"Anyway, do you know it, for me, it's all doomed, it will be a pity......"

- For some reason, Qiu Yueze's last sentence, which seemed to be emotional, and seemed to be just his unconscious expression of his heart, always echoed in Gao Ran's ears for a long time......

And when she finally came back to her senses, she realized that her previous panicked and highly nervous state had already been relieved!

Moreover, just now, when she didn't even realize it, when she instinctively focused her last remaining thinking power on dealing with Qiu Yueze because of the stress reaction, she actually followed his logic and asked again and again......

But, in the end, she didn't know if it was because she had unconsciously relaxed, or because she was too focused, so that she unconsciously forgot other irrelevant distractions?

In short, in the end, she realized that there were some contrasts and inconsistencies between Qiu Yueze's answer at that time and his consistent temperament in her impression, and she suddenly felt interesting, so she joked at him on a whim!

didn't think about it, but he chose to take her joking teasing seriously. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

So she heard what he had just said, and for some reason the answer that had been echoing in her ears for a long time since he said it, and refused to disperse......

"Oh my God!"

Gao Ran was simply surprised by the clumsy and contradictory side that he had just exposed, but which he had never known before!

However, when she had calmed down, she felt that it was normal for her to be surprised!--after all, it was the first time she had really encountered such a good experience that she had scarcely known what to do!

However, some of the "faces" of human beings may only be exposed when they are in a specific situation, because they have no choice. But under normal circumstances, it is rarely revealed......

"Whew-"

In any case, when Gao Ran realized that she had finally found a reason for herself that she thought was more reasonable, and that she could convince herself to accept the clumsy and contradictory side that she had suddenly exposed, she finally breathed a sigh of relief because she was at ease.

Somehow, at this moment, Gao Ran only felt a lot more comfortable in her heart! This feeling was like finally letting go of a boulder that had been pressing her heart since just now!

As a result, the nerves that had been tense since just now were finally able to relax!

However, after she finally relaxed, when most of her sanity finally returned, she inexplicably remembered Qiu Yueze's serious response to her just now...... I remembered what he said, and his expression that clearly said "helpless" and "regret......

Somehow, Gao Ran suddenly felt as if he owed him something! To him, she couldn't help but feel a kind of guilt that she couldn't explain......

So, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and it was like being pressed on a boulder again, and it became a little blocked, a little stuffy, and a little ...... Out of breath......

Even if she couldn't explain the reason for this feeling, she knew one thing very well! -- she didn't want to see Qiu Yueze's expression! If his expression continued like that, then her guilt towards him would probably accumulate more and more!

She didn't want to let herself be burdened with so much guilt for no reason, and she didn't want to watch it build up!—it didn't do her any good!

"Well, since you can't tell him the truth, it's okay to give him some 'compensation'......"

Gao Ran felt that at least, if she did this, no matter whether she could make Qiu Yueze have less regrets in the end, but at least, she could feel that she had done her best to do what she could for Qiu Yueze's matter!

In this way, she will be able to get rid of this inexplicable guilt!

"Anyway, even if you don't know what the real reason is, as long as you do your best at the level that you can realize, then you have no reason to blame yourself anymore!

"In this way, even if the 'guilt' can't disappear completely, it can at least effectively prevent it from growing and spreading!"

- At least, Gao Ran has always been the logic of dealing with his guilt. And, for her, she acts according to this logic, and it always has obvious results!

And this time, Gao Ran thinks that it should be no exception!

"Well! Qiu Yueze, maybe you are right in this way!

"No matter how you choose, you will inevitably have to talk about the rest of your life with 'regrets' in the end......

"Don't get me wrong, though! I don't mean anything else. I'm just telling you a fact!

"It's just that, with all due respect, maybe the true face of your 'regret' is not necessarily as heavy as you think......"

"Oh?

Seeing that Gao Ran had now returned to his usual calmness and detachment, Qiu Yueze knew that what she wanted to say to him at the moment would not be a superficial word of comfort - because she understood him, she naturally knew that he didn't need any comfort.

Since she didn't want to comfort him, but she still clearly mentioned his "regret", then presumably, she probably wanted to put forward some opinions that were different from his on "regret"!

As for why she wanted to discuss with him the different views of the two on "regret"?

Qiu Yueze guessed that perhaps, this was a way for her to compensate him! -- By broadening his horizons and letting him see a more open world, and then looking back at his "regrets" with that broader vision, maybe at that time, the previous "regrets" that he saw in his eyes would no longer be as full of regrets as before......

Thinking that as early as more than two years ago, Gao Ran used a routine like this to finally persuade him to completely let go of the last line of defense in his heart and let her enter the deepest part of his heart, and because of this, he also made it from then on, when he looked back at his past, even if he couldn't tell what was the difference, but his heart could feel it-it was indeed different......

Therefore, at this moment, when he once again clearly felt that Gao Ran had repeated his old tricks again, between the subtle changes that had indeed taken place in him in the past two years or so because of her, Qiu Yueze was not only interested in some of the true thoughts that Gao Ran wanted to tell him about her "regrets" at this moment, but he even had some faint expectations in his heart--looking forward to the fact that she could persuade him in the garden more than two years ago, and that she could once again broaden his horizons and let him understand another kind of thing that was completely different from him. But the mentality and perspective that can resonate with him can prompt him to finally form a new mentality, and re-look at his "regrets" with such a mentality.

He hoped that by then, those "regrets" would not disappear completely in his eyes, but at least, they would no longer make him feel so full of regrets......

For Qiu Yueze, this is what attracts Gao Ran the most - she can always inspire him, and this kind of inspiration is also what he likes! - he likes the subtle changes that have occurred in himself because of these inducements, and the gradual accumulation of these changes and finally the obvious change in himself.

Therefore, if Gao Ran at this moment is still the "Gao Ran" in his mind, then he believes that this time, she will not disappoint him! )