In fact, I have always been unable to understand the word objectivity, such as looking at a person objectively. If you take it literally, it means looking at it from the customer's point of view. And my deepest understanding is to look at a person or a thing from an irrelevant point of view without any emotion.

So I'll talk about my sorry brother from a relatively objective point of view for the time being. Brother Apologetic is the second oldest in the family, and there is a big brother above, Shaohui. The eldest brother belongs to the type who has been working hard outside the house all the year round, and the sorry brother is sensible relatively early, so he has to discuss or solve the big and small things in the family. Brother Apologetic is the most hard-working person I have ever seen, there is no one, if you simply talk about hardship, I think he belongs to the most simple and hard-working rural boy. We are from similar backgrounds, but we can't compare, he can pull 100,000 bricks with his bare hands on a flatbed truck with his father during the summer vacation, I admit, I can't. If you think he's just an obscure stuffy boy, you're wrong. I think as a young lad I can play, and he turns out to be better than me. You compare with a person to learn, you can't compare to him, compared to the waves, he can't compare to you, but he learned from you how to go to the waves, and after that, the waves are more powerful than you, which is the most angry. Finally, taunt you for being a turtle.

He didn't know where the computer boot button was in the Internet café at the beginning, and he rushed nearly 10,000 to 2K, a game that I thought was boring. Even when I was the craziest when I played online games, that's it, but he has his own skills. He can earn nearly 100,000 a month by relying on his skills and connections, although he was all lost in the end, but I think this is his charm. He was still in college at the time, and I was traveling around the other half of China. I don't think his mind can be compared to the mind of an ordinary person, and I don't know what his mind is pondering. For example, if I go to a lottery shop with him, he can count the lottery numbers as far as ten. I quietly called him a ghost, but of course, he didn't know. He can go to a five-star hotel to spend a lot of money, he can go to a nightclub to talk and laugh with all kinds of exchanges, he can sit in the library and discuss learning and professional knowledge with you, he can go to fight with you, and two or three people can't beat him.

I never say to him that you can't do anything, that you can't do anything as well as me, because often after a while, he will hit me in the face. He is more like a professional assassin, he can always be forbearing, and the time may be long, but the shot must be killed, and there is no time to miss. is even more bold, in fact, Liu Dong is the one who can be compared to him, but the two of them have completely opposite styles of doing things. Liu Dong belongs to the kind of person who is extremely thoughtful, no matter what he does, he will make a detailed and terrifying plan in his heart, which can be as detailed as eating a bowl of noodles and putting a few garlic in it. For example, my style of doing things is influenced by Liu Dong, and when I do things, I will definitely calculate the difference between time and space to infinitely close to zero.

When Brother Apologe was in junior high school, he ran away from school and ran to Shanxi with less than 100 yuan. When I came back half a year later, it was like a different person, with strong physical fitness and independent thinking. It is said that he recognized a master from Shaolin Temple, and then dealt with all kinds of people of three religions and nine streams. After returning to school again, it was already the third year of junior high school, I didn't like to study, I kept skipping class, and finally my family was unwilling, so he had to go to high school, and then this product was admitted to the key class of the second key high school in the county, and I asked you if you have a temper?

That year, I was about to drop out of school and go to work, and I was nervous.

Brother Apologetic told me: No matter what decision you make, I will not stop you, because everyone has their own way to go, and you can't define right or wrong, because it's still early.

Then he taught me all the situations that I would encounter, how to deal with them, and how to deal with people. What surprised me the most was how he always saw things so thoroughly. And no matter when I'm in a good mood or down, he can always give me the most appropriate and timely advice.

That year, I left my job in Xi'an, a triple blow to feelings, dignity, and body. When I returned to this familiar place, I had five dollars left over from my body, which I still had left over from when I broke my heart. That night, when the train arrived at the station, I was still in a daze, and the conductor woke me up. I got out of the car, I looked at the city, the lights were on, people were coming and going, I didn't know where to go, let alone where to live. As soon as I got off the train, I saw Brother Apologia waiting for me outside the station, my eyes were red, I almost couldn't hold back, he took me to the hotel to open a room, ate and didn't ask me anything.

