174. Doomed regret

"Pain?"

For a moment, Gao Ran only felt as if her heart had been pierced by a sudden electric current! Her heart shrank suddenly, and then, her head went blank!

She had never had such a panic!

It wasn't until this moment that she knew that it would be so alarming for people to be so panicked if someone else saw through the last thing they wanted to know in their hearts when they were defenseless!

But at this moment her mind was blank for a moment because of this sudden panic, which she had not expected to experience at all! For a moment, she could not think of any better way to deal with it than to rely on her instinctive instincts!--Her reason seemed to have completely struck at this moment!

However, for her, choosing to rely on an instinctive reaction that barely manages her thinking is tantamount to exposing her truest side!

Gao Ran's expression became obviously stiff and unnatural, her face was also a little pale, there was even a little cold sweat on her forehead, and her body was even trembling slightly. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info--If it weren't for the last bit of reason that still had left that forced her to face it, at this moment, I was afraid that the only thing she wanted to do was to run away quickly! Escape from Qiu Yueze far away!--Just because he actually saw through her!

For the first time in her life (in her previous life and in this life), Gao Ran felt that someone could see the bottom of her heart!

But it was obviously not what she wanted! It was not what she wanted! -- but it happened to her! And it was so sudden!

She was unprepared! She wanted to escape, but she was forced by the last shred of her sense, and the soles of her feet seemed to have roots, and she couldn't pull them out!

I can't escape, so I have to face it......

So, she replied stiffly word by word, "Okay, I'll tell you! But, only, before I die! I can't tell this secret until I'm dying! Otherwise, I'm afraid, I'll be damned!"

She was telling the truth! Although she expressed it a little directly and stiffly, it was really what she was really thinking at the moment!

She knew that the "pain" that Qiu Yueze was referring to was actually the real reason why she understood his loneliness - because she had also experienced similar feelings in her previous life, but if she wanted to tell him about her experience, it would inevitably involve her true origin - that is, she had to say that she was not from this world, she was just a wisp of soul from another world.

"Is it that serious?!"

"Hmm!"

Even soul piercing another world can happen, so what's so strange about the existence of "heavenly damnation"?!

Gao Ran knew that there was no inevitable causal relationship between the two, or some kind of inevitable correlation, but she would rather believe it than dare not believe it!

Seeing that Gao Ran's expression was extremely solemn and even a little stiff, he obviously looked like he wanted to escape, but he still forced himself to stay......

It was the first time Qiu Yueze had seen such a helpless and contradictory Gao Ran! But it was precisely because of this that he believed even more that her abnormality and clumsiness at the moment was not playing tricks with him, but her truest reaction! And what she just said was indeed what she really thought!

Thinking that her "uniqueness" is indeed rare in the world, Qiu Yueze felt that the price she said she needed to pay for exposing the secret in her heart, "Heavenly Punishment", did not seem to be completely impossible......

At least, in his experience, the greater the value of what he acquires, the greater the risks and costs he will have to bear for it!

And when he applies this experience to Gao Ran, it is not difficult to understand that she needs to bear the price of her "uniqueness" - once exposed, she will inevitably suffer God's punishment - in fact, it also makes sense!

Thinking about it like this, Qiu Yueze also felt that this was reasonable!

"Well, then, that's it!

"I can wait, wait for you for the rest of my life!"

But as soon as he finished speaking, Qiu Yueze felt that something was still wrong, so he added, "However, if he is the next day, I will go before you...... Then let's treat this agreement as if it has never existed!

"You don't have to put yourself in damnation for keeping your promises!

"But, if ...... If you go before me...... Then I hope that before you die, you will tell me this secret yourself!"

"Hmm...... What if I'm going to die and you're not with me?"

"In that case, write this secret down and let 'Four', or someone else who happened to be with you at that time and whom you trusted, hand it over to me with your own hands!"

"What if there is no one around me who I can trust?"

“……”

Qiu Yueze began to frown a little impatiently, he felt that Gao Ran was a little bit sharp! But then again, he really couldn't completely deny the possibility of this kind of situation mentioned by Gao Ran!

After thinking about it, Qiu Yueze was still patient and continued to reply, "If that's the case, then I'm destined to have no chance to know this secret!

"Huh, really, are you really willing?"

When asking like this, Gao Ran unconsciously raised his eyebrows, and looked at Qiu Yueze with some playfulness.

"Heh, Ran'er, are you really confused, or are you pretending to be confused?!

"You know for sure, I want to know, it's just because I care about you! If you're gone, then why am I still clinging to this secret?!

"If you go, then this secret, if you know, it will only leave me with one more thought related to you; I don't know, it's nothing! It belongs to you, and it should go with you......

"Anyway, do you know it, for me, it's all doomed, it will be a pity......"

In fact, when Qiu Yueze believed what Gao Ran said that once she exposed this secret, she could suffer from God's punishment at any time, he also understood that this secret, whether he knew it or not, was destined to become a regret for him!

If he knew this secret while he was still alive, it would mean that Gao Ran was about to die! -- compared to the regret brought to him by not being able to know this secret, Gao Ran's death would definitely make him a "loner" completely, and he would regret it for the rest of his life!

And if in the end, it was he who died before Gao Ran, and because of this, he couldn't know the secret, then, although he didn't have to endure the regret of losing his confidant, he had to end up regretting because he didn't have the opportunity to learn the secret that he never remembered!

――In short, no matter how you choose, the regrettable ending is already doomed!

After realizing this, although Qiu Yueze felt a little helpless, he could only choose to accept it-he and Gao Ran were destined to end up with "regrets"-this ending!

- unless they can be in the same year, month, and day at the same time...... Die with each other......

"Heh!" Thinking of the only thing that could make him not feel any regrets about the final ending of the two, Qiu Yueze couldn't help but sneer self-deprecatingly.

If that were the case, then he would have to thank Heaven for this gift to him!—but it had to be a predestined end, not man-made!

It's just that the possibility of this is very small......

However, it did not prevent him from fantasizing a little wishfully, which was indeed the most "beautiful" ending for him!

There was even a moment when he almost blurted out a question to Gao Ran, "Are you willing to die on the same day, the same month, and the same year as me?!"

But in the next moment, he came to his senses again!

"How is that possible?!" - the answer that appeared in his mind immediately blocked his mouth so violently that he could not ask anything when the words came to his lips!

"yes!

"Besides, she couldn't have made such a ridiculous pact with me for my sake......

"Even if she did, I wouldn't let her go with me!—just as if she had gone before me, I wouldn't have gone with her......" (To be continued.) )