10. Young first love [9]
Xiaomei was a little angry, but the next moment she immediately looked at Xia Anxin worriedly, until she saw this scene, Xia An'an's originally impetuous heart suddenly calmed down for some reason, she patted Xiaomei holding her hand, revealing a smile.
The smile was very calm, and it suddenly calmed down Xiaomei, who was originally very resentful, and involuntarily let go of Xia Anxin's hand.
Xia Anxin reached out and patted Xiaomei's head.
"Let's go back. โ
Xiaomei had seen how Sister-in-law Qin, who suspected Uncle Qin's cheating, treated Uncle Qin, so when she saw Xia An'an still so calm when she saw such a scene, she couldn't help but be a little puzzled.
Maybe Sister An and Big Brother really don't have that kind of relationship, Xiaomei, who has always listened to Xia An's explanation, really began to doubt her cognition for the first time, and felt that she might be wrong.
She finally turned her head to look at Lin Anhan, who was saying something to the eldest girl of the Li family, then turned her head again, and followed Xia An'an's footsteps step by step.
Well, even if she thinks it's wrong, Xia Xiaomei still thinks that Lin Anhan is very hateful, and he doesn't look as good as before when he smiles at others.
It's already July, and the annoying sound of cicadas still hits everyone with the stuffiness of summer.
It seems that Lin Anhan has returned with a group of children, and the house in the orphanage cannot have a very tall soundproofing, laughter comes through the wall, and occasionally a childish voice can be heard mixed with a low laugh with pleasure.
It's a bit annoying to hear.
"You'd better worry less about my business. โ
Xia Anxin turned his wrist, hung up the phone in his hand, and continued to lie on the table without paying attention to what he was writing, fine beads of sweat appeared on his forehead, and the old big fan rotated slowly, blowing the corners of Xia Anxin's skirt, bringing a cool feeling that was better than nothing.
The laughter seemed to fade away, and a cool breeze suddenly hit Xia An'an's face, blowing her hair stuck to her cheeks.
Xia Anxin raised his head and saw Lin Anhan, who looked like he had just come back from outside and was still carrying a small bowl of cherries in his hand.
He seems to have just washed his face, there are still unwiped water droplets on his face, his hair is also wet, he looks very refreshing, his posture is straight, his face is handsome and he stands there laughing, even the most prickly person can hardly have any bad feelings towards him.
So naturally it is also liked, even if he is actually like a child in essence, with a changeable personality and a temper like a child, it is easy to make trouble if he doesn't agree, and it is easy to laugh at himself when he makes trouble, which is also liked by many people.
"This is Miss Li" Seeing Xia An'an seeing him, Lin Anhan showed a smile, stretched out his hand, and his white and slender fingers firmly held the cyan pattern bowl in his hand, with a little childish eyebrows and eyes.
"I don't need to. โ
Before Lin Anhan could ask Xia Anxin if he wanted to eat cherries, he heard Xia Anxin say this, and then only left him with a hair top.
"The cherries are delicious. Lin Anhan said with a sigh, not knowing what was going on, with a little stunned on his face as if he was still carrying water droplets.
In fact, even if the two of them are embarrassed, there will be some unpleasant conversations at the beginning, and he and Xia Anxin get along day and night for half a month, and it is impossible to keep-for-tat, so even if there has been an estrangement, but with the help โกโกof Xia's mother, the recent relationship has gradually eased, especially when Lin Anhan occasionally plays with the children in the orphanage, he can occasionally see Xia Anxin's eyebrows and eyes softened although his face is expressionless, Lin Anhan can eat Xia Anxin's breakfast almost every day, talk quietly with Xia's mother, and then watch Xia An'an because of the quilt'Rejection' flashed in an instant of grievances, so at least Lin Anhan felt so, and felt that the relationship between the two was gradually improving, although it all depended on feelings, but Lin Anhan felt that he was not wrong.
This is the life that Lin Anhan likes, if he likes it, he can forget the nightmare of resentment against Xia Anxin day and night, and he can forget that the girl who will smile gently at the child of sainthood in front of him will only show his indifferent and ruthless side to him, and even he has recently begun to think, it would be good if he could keep going on, as long as he could keep doing this, even if it was before, he could lie to himself and forget it
Xia Anhan didn't answer him, just continued to lie on the table and write something, looking distracted, leaving Lin Anhan confused and continued to stand.
Xia An'an didn't eat, Lin Anhan had to put down his hand in a daze, with a shallow innocence in his eyebrows and eyes, looking a little pitiful and lonely, but he stubbornly stood here and didn't leave.
The summer was very hot, Lin Anhan stood like a hairy boy who was punished for no purpose, and the girl who was supposed to smile at him and eat cherries with him just continued to ignore him and do her own thing without saying a word, and gradually Lin Anhan was also a little aggrieved, but he also seemed to have a temper, but he refused to hide in the shade for half a step.
The tip of Xia An'an's nose paused slightly, but he didn't look up.
"I really don't eat it. โ
Lin Anhan just pursed his lips. The eyebrows and eyes instantly became inexplicably cold.
"Do you not eat me, or do you only eat what someone else bought?"
Xia Anxin finally raised his head, and saw Lin Anhan's eyes shining with cold light inexplicably.
"You only ate what that guy bought for you?"
"Or maybe you're both?"
