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After gaining enlightenment, Gao Ran no longer shied away from anything! but generously took the initiative to hold Gao Xi's hand. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's a pity that because of her small body now, she can only barely hold a few fingers of him tightly, and she can't clasp at least ten fingers with him as she originally imagined - although this way of holding hands is what Gao Ran dislikes the most, but she has to admit that this is the best way to express intimacy for "lovers"!

- At least, in her previous life, small actions like "ten fingers clasped" did help her many times - when she wanted her ex-boyfriend to listen to her obediently......

Although, due to the limitations of objective conditions, she can no longer enhance the emotional effect she wants to achieve by "ten fingers clasping", but fortunately, compared to her original world, there are more ideas and concepts of "men and women do not kiss", so even if she can only hold a few fingers of him now, she can still achieve the emotional effect she wants!

In Gao Ran's view, perhaps, this can be regarded as the "good side" of the two sides of things!

Although she did despise such ideas before, at this moment, she did benefit from such ideas and concepts to achieve the effect she wanted!

That's why I say that nothing in this world is absolute!

"At all times, you have to leave room for yourself! You can't do things too hard, and you can't talk too harshly...... There has to be room for everything - otherwise, how do you know if you're going to need the help that "room" might give you in the next moment?!"

At this moment, Gao Ran is indeed extremely glad that he had "left room" before......

Even before, when she knew that there were such bad habits and concepts in this other world, she not only couldn't agree with it at all, but even despised it in her heart! But fortunately, she didn't casually say all the real thoughts in her heart, or even comment on them wantonly.

Otherwise, at this moment, when she wants to use the idea that she despised not so long ago, how can she be persuaded to convince others of everything she has done and said at this moment?!

"Luckily, I don't know what I'm thinking......"

When Gao Ran was determined to take advantage of the influence that these bad habits and concepts would have on Gao Xi, and make it easier for him to believe in the "sincerity" she wanted to express to him next, she did have a little joy in her heart......

Therefore, when Gao Ran took the initiative to have a "skin-to-skin relationship" with Gao Xi again, not only her, but she believed that even he could clearly understand that she was still like this to him after she already knew those concepts, and what she wanted to convey to him behind this move......

"Hey, you don't have to say it, I already understand!

"I know where I went wrong, and I know what you're really thinking......

"I know all this!"

"You know it all?really?!"

Although Gao Xi also wanted to believe that with Gao Ran's intelligence, he would not have hinted so obviously, she could not have thought of it...... However, he still couldn't really believe it until she revealed her true attitude in person......

At this moment, he finally understood: although he knew, his identity did not allow him to do so...... But his heart is indeed always longing, longing for Gao Ran to give him a clear answer! Whether it is acceptance or rejection, at least, he needs her clear statement!

"Well, I really do!

"Not only do I know that you're not actually angry, but you've just figured something out, and that's why you want to end it in your own way;

"I also know that even if your intellect tells you that it should be so, your heart is still waiting for me to give you a clear answer.

"Am I right?"

For Gao Ran, it is not difficult to guess this! After all, she and Gao Xi have been together day and night for so long, and he has always been unreservedly honest with her, so she basically knows his true character, thinking habits, and even his basic three views!

Since you already know him so well, if you really want to know what he really thinks at the moment...... In fact, Gao Ran only needs to find the right breakthrough, and then stand in his point of view, thinking about everything with his mentality and his way of thinking...... Then, the answer she wants will naturally appear automatically!

But at the same time, he couldn't help but feel a little happy because he felt that she and he should be "heart-to-heart" -- even if he didn't say anything in the end, his expression and eyes, which had already exposed everything, had already clearly "told" Gao Ran--she guessed right!

When Gao Ran saw this, he knew that the time had come!

So, she deliberately showed her "shame" obviously, and then based on the atmosphere she created, she naturally started to self-examine Gao Xi......

"I'm sorry...... I'll admit that I wasn't completely unfeeling about it before...... I just don't want to think about it, I don't want to face it, so I keep pretending to be confused, trying to just turn a blind eye to it......

"Frankly speaking, if it weren't for your decision today, I am afraid I would not have taken the initiative to think about this matter......"

Speaking of which, just when Gao Xi thought that he would not get the answer he wanted, Gao Ran lost no time in introducing her "reply" in a very timely manner, which was also what Gao Xi wanted to hear......

"However, thanks to this, I finally faced up to my true heart that had been unconsciously hidden by myself!"

As she spoke, Gao Ran "couldn't help but take the initiative to hug Gao Xi", she hugged him tightly and hugged his waist tightly.

Although Gao Xi still didn't respond to her, at least, he didn't refuse her!

She knew he was hesitant and wavering! and, in fact, he wanted to know what she wanted to say next......

So, his immobility at the moment, more of a waiting-waiting for her next......

"Hey, although it's only now that I've really figured out what I really think of you......

"Frankly, I was taken aback myself!

"But even so, I must tell you now, for I am afraid, if I hesitate at all, then with your always resolute character, I am afraid that I will really lose you!"

When she said this, Gao Ran didn't think that Gao Xi would definitely be able to do what he said - to completely draw a line with her, but she couldn't guarantee that he would not be able to do it - maybe it was just a matter of time......

But even then, she had to say that!

Because, she needs to make Gao Xi think that she really thinks like that, and she really thinks that he will definitely do what he says!

She had to convince him of the "real motives" she wanted him to believe, that she wanted to keep him!

However, on the other hand, Gao Ran has actually measured this in his heart: even if Gao Xi fails to do what he says in the end, he is afraid that by that time, even if he still has her in his heart, his loyalty to her will be greatly reduced! At that time, he will definitely have reservations about her - and this is by no means determined by his personal will alone, but his heart, no matter how difficult it is to really pay to her without reservation!

Gao Ran felt that if she really thought about keeping Gao Xi at that time, she was afraid that no matter what she said then, he would have reservations about her words and would not be able to fully believe it!

If that is the case, then keeping Gao Xi by her side will not only not give her a reliable assistant who can be completely assured, but will also cause her a lot of unnecessary troubles for herself—the most troublesome problems will always come from the people around her who seem to be closest to her, but at the same time she needs to be most wary of......

She didn't want Gao Xi to end up being such an embarrassing and tricky existence for her!

What's more, with Gao Xi's ability, if the two of them really become that kind of relationship in the end, then I am afraid, he will be the most threatening existence that she needs to watch out for!

Therefore, since she can't lose him, and she doesn't want to end up in such a complicated and troublesome relationship with him, the timing of her opening up to keep him is very important!

Gao Ran felt that this really fulfilled the sentence: the opportunity must not be lost, and the time will never come again!

She knew that at this moment, she had to keep Gao Xi before he really began to shake his heart and loyalty to her!

And everything she is doing at the moment is for this purpose!

What she just said, which at first glance would only sound like a natural "foreshadowing", was to naturally lead to her ultimate true purpose: to truly retain him—not only to keep him as a person, but also to keep his heart completely, without arousing any suspicion of Gao Xi's actual motives! )