The reason why Xia Tian and Zheng Yang broke up.

The amnesiac Xia Tian regained his memories that night.

It's not just that they can't get a promise and confession from Zheng Yang, it seems that in their senior year, the two of them didn't have a peaceful life. Especially Zheng Yang.

Zheng Yang's family is completely different from Xia Tian. If it weren't for Zheng Yang's mother who was reluctant to let her son go abroad too early, Zheng Yang would not have waited until he graduated from college to leave. Xia Tian and Zheng Yang are not high-profile people, after all, the two men are together, and they don't care, but they still have to take care of the mood of the bystanders.

They have lived in a rented house off campus for more than two years, and Zheng Yang's parents have come a few times, but they see Xia Tian as a classmate in a shared house.

In his senior year, Xia Tian heard Zheng Yang talk to his family on the phone about studying abroad countless times, and it was at that time that he began to realize that he had graduated, gone abroad, and separated......

After all, the feelings of the reading era are simple and straightforward. When Xia Tian realized it, he asked Zheng Yang, we are going to graduate, you want to go abroad, what should we do?

What you get is always a frowning look and an answer that you can never hear.

When they were about to graduate, the two of them were busy with graduation matters in school, and Zheng Yang didn't come back much. Probably every time I come back, I will be forced to ask by Xia Tian, who is immersed in playing games, and in the end, even the breakup was completed on the phone.

Therefore, Xia Tian didn't remember Zheng Yang's expression at that time, and he was ...... at that time

I played three all-night games and slept for three days and three nights.

At that time, I thought it was just a breakup, and it was no big deal. There is no missing piece of skin, no piece of meat, so it is easy to gather and disperse.

But this night, Xia Tian lost sleep.

The fragments of the remaining memories piece together the time in college, except for the bad memories, the rest is full of - the feeling of home.

Zheng Yang is very good at taking care of people.

Zheng Yang will make good food.

Zheng Yang would catch himself who forgot to sleep and take a bath while playing games, wash it, feed it to his heart, and then be held and comfortably slept until the next day.

Zheng Yang will remember that he has to take allergy medicine after eating seafood, and will kiss him when he wins the game.

Zheng Yang would peel the pomegranate and put it in front of him, and he would also cut the apple into a nice shape and sprinkle it with yogurt and put it next to the computer......

At that time, he hadn't done anything for Zheng Yang in those years.

In addition to having a good-looking face, certain things are very positive and cooperative......

At dawn, Xia Tian, who was in a daze, went to the toilet and looked in the mirror for a long time.

own face...... You can still watch it.

A heartless person like him has heard adults praise him for his good looks since he was a child, but he just thinks that it is useless for a man to be so good-looking.

After going to college, I found out that a good-looking face can not only make the teacher open the net and not care about his absenteeism, but also take advantage of love. Before Zheng Yang, Xia Tian never lacked confessions from boys and girls, but after Zheng Yang...... It seems to be gone.

Probably because I'm in love, I'm more homely.

But after graduating from college, my market has improved again.

Now......

"Xuan Xuan, do you think your Uncle Lu is good-looking or I am good-looking?" Xia Tian asked Xuan Xuan, who was sitting on the toilet with a large size on time.

Xuan Xuan was doing routine work early in the morning, but Xia Tian opened the door and entered, and the person didn't dislike the smell of the toilet, and looked in the mirror like a demon.

"I think Xiao Huang is the best-looking. Xuan Xuan frowned and prepared to make the next shot, spitting out a few words.

"Who is Xiao Huang?" Xia Tian rubbed his messy hair.

"Hmm...... Well...... Not...... Yellow is the dog in our village. ”

Xuan Xuan pulled it out, refreshed.

Xia Tian suddenly became interested in Zheng Yang, the "former ex" who was "divorced", "would send himself home", "play with his son", and "should still be a little interesting to himself".

Memories are actually full of poison, because no one can go back to the past and start again, so the people and things in the memories are either great joy or great sorrow.

Now Zheng Yang is the former.

With Xia Tian's "active memory", his feelings for Zheng Yang became warmer and warmer.

In the next two weeks, there was no need to repay debts, and Xia Tian, who actually had nothing to do after work, still found some work to make himself seem very busy.

Because he found that half past nine every day was the time for Zheng Yang to get off work, and they could always "meet by chance" in the elevator. ”

In the first few days, Zheng Yang had assistants by his side.

