148. The Promise (3)

"I don't know how deep it is, I don't know what kind of liking it is, but I'm sure I like you!

"I like the feeling of getting along with you day and night, I like your silent companionship, I like your meticulous care for me, and I like the sense of security you bring me......

"I don't hide it from you, I really don't understand the relationship between men and women! I can't guarantee that I will understand it in the future!

"But even so, that doesn't negate my liking for you, it's not 'like'!

"Perhaps, my liking is not necessarily the same as yours...... However, if such feelings can withstand the baptism of time...... Maybe one day, our likes will end up being the same!

"Hey, if you don't try it, how do you know it won't work?!

"At least in my opinion, even if we don't like each other the same now, as long as it doesn't affect our future companionship, then what's the matter?!

"Shouldn't what really matters be that we really accompany each other and get along for a lifetime?!

"Hey, do you know what I mean?!"

Gao Ran doesn't want to lie, and he can't lie!

After all, it's not someone else she's dealing with, it's Gao Xi! How could he be someone she could fool casually?!

Besides, even if she could really lie and deceive him for a while, she couldn't really deceive him for the rest of her life!

Someday, she'll still show her feet!

Then, how can she make him continue to be in love with her, instead of being disheartened and even resentful of her?!

When you can make a good relationship, try not to bury the hidden danger of "evil"!

- It is precisely because of this mentality that Gao Ran feels that even if she can't tell the real truth to Gao Xi, she must not lie to him!

But obviously, what she said was not what Gao Xi wanted to hear, but it could not make him completely dead......

However, he couldn't blame Gao Ran for not being thorough enough - because she wasn't lying, at least what she said was her true state of mind now......

It's just that she may be able to afford it, but he can't!

"You mean, you hope we can continue to live together as we used to...... For a lifetime?"

Hearing Gao Xi say this in a tone that was obviously hiding something, Gao Ran knew that he must have misunderstood what she meant!

Even if she really thinks like Gao Xi thinks in her heart, she will never say that to Gao Xi, and she will not really do that!

In fact, even though Gao Xi doesn't know her values very well, she knows the bottom line of his values very well! She knows that it is not only his bottom line, but also the bottom line that can be allowed in this world and this era!

So, she must not live together for the sake of marriage, as she really wants, but just because she likes to live together......

How could she not know that such an act of "cohabitation" is something she must not do here!

Otherwise, what her behavior shows is not that "she wants to live with Gao Xi because she really likes him", but "she wants to 'tie' Gao Xi to her side in the name of 'liking', and then use him as much as she can and completely 'make the best use of' him"!

If one day, Gao Xi is finally completely "sober" and sees her like this, then it is still a trivial matter to not be able to keep him, and the most feared thing is that he will hate her because he thinks of her like this - if so, then it will be troublesome!

Therefore, taking into account the difference between the values here and her own, in order to avoid breeding other unnecessary misunderstandings and troubles, Gao Ran feels that she should take the initiative to accommodate the bottom line of the values of the people here, and she must think about this matter like the woman here: since she gave him hope, she has to be responsible for this hope - this is the "right path" that she should choose now, with the greatest benefit and the least cost!

"Hey, did you misunderstand something? Your tone makes me feel as if you have misunderstood something......

"Xi, listen to me, I hope we can continue to live together, preferably for the rest of our lives! But not as before, I hope we can be closer than before!"

"More intimate?!"

As soon as Gao Xi heard this word, his whole person immediately became excited! He couldn't help but grab Gao Ran's arms tightly, pushed her out of his embrace, and forced her to face him. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

He stared at her nervously and asked with some eagerness, "What do you mean?!"

"Huh-" Gao Ran couldn't help but grin when he saw him so nervous.

Then he pretended to wink at him innocently, and deliberately teased him a little playfully, "Ah?!What do you mean?!"

"You!"

Gao Xi didn't expect that it was all here, and Gao Ran would still have the leisure to joke with him!

He was so anxious and angry, but he couldn't really shake his face and leave!

Because he really cares about what Gao Ran really meant by "more intimate" just now! No matter what, he wants to hear Gao Ran personally explain to him clearly, what does she mean?!

"Oh, okay! I won't tease you!"

Gao Ran is not stupid, how could she not see that when it was not her joke at all, the teasing just now was just to ease the atmosphere, so she had to accept it quickly when she saw it!

So, looking at Gao Xi's anxious and angry appearance, but obviously aroused by her, Gao Ran naturally restrained his "playful" temperament just now, and said to him seriously, "Xi, you are usually so smart, why are you confused now?!"

"I was proposing to you! Why didn't you hear it, but misunderstood me?

"You, you really make me a little sad!

"That's why I want to tease you and take a little revenge on you......

"Why?!Isn't that okay?!

"When did you become so stingy?"

After speaking, Gao Ran deliberately followed his emotions of "nagging and complaining" as if he didn't notice what he had just said, and pouted with some "dissatisfaction", putting on an angry look.

"Ask, propose?!, you, you mean, what you just said 'want to be together for a lifetime' mean to marry me, not that you want me to be a 'guard' by your side for the rest of your life?!"

"yes! Why, you won't?!

"If you don't want to, then I won't force it! I don't want to marry a husband who is not here with me!"

Saying that, Gao Ran deliberately puffed up like Gao Xi, don't turn your head and don't look at him anymore!

"Huh. ”

Gao Xi was finally amused by Gao Ran.

He leaned over and hugged her tightly into his arms with great joy, pressed to her ear, and whispered to her, "Okay, my good Ran'er, I know your heart!"

"I know, you're not really angry, you're just trying to tease me, aren't you?!

"Good Ran'er, my good Ran'er......"

The last sentence seemed to be a self-muttering sentence, Gao Xi repeated it repeatedly, and at the same time gently put his face on Gao Ran's cheek, grinding with her ears and temples for a long time, and only when he was happy and satisfied, he let go of her.

How did Gao Ran know that Gao Xi would be so intimate with her when he was excited?!

Now, on the contrary, she was a little stunned!

She's really not used to being so close to her!

Gao Xi treated her like this, she couldn't help but get goosebumps all over her body - fortunately, she wore a lot of clothes, and he couldn't see it! Otherwise, wouldn't it expose her true state of mind at the moment?!

"Hey, hey, you're getting really fast...... I, I'm a little uncomfortable......

"But are you willing to marry me?"

Gao Ran coped with two sentences with some embarrassment, trying to change the topic and divert Gao Xi's attention, so as to hide his current body reaction that was obviously still a little stiff and overwhelmed.

"Goosebumps, he can't see it, but this stiff body, he can't feel it!"

However, the reality is not as she wishes......

Her stiff reaction, Gao Xi still felt it. Because of this, he couldn't help but have a little doubt about her true intentions......

"Ran'er, do you really want to marry me?! However, your body doesn't seem to like to be touched by me like this......

"No, no, it's not like that......! I'm not resisting you, I'm not used to it......

"I've never been rubbed in the face like you just did...... I, I'm just not used to it......

"Really! I'm absolutely telling the truth!

"Xi, if you don't believe me, I can swear by you in front of the sky! If what I say today is false, or if he loses you every day, then let me die under your sword!

"You are a killer, it is absolutely easy to kill me! Die under your sword, I am willing!"

Although Gao Ran's stiff body reaction had not subsided, what she said was not ambiguous at all, and her eyes did not dodge at all, she just stared straight at Gao Xi.

However, compared to her eyes, compared to the words she just said, Gao Xi was more willing to believe her most direct physical reaction......

And this psychology of his, Gao Ran naturally noticed it, and she knew that he began to hesitate...... (To be continued.) )