Day 112, Tomb (II)
After doing all this, we went back to the treehouse, and the sky started to get worse and it was getting dark again. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Fortunately, it didn't rain when I was digging the pit and burying the body, otherwise it would have been useless.
I'm a little hungry because of the vomiting I just had, but I really don't have an appetite, and so does Midacan. And because of the digging pit, burying, and dragging the corpse just now, the physical strength of the two of us was also very much consumed.
"I went to the rest meeting, and this foot was going numb. Midacom drank a glass of water, said a word to me, and went upstairs.
However, although I was a little tired, I couldn't sleep at all, because Brother Qian's face that had been run by water and the brain hole flowing with unknown liquid appeared in my mind repeatedly.
This is probably the reaction of seeing this for the first time, I don't know when it will go away, and it is undoubtedly a torture for me.
In addition, I am still sighing, how can someone who was alive a few days ago die like this. In my opinion, these people who can survive are not stupid people. Why can't you even figure it out so simply?
It's perfectly okay to build a boat together, bring food, bring fresh water, and leave together. Even if it fails in the end, there are so many people who accept it together. Why cannibalism?
I was so irritable that I couldn't hold back, so I took a cigarette out of my cigarette case, which was the last pack of cigarettes, and I kept it because I had heard that tobacco could relieve pain. Now that there are no more medicines, I have forgotten where I came from, but at least it is a hope.
When there is really no medicine for the injury, this tobacco can really come in handy. I came to the fire and lit this cigarette, I haven't been an active smoker for a long time, and I haven't quit smoking for a long time, but I actually quit here.
"Ahem...... Ahem!"No, I coughed it out as soon as I went up, this human body is very wonderful, once you don't smoke for a long time, this throat can't stand this kind of irritation. The second bite started to be better.
However, after a few mouths, I started to feel a little dizzy, just like I used to smoke a cigarette in the morning. But this dizzy feeling is so wonderful to me.
At this moment, I had almost forgotten that the appearance of Brother Qian's corpse was completely controlled by this smoke, and the initiative of body and mind was completely mastered. No wonder they all say smoke isn't a good thing, it's really powerful!
This time, I didn't think about the past, smoking one bite after another, but trying to take a sip like tasting tea, swallow it slowly, and spit it out slowly. I don't want to taste the bitter taste, but I want to experience the feeling of relaxation, drifting, and slight vertigo!
It was like anesthetizing myself, and it was the first time I had smoked a cigarette for so long. I counted, and I only smoked five puffs of this cigarette. Of course, it also brings me benefits. The picture of the corpse is not as frequent as it appears.
I'm not going to smoke cigarette after cigarette like Midacon. I don't want to get addicted to cigarettes anymore, and although he doesn't have the same deadly attraction as drugs, it's not easy to quit it.
Besides, this is the last pack of cigarettes, and when the time comes, there will be no more, and if this relapse, it will be simply to find guilt for yourself.
This ghost weather, the side is really fast, when I went to their tree house in front, the day was still brighter, and it didn't take long before it rained heavily again, and it looked like it was another heavy rainy night tonight. It's really a way to live.
But I still have some worries. Since they dared to kill Brother Qian, did they really leave now? Could it be that they didn't leave because it was raining? but hid somewhere! Or make a more daring guess, will they still be waiting for us to come back and give us a fatal blow?
However, these ideas were subsequently rejected by myself, and if I still want to give us a fatal blow, I don't have to wait until now. There is no need to kill Brother Qian at all.
Another point is, what did they gain that would make them confident enough to kill Brother Qian and leave?
I really can't imagine what kind of tool can make just two people leave this sea, this is not a river, this is an endless sea! Even a small motorboat or something can't take them away from this island!
Even if there were miniature boats, they wouldn't be able to carry enough food and fresh water! Fresh water is an immensely important thing when sailing on the seas, even more so than getting food......
So this alone makes me wonder. But no matter how much you think about it, it's useless, because in my opinion, it was completely unreasonable that the three of them clashed, Brother Qian died, and the other two disappeared.
Maybe I'll only know when I see or find some clues, but that's very its own. I don't know if Brother Qian and Ye Qingchen found or found something somewhere. Although the island was not very large, there were so many dense woods that I could not have searched every inch of it, let alone seen what they had found before.
Crocodiles in the woods are our biggest threat right now! I don't think Either Midakon or myself would easily enter the woods with puddles if they weren't particularly needed. That's just too dangerous.
However, we will continue to explore the whole island. We only walked about a third of the way along the sea, and it was only when we had walked around the island that we got to know the whole island.
Although when I first came to this island, I had seen it on the hill of seventy or eighty meters, but when I looked at the mountain, I could not see it clearly at all, and I could only see the dense woods, especially the seaside area, which had been completely blocked by these dense forests.
Now, there are only two people left here, Mi Dakang and me, and the original plan can only be overturned and restarted. If we were given time to build a sailboat that could break out of this small island, I think it would take at least a year or more.
Yes, according to my calculations, this is the shortest time, and I don't even take into account the special weather. It's an almost impossible task.
One year is too long for both of us. Looking back on the experience of the past few months, how many times have I crossed shoulders with death, a year? Can I persevere? I dare not think. I can't guarantee it!
I just want to be able to continue to live and not waste my persistence for so long! I don't want to be like Brother Qian, Ying Yuefeng and others, who have escaped the shipwreck, but they have died in this place. This loses the meaning of surviving. All this, people who care about you in a civilized society will only treat you as if you died in a shipwreck.
Thinking of this, I also had an idea, that is, to write a suicide note, if I end up with misfortune and Midacom finally leaves, then I can give this letter to the person who cares about me!
I think this is a good idea, and it seems that I will discuss it with Midacom later, and maybe he will approve of my idea too!