As if thinking of some unpleasant possibility, he took a few steps closer, and his lips, which were already tightly pursed, were even tighter, as if Xia Anxin immediately said that he could leave in a bad mood or do something terrible.
The fan turned tirelessly, Xia Anxin glanced at Lin Anhan, rubbed his eyebrows, stood up, turned around and left in front of Lin Anhan, and never looked back.
Seeing Xia An'an leave his sight, Lin Anhan's eyebrows and eyes became even more windy, with a certain sense of danger, almost with a cold wind in the air, and then he was covered with a wet handkerchief on his face by Xia An'an, who turned around and walked back.
Xia Anan put a handkerchief over Lin Anhan's cheeks flushed by the sun, and wiped it with some difficulty for Lin Anhan across the table.
Lin Anhan didn't seem to react, so he held a bowl of bright cherries and asked Xia An'an to wipe his face.
"Wipe it yourself. Xia An'an wiped it for a while, saw Lin Anhan staring at her stupidly, and said expressionlessly.
"You're just going to bully me. "What is this, Lin Anhan's eyelashes trembled slightly.
"What is this?"
"What is this?" "If you like it, you will be appeased, and if you don't like it, you will be cold, so what is this?"
Lin Anhan's hands trembled, his palms were wet, and he was full of sweat, as if it was because of the weather, and as if he recalled his past memories in just a moment, and as if he was using this trivial matter to play a role in asking Xia Anxin to say something, the feelings that had been accumulated in his heart all erupted in Xia Anxin's sudden tenderness at this moment.
Lin Anhan looked straight at Xia Anxin.
"There is no such person. Looking at Lin Anhan, Xia Anxin suddenly replied untouchedly.
The anger that Lin Anhan had just accumulated was suddenly like a balloon that had been poked with a hole.
So what is he Lin Anhan to Xia Anxin.
"Xia An'an, you are so rampant, but I like you. โ
He finally couldn't help it.
He looked at her, his voice almost hoarse, with coldness and exhaustion that could not be hidden.
"I know everything. Looking at Xia An'an's surprised appearance, Lin Anhan only felt funny. "From the beginning I knew why you left me. โ
"It's just that Xia was โกโก, it's just that I can't pick up the scalpel anymore, it's just that someone is preventing me from being with you. โ
"I knew from the day you told me you broke up, the reason why you broke up with me. โ
"I thought you would figure it out quickly, but you chose to escape and fly away the next day. โ
At this he sneered.
"You've always been like this, I should have understood, but I misestimated the weight of me in your heart. โ
"Do you know how I've been here for the past few years? I've spent countless days and nights comforting myself that you left me for a reason, and I'm afraid that you won't be able to think about it for a while, but you actually love me, so you chose to leave me. โ
"But that's all. โ
"Xia An'an, even if you have so many reasons to leave me, even if you are really for my good, what is it?"
"Why don't you believe me, that I can share in your troubles?"
This question has been hidden in his heart for a long time, countless times tossing and turning to find her to ask clearly, asking her why she said she liked him and gave up him but was so light, asking her why she refused to tell him about anything from beginning to end, the two of them took it together, from beginning to end did not want to believe him at all, asked her why she could go so simply, didn't she have nightmares about him for so many years?
Even if he knew the cause and effect, even if he knew that Xia Anxin had a good reason to leave him, Lin Anhan still couldn't let go, how did he escape from the nightmare of having her after Xia Anxin left, these unbearable pains gradually swallowed his heart in the past few years, making him almost crazy.
No matter how hidden it was, even if Xia Anxin wanted not to appear in front of him for the rest of his life, he still found Xia Anxin.
He looked at Xia An'an's shallow eyebrows, and suddenly remembered what a friend said when he persuaded him not to be too obsessed with Xia Anxin, he said that such a beautiful woman with light eyebrows and eyes is destined to be impossible to stay for anyone, she will only look at you, and no matter how much waves that glance causes in your heart, you can't sleep at night because of this, but she just glanced at you casually, maybe it wasn't you, no matter how much you paid for her, and she was worried about it.
At that time, Lin Anhan only felt sneered, and he had full confidence in himself, and then insisted until he met Xia Anxin and re-emerged now, so long has passed.
He still lost at the hands of the same person again, and he persevered.
Before he really met her now, Lin Anhan originally thought that he only had a hatred for Xia Anxin who couldn't let go because the original breakup was too unreasonable, but what made him feel even more ridiculous was that when he saw Xia Anxin, he couldn't help but feel shamefully his heart beat faster.
Someone is bitten by a snake and will feel scared when he sees the rope, how can Lin Anhan not learn to pursue advantages and avoid disadvantages at all?
"The cherries I buy are up to you. Lin Anhan glanced at Xia Anxin, put down the cherry in his hand, turned around and walked away step by step.
Xia An'an looked at Lin Anhan's back, lowered his head to look at the bright red cherries on the table, and reached out to pick up one.
The red cherry is placed on the palm of the hand, and the white palm looks more vivid.
It looks very good, but it's a little stupid and stupid, and he actually took the cherries that other girls shyly and timidly gave him to others, and the eyes in this area have probably grown somewhere else.
A gust of wind blew, blowing up the paper that Xia An'an put on the table, and the words that were large on the paper under it were revealed.
"Liu's Enterprise Acquisition Plan"
Xia Anxin ordered the text on the table.
"So," Xia Anan looked up at the few wisps of puffy clouds floating in the blue sky. "I'm afraid you won't love me anymore. โ