158. Whispers I
"Actually, it's nothing, it's just that I once wanted to worship Zhao's predecessors as a teacher, but he refused, and because of this, he was used as an experimental subject for the new drug he developed, and suffered several crimes......
"I'm just a little scared about it!
"However, when I think about those troubles in the past, I'm afraid only I remember them now......"
An understatement, although Yu Qiwen deliberately erased many key "details" in the past, his statement is not a lie. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info and can also explain very well why he is still almost instinctively afraid of Zhao Yi to this day.
Gao Ran is not stupid, and Yu Qiwen is not stupid either. Gao Ran believed that since she could think that if he refused to say it, then she would only find another way to find out the truth, then how could he not think of it?!
That being the case, then, most of what Yu Qiwen said at this moment is true!
Therefore, for what Yu Qiwen said, after hearing it, Gao Ran decided to believe it.
It's just that even if she listens to such a reasonable and boring past, but it really has no use value, it is not interesting!
However, after learning that there was such a past between Yu Qiwen and Zhao Yi, it inspired another calculation in Gao Ran's heart......
"I see......"
Gao Ran's words seemed to respond to Yu Qiwen and seemed to be talking to himself, so that the two of them had no topic to continue communicating with in an instant.
But the two did not seem to intend to disperse at once, but in a "tacit understanding" of a natural silence, they unconsciously fell into their own thoughts - neither of them disturbed the other.
It's an amazing atmosphere...... Neither of them was embarrassed that they had nothing to say, but naturally enjoyed each other's quiet "company" - even though they both knew that such "companionship" was just "incidental".
But at the very least, this way, you can be sure that when others see it, they will think that they have something to discuss and it is inconvenient to disturb, so they will not come and disturb them without interest!
They all need to be quiet at the moment, and they need to be alone to think about their hearts......
Therefore, at this moment, this kind of meditation "companionship" of each other next to each other but without touching each other, both of them know in their hearts that this is just a kind of mutual use of each other's needs!
However, for such a use, both of them are very willing!
When Gao Ran re-brushed the calculations in her mind, she got up first.
- but did not leave.
Yu Qiwen felt strange, so he couldn't help but look up at her. And his eyes also seemed to ask her, "Anything else?"
After receiving the eyes from Yu Qiwen, Gao Ran said her intentions with interest, "Yu Gongzi, if you don't dislike it, in the future, I will teach you Master's unique medical skills!"
"However, I only teach you medicine, as for poison...... Hehe, for the sake of insurance, I'd better keep it for myself!
"But if I go before you one day...... Then, if you still want to learn it, I don't mind handing over the notes related to that unique poison art to you as well......"
After that, Gao Ran smiled at Yu Qiwen with a relieved face.
But Yu Qiwen was stunned!
And when he finally came back to his senses and was sure that he had indeed not had auditory hallucinations just now, and that those words were indeed from Gao Ran's mouth, he asked very confusedly, "Why?!"
If Gao Ran refused to teach him poison in order to avoid cultivating an enemy who might be a threat to her in the future, he could understand it, but ...... Why would she be willing to teach him?!
Even if it's just a medical skill, it's also a unique skill of a medical saint that many people dream of, but can't ask for!--this, Gao Ran can't be unaware!
Therefore, compared with the joy that should have been, Yu Qiwen felt more at this moment, and he was puzzled!
It's just that when he saw Gao Ran smiling at him, he felt that no matter how he looked at her shallow smile at the moment, he didn't think she was calculating anything about him?
- Especially the way she looked at him at the moment, at least to him, it was clearer than he had seen since he had seen her in person!
If anything, there was anything in this clarity, it was kindness—though faint, so faint that you wouldn't be aware of it......
But here's the problem!
Because, the owner who is showing such kindness at this moment is not someone else, but Gao Ran!--and this is what makes Yu Qiwen quite puzzled the most!
At least in his opinion, Gao Ran is not a good man and a woman - even if she doesn't hurt people easily, she will never do anything that doesn't benefit her for no reason!
Yu Qiwen felt that although Gao Ran was still young, her calculations were much better than him in this regard!
