"Hmm...... All I know is that it won't be more than ten years at most, that is, I'm destined not to live to be an adult......."

"What?!, then, what are you still ......

"I don't understand! That being the case, why are you working so hard to manage, all your painstaking calculations?!

"If you can't live to that day, why are you so attached to your freedom?!

"I don't understand!

In the end, Yu Qiwen even became a little emotional!

He didn't know why he was like this, but he just couldn't help it!

However, Gao Ran's indifference at this moment is in strong contrast to Yu Qiwen's excitement!

She didn't seem to care at all how he would react, and even her own life and death, in her eyes at this moment, seemed to be "someone else's" business, and it had nothing to do with her!

After all, she was a person who had already died once, though not completely! In her opinion, it was a gift from heaven to live a few more years through the resurrection of the corpse!

So, what is she not satisfied with?!

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One has to accept the fact that there is nothing one can really control except one's own opinions, desires, desires, and dislikes!

Only by accepting this can one attain peace of mind.

Otherwise, anger, resentment, pain, distortion of thoughts and personalities...... All these things will always be with him, and his soul will never be at peace—such a person will not be able to attain true happiness! and, sooner or later, he will be finally destroyed at his own hands!

In Gao Ran's view, perhaps, this is also another way of "punishment" by God for those who violate the will of heaven!

It is precisely because she has always believed so firmly in her heart that she never dares to ask for anything too much even for her own life - because the health of life and the length of life are not something she can really control!

It seems to her that losing her peace of mind and leaving her soul at peace day and night for things that she is not really in control of is not worth the loss and useless!

What's more, she had already "died" once, and she was not afraid of dying a second time - even if it might be a real death this time!

Gao Ran, who holds such a mentality, faces death, even if she doesn't want to be calm, it is very difficult......

"Hehe, Yu Gongzi, you don't need to understand me!

"All you need to understand is that for me, 'freedom' is the whole meaning of my existence!

"So, as long as I live, 'freedom' is my dream that will never be extinguished!

"As long as I can take a step towards my dream, then my life is meaningful!

It doesn't matter much about how long I can live! What really matters is whether I worked hard to move towards my dream while I was still alive.

Seeing Yu Qiwen looking at himself in disbelief, surprise, and confusion, Gao Ran chuckled unconsciously, and then said completely openly, "Hehe, Yu Gongzi doesn't have to be so surprised!"

"Although I am indeed a person who attaches importance to the result rather than the process, I have always felt that the process is always more important than the result for 'life'!

"Because for 'life', no matter who it is, everyone's 'beginning' and 'end' are the same!--they all come naked, and in the end they can't take anything with them......

"So, the only thing that can distinguish 'this is your life' and not 'someone else's life' is the specific 'every day' that you lived while you were alive......

"And this 'every day' is actually the 'process', which is the whole content and meaning of 'your life' for you.

"Therefore, my so-called 'meaning' and 'dream' are only valuable to my own 'life', and to others, they are actually not important, or even insignificant!

"In the same way, other people's lives are the same for me......

"So, it's not so much that I'm 'attached', but that I'm just living my own 'life', my own life, in my own way!

"Anyway, no one can guarantee how long they will live...... After all, there are unpredictable circumstances in the sky, and people have good fortunes and misfortunes......

"Even if you are a healthy person like you, you may not be able to guarantee that you will be able to see the sun tomorrow in peace!

"In that case, can you finally realize your dreams while you are alive - why worry too much about this outcome?!

"It's better to go as far as you can while you're still alive, and go wherever you can!

"Isn't that good?!

"Hehe, Yu Gongzi, you say, am I right?"

"But, I still don't understand!"

Yu Qiwen's face was not good-looking at the moment, he couldn't deny that what Gao Ran said was absolutely wrong!

I saw him think for a moment, and then he frowned slightly, and questioned with some dissatisfaction: "Since what you want is to live according to your own ideas!"

"However, since you will not survive to adulthood, then you naturally do not need to be afraid of Zhen's 'threat' against you...... Then why are you running away?!

"I even made a marriage contract with someone else......

"Aren't you doing this more than you can do, and you're also harming others?!

"Do you know that if a man who makes a marriage contract, even if he does not get married in the end, or is divorced by the woman before marriage, it will be difficult for him to have a woman willing to marry in his life!

"You're too selfish to do this!"

"Yes, I'm very selfish! I never deny that!

"But, who can be sure that there will be no variables in the future?!

"Besides, except for Xi, my marriage contract with other people is not my own initiative! Why do I have to bear the ultimate responsibility?!

"And, even if it weren't for my own health, could you guarantee that I wouldn't have died unexpectedly before I got married?!

"Could it be that even if they all died early and died in an accident, they should keep the festival for me as a matter of course, and if I died early due to my own physical reasons, I would have killed them?!

"Well, if there's one thing I can't do with them, it's that I'm not telling them the truth, at least, I'm deliberately hiding that I probably won't survive to be an adult......

"But, what if there is such a 'what if' in the future?!

"What if I find a way to make me past 'adulthood' and even a few more years?!

"Do you think that I should now hold the idea of 'I won't live past adulthood anyway', and then let my family arrange my future at will, and let Yun Zhen continue to entangle me?! Even when I was alive, I couldn't do something for my truest desire, but chose to do nothing quietly and wait for death?!

"Do you think that I am right?!

"Or do you think that even if you learn that I can't live past adulthood, those marriage contracts won't exist?!Or will Yun Zhen stop pestering me?!Xi will leave me completely?!

"Yu Gongzi, if you really think so, then you are too naïve!"

After being refuted by Gao Ran like this, Yu Qiwen was already speechless.

Indeed, he was naïve!

He only thought that Gao Ran was too selfish to do that, but he never thought about it from a different angle: if she was not selfish, then what would happen to her?! )