He said, "Don't think about anything, just come back." No matter how far you go, no matter how much you have been wronged, people can come back, and you don't need to have much ability, and you don't need to make much money. When I got home, it was nothing.

Then open your arms and say, "Brother, welcome home."

At that moment, it seems that all grievances are not grievances, and all pain is not pain. Because, there is always someone waiting for me at home, whether I am wearing the stars and the moon or covered in dust, as long as I come back, he is there. It's like a snowy night in the moon, you get lost in the wilderness, cold, hungry, sleepy, and confused haunting you, and suddenly see a house in the distance, with a faint candlelight on the window, although not enough to keep warm, it can store all the sustenance, a place where you can remove all your defenses, there is a bowl of noodles that are not delicious but enough to satisfy your hunger, there is a hot kang that is not spacious but enough to stay, and there is a caring person who is not a wise man but can give you the greatest comfort and encouragement.

In fact, that passage has been my spiritual support for a long time. That night, he offered to go to an Internet café to surf the Internet, and he knew that I needed something to distract me, but he didn't say much about it, and I could understand it, because he didn't like to go to that kind of place at that time.

Liang Shiqiu said: If you go, I won't send you; if you come, no matter how stormy it is, I will pick you up.

This sentence is placed here, and it is most appropriate.

Brother Apologetic said: No matter what you do, except for illegal things, I will not stop you, everyone has the right to live the life they want to live, but all the hardships and hardships during the period are unbearable alone, because it is the path you choose, you have to have no complaints. Because no one forces you, you can cry when you are wronged, or you can lie down and sleep when you are tired, but never be willing to fall, nothing is terrible, and giving up on yourself is the most terrible.

When he told me this, he was a junior in high school, and I had been out there for a year, still with nothing to do. Of course, I didn't dare to tell my family about all this, because I brought it on myself.

At that time, the relationship between the school and the teachers was very good, and every year the school leaders would reserve a place for him to subsidize the students. It was a windfall when I was a student. But as a young man from the village, he did not use the money as his living expenses at school, let alone send it to his home to supplement his family. His exact words were, what is this money enough for, and he has no face to send it home. And I scolded him for being shameless and making excuses for his chic. Then this goods will not go home every weekend, open a room in the hotel, and take it to the more high-end real grass hall in the commercial street to wash their feet.

Until that year, when he went to college, he went to the mall to buy trolley suitcases. The boss asked for more than four hundred, and then he was pulled away by a hundred yuan, anyway, I saw that the tears of the boss flowed out, and I almost felt sympathy overflowing and couldn't help but want to make up another hundred, but seeing the fierce eyes of Brother Apologetic, I was stunned and didn't dare to say a word on the side.

Finally, when I got out of the mall, an old lady asked: "Young man, how much is your suitcase?"

Sorry: One hundred.

The old lady looked incredulous: 100 can be bought? Who are you fooling? Surely it is not 100.

Then he pointed at the two of us as he walked and said, "It's definitely not a hundred."

In fact, the deepest impression of Brother Sorry is that he seems to be a heavy backer, no matter what, you can rest assured to do it, as long as you dare to make a decision to do it, then you don't have to worry about all the follow-up things, he can be a person who is unstoppable, or a person who is confident. He taught me so much, he knew me as well as he knew himself, he knew what I wanted to do, he knew what was going on in my heart. It's just a pity that I will always only live in his glory and self-confidence, but I have never understood his hardships and hardships. It's my fault, I can't think of what he thinks, I can't do what he wants to do, I think, maybe the biggest thing I can bring him is like that year, when he was the most depressed, give him a hug that belongs to his family, and then tell him, no matter how much suffering, how much wind and rain, how many grievances, just remember to go home, and then, carry the fallen piece of sky again, and then tell ourselves that this time is still there, and the sunshine is still as beautiful as before, warm, and, peace of mind!