"Hmm...... If I say that I want to make good karma, I hope that when I pass away one day, the good fortune from the good causes I planted in my life will benefit those around me who are still around......
"I say this, Yu Gongzi, will you believe it?!"
As soon as Yu Qiwen heard it, he instantly felt like a lightning strike!
But in the next moment, he immediately remembered some of the relevant information he had obtained earlier......
Thinking of that information, Yu Qiwen's heart suddenly and uncontrollably immediately contracted!
Before he could think about it, he had blurted out the only problem in his mind that he could clearly realize at the moment!
"Miss Senior High School, you, are you preparing for what will happen after you?!
"You, is your body really that bad?!"
At this moment, Yu Qiwen is really willing to believe that Gao Ran is not trying to calculate anything about him, but is really preparing for her own posthumous affairs......
- At least, even if there may be some calculations for him, it is estimated that she does not want to harm him or control him, but it is really as she herself said, she just hopes that by forming a "good relationship" with him, in exchange for a "good fate" in the future, if she is gone, but something "just in case", he can help those people she cares about!
"Heh, it seems that Yu Gongzi's understanding of me is really not a star......
"If that's the case, then I won't hide it!
"Yes! The actual situation may be worse than you know!
"Although Master is a medical saint, he is only a mortal after all, not an immortal! All he can do is to help me prolong my life as much as possible, but he can't cure the root cause and make me truly healthy......
"Perhaps, this is also the will of God! I am destined not to be a person who can live a long life......
After saying that, Gao Ran couldn't help but look up at the endless starry sky. Thinking that if she added her previous life, then she would at least live a few years longer than her original lifespan......
-- In this way, it is impossible not to say that this is already a gift from heaven! and it is absolutely avoidable!
Thinking about it like this, Gao Ran's mood is not so heavy! On the contrary, she still feels that she is actually quite lucky! At least, she has earned a few more years of life!
Xu is state of mind suddenly brightened, Gao Ran suddenly felt that it was not a kind of happiness to be able to enjoy the beautiful starry sky above his head so calmly like this moment!
Thinking like this, Gao Ran unconsciously showed a faint smile.
However, when her casual smile fell into Qiwen's eyes, he inexplicably felt that at this moment, she seemed to be an unattainable soul, which could disappear instantly at any time, and then it would never be found again......
This feeling made Yu Qiwen feel very weird and ...... Reluctantly!
However, he didn't want to delve into it, and he didn't dare to delve into why he had such an inexplicable feeling?!
He was afraid that if the "mystery" in his heart was revealed, what was waiting for him would not only be not relieved, but might be endless pain!
If that was the case, if it could have been avoided in the first place, why did he have to endure all that suffering?!
"Life is not easy, and naturally everything cannot be as good as you want...... People, why bother to embarrass yourself too much?!"
Thinking like this, Yu Qiwen really persuaded himself to reluctantly suppress his curiosity, trying to ignore its existence and its imminent ......
Returning to the present, Yu Qiwen asked softly in a low voice, "Do they all know?"
After Gao Ran heard this, he felt his gentleness from Yu Qiwen's tone for the first time!
"Gentle?!"
At that moment, Gao Ran even wondered if she was having auditory hallucinations?! Otherwise, how could she feel that Yu Qiwen had begun to be gentle with her at this moment?!
Thinking like this, Gao Ran couldn't help but lower her head again, and looked at Yu Qiwen, who was still sitting next to her at the moment and didn't get up, trying to confirm whether the feeling she had just now was her own delusion for a while?!
However, the Yu Qiwen she saw was still as indifferent and indifferent as before......
"Uh...... It seems that I must have been thinking and hallucinating on my own!"
After imperceptibly and quietly hiding his little embarrassment at the moment, Gao Ran shook his head at him with a serious face, and said, "Except for Master and me, now with one more you, there is no fourth person in this world who knows about this!"
Yu Qiwen looked at Gao Ran carefully for a while, and after making sure that she really didn't look like she was lying, he asked with a solemn face, "Then, how much time do you have left?" )