was silent, the early winter evening was exceptionally silent, only the whistling of the cold wind, tearing at my heart that was about to break. I even heard voices, I bit my lip, I controlled my emotions, I didn't know what I was controlling, scared, apprehensive, uneasy, maybe a little reluctant. She stepped forward and hugged me gently, and whispered in my ear, can you not leave? I broke away from her and said, "It's here, forget it, let's see fate!" Brother Qian looked at me helplessly and said, "Okay, let's go." I turned and stepped into the car, and she stood there looking at me through the window, motionless, so lonely and helpless in the cold wind! Since then, she has ended in my life, cut off contact, and never see each other again! That year, she said, if the whole world betrays you, I will betray the whole world with you. That's the best love story I've ever heard. We are all like this, always meet the most beautiful person in the best time, say the most sincere love words, but ignore the most wrong age!

This life is full of encounters, encounters, and separations. You never know who the next person will be. What kind of beginning will they meet, and how will they separate. I once said that I swore a good alliance, I'm sorry, I can only say, I, I won't accompany you to continue walking. In those days, you and I used our memories to build sand cities, but in the following days we were gradually blown away by the wind, and we told people our sorrows with tears in our eyes, while the other side could only continue to walk with tears. Until one day, all the memories are gone, and you can no longer remember, as if it is just an episode in life, and you will never cry for him again. Yes, it's just meaningful, and after a light smile, I say, I wish you all right!