Later, Zheng Yang was left alone.

So the two "old classmates" took a look in the elevator and nodded.

Zheng Yang would say, "I'll send you back." ”

Xia Tian would say, "Okay." ”

Zheng Yang will go downstairs to drive.

Xia Tian will wait outside the building.

Then the beautiful Porsche sports car will travel through the night under the neon lights of the city.

When the weather is good, Zheng Yang will open the carport, so Xia Tian can see the stars in the autumn night sky.

Zheng Yang, as always, is not slow, always driving in the wrong lane, or turning the wrong corner.

One concentrates on driving, and the other concentrates on lowering his head to play with his phone and playing games.

Occasionally chatting about cute babies, sometimes Zheng Yang will show him the baby's video.

A 10 minute drive takes forever and takes 40 minutes to arrive.

Xia Tian is such a smart person, he believes that Zheng Yang deliberately drove awkwardly and slowly for him.

In order to prove that his point of view was correct, Xia Tian deliberately said that day: "The sound of the motor of the sports car is very disturbing. ”

So the next day, when Zheng Yang drove an SUV and parked in front of the building.

Xia Tian smiled secretly.

Until Xia Tian flipped Zheng Yang to the ground, he didn't know what he wanted to do.

Therefore, after testing the car, Xia Tian was 100% sure of Zheng Yang's "meaning" to himself.

So it was half past nine, and at the door of the building again, Xia Tian got on the spacious and quiet SUV, and he said: "Lu Li's and Qi Ji's friends are here, and I will stay in a hotel at night." ”

"Hmm. ”

"You can just help me drive to a hotel chain. Xia Tian looked down at his phone, secretly observing the person driving.

Zheng Yang seemed to be particularly tired on this day, his facial features were a little tense, and his voice was heavily nasal.

"Here's it. ”

The car stopped quickly.

Xia Tian didn't even open the Weibo app.

"Where is this?" the car parked at the entrance of a residential area.

"My home. Zheng Yang had already parked his car in the reserved parking space. Pulled out the key.

So close.

Xia Tian's heart tightened.

It turned out that Zheng Yang lived next to the unit, and it didn't take five minutes to walk.

Send him 40 minutes a day.

Changed a car for a word.

……

"Is Zheng Zheng at home?" Xia Tian looked up at the beautiful apartment building.

"At his mother's. Zheng Yang swiped the card to enter the door.

Xia Tian's heart began to beat unnaturally.

What exactly are you expecting?

Zheng Yang's home and his people are simple and refreshing. It's just that there are some baby items and toys scattered everywhere, which makes the home playful and cute.

"You sleep in my room. ”

"What about you?"

"Work overtime first. There's still something to do with at hand. ”

"Oh. ”

Everything was in Xia Tian's expectations.

The script and plot seem to be written.

If you really can't do it, you can be a p friend.

Xia Tian frowned and thought about it under the droplets of water from the warm shower.

I didn't realize that this resolute feeling had a little bit of a broken jar.

It's just that being a friend doesn't have ......

Xia Tian didn't continue to think about it.

When he casually dried his body and walked out in a bathrobe.

Zheng Yanggang hung up the phone. The phone was still in his hand, and he looked at himself in a daze. His shirt was unbuttoned and casually hung there, with a sense of lazy nobility, but the brows of the good-looking man frowned together, as if there was a difficult question on the phone that he had a way to answer.

"You ...... first" After a while, Zheng Yang opened his mouth.

Xia Tian suddenly walked over in three or two steps, and soon, a wet person hit his shirt, reflecting a watermark.

Xia Tian bit Zheng Yang's lip first.

I also secretly asked him about the smell on his body.

Very familiar, very familiar taste. Once upon a time, every morning and sunset would have this smell and kiss yourself.

Xia Tian's breathing was chaotic first.

The wet hand hugged the familiar breath, very tight, and in an instant, the body seemed to be ignited.

It's the same as what catalyst was used.

At that moment, Xia Tian really didn't know what he wanted.

It's no longer the curiosity about love in the age of reading, and the obsession with a good-looking face and body.

In the past two years, he has lived very well alone, without worries or entanglements, and he doesn't even care about his illness smoothly.

He doesn't need a kiss, a release or relief from the satisfaction of love.

It's just the person in front of you......

He wants to have, and then, he wants to have......

"What are you doing?"

Xia Tian's body was hot, but it was pulled away.

Xia Tian still remembers that no one could move himself when he was in college, but he never won a fight against Zheng Yang, so every time he was lazy and didn't want to eat and take a bath, he could be subdued by Zheng Yang.

So such fiery hugs and kisses can be easily interrupted to end.

"Kiss you. Don't like it?" Xia Tian looked at the person with red eyes.

"......" Zheng Yang didn't speak, frowning.

"Huh. ”

Xia Tian was allergic to this expression.

Severe allergies.

The body was instantly cold.

"Let go of me, I'm going to need to call. Zheng Yang said.

Xia Tian found that he was still holding Zheng Yang, because he was shorter, he should be very "active" in his arms.

Xia Tian let go. looked at Zheng Yang with an expressionless face and made a few phone calls, and said a few words.

When he finally put down the phone, he saw Xia Tian still standing there.

Wet hair and body are dry.

"Finished fighting?"

"Well, you go to bed early, I'm going to ......" "Bang-" sounded.

Xia Tian grabbed Zhengyang's shirt collar and threw it neatly over the shoulder, slapping the person to the ground.

The flowers that Xia Tian had finally planted in his heart were suddenly crushed by trampling.

Xia Tian has never been a person who can endure grievances, he will beat people when he is trapped, and if he can't get a confession, he will leave, and he won't get a response......

He flipped Zheng Yang to the ground.

"I went back. Xia Tian knew that no matter how big the frustration and embarrassment were, he would definitely be fine when he went home to play games and sleep.

I went back to the bathroom to change my clothes and came out to get ready to go.

Zheng Yang was found still lying on the ground.

His brow was furrowed, and he was covered in sweat.

"Hey......" Xia Tian felt that Zheng Yang was not quite right: "Are you okay?"

“……”

Xia Tian found out that Zheng Yang was so painful that he couldn't make a sound.

"Hey, don't scare me!" Xia Tian's chaotic emotions in his heart instantly dissipated. Hurriedly lifted the man up from the ground.

It's just that Zheng Yang is very heavy, and his upper body is very stiff, so he can't lift it at all.

"Don't ...... Don't move, go...... Go to the head of the bed, painkillers. Zheng Yang finally said a few words.

"Okay, you...... You...... I'll get it. "Where has Xia Tian ever seen such a thing. When I was a child, I broke a bone after beating someone, so where could it be so serious? Landing on the back is actually the safest......

Xia Tian brought the medicine and found water for Zheng Yang to drink.

The man did not shout or speak, as if he was trying to endure the pain.

"Do you want me to call 120?" Xia Tian let out a cold sweat on his hand, and he kept holding Zheng Yang's hand without noticing.

The man's hands were cold, and he was sweating profusely.

"No...... Use...... Just a little bit. Zheng Yang tightened Xia Tian's grip.

"But it's cold on the ground. ”

"You help ...... I. ”

"Good. ”

Zheng Yang got up on his own. Xia Tian helped the person to the bedroom and put the person on the bed upright.

Xia Tian realized that he had always been a person who couldn't take care of people, and even if he could deal with it casually, he wouldn't starve to death or freeze to death, where would he take care of a person who was broken by himself?......

"It's not your problem. Old wounds. Zheng Yang said lightly.

"Just bumped into it?"

"Hmm. ”

"How did you beat Meng Dong too?" At this time, Zheng Yang didn't forget to think of others.

"It's a lot harder on him. That ......" Xia Tian's face flushed. "Do you want to call anyone? Will you still be able to go to work tomorrow? Let's go to the hospital." ”

"Nothing, just get some sleep. ”

……

Very late, Xia Tian helped Zheng Yang change his pajamas, and stayed by the bed and watched Zheng Yang sleep in a daze.

The man didn't seem to be sleeping well, and his brow was always frowning.

Xia Tian was sleepy, so he lay on the side of the bed, and when he was half asleep and half awake, he seemed to understand.

Seeing Zheng Yang's throbbing again, maybe it was his own work when he was studying-

Do you like me?

Do you love me?

Can we continue to be together?

Can you, don't go abroad, don't go, live here with me, I want to have a home, although I don't know what home looks like, but I want you to stay......

I didn't get an answer at that time, and I still don't get an answer to this day.

If you don't get it, forget it.

Who can always make their wishes come true?

Xia Tian, who had figured it out, finally fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already dawn.

He hugged the pillow and slept on Zheng Yang's big bed.

Zheng Yang is gone.

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