12. Young first love [11]
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Lin Anhan, who was very willful and absent from work for a long time, pushed everything on his 'elderly' parents, didn't expect to go home as soon as he returned to City B, ignored the mobile phone that had just turned on a bunch of missed calls, and went straight to the former Xia family and the current Liu family very unfilially, but suddenly stopped, thought about it, hesitated, or turned on the mobile phone and dialed a number.
"Hey, sister, it's me. ”――
The morning air was very fresh, and Xia An'an looked at the tombstone in front of him silently and pursed his lips.
The woman on the tombstone and Xia Anxin look very similar, the same facial features, but not very similar, probably because the woman in the photo can feel a very flamboyant temperament just by looking at it, but Xia Anxin's temperament is quiet and closed, which is probably the reason why people can quickly distinguish the two people.
But if you try to look at Xia An'an's previous photos, you may still feel a little similar in temperament.
Should I say that it is worthy of being a mother and daughter?
In fact, in addition to the reason for her age, Xia Anxin's previous temperament was also a little similar to her mother's flamboyance, after all, she also had a young and frivolous age, although she did not feel that she was the king of the world, but she was still self-centered, but all the flamboyance she had was quickly wiped out or even completely wiped out at that moment, including all the naivety and the little longing for beauty.
Don't blame anyone, this qiē is probably caused by Xia Anxin, who is more paranoid than anyone else in his heart.
If you want to destroy all hope for a person, what do you think you should do?
Let her have amazing talent and talent, and then have a dream to match, a family that can do whatever she wants although she can't do anything big to rule the world, and a family that is not very happy, but as long as she is willing to deceive herself, she can feel content, and give her a boyfriend who likes her more than she likes.
Finally, destroy a qiē to show her.
Maybe for Xia Anxin, losing everything overnight is nothing more than that.
Xia's mother died, and her father married another, because she studied medicine, so even if she suspected the cause of her mother's death and wanted to take revenge, she couldn't do anything, she just relied on her own anger to carry out some so-called revenge plan, although she could do anything for this, and even use her feelings and even marriage, but in the end it was only a failure, and this failure directly made her lose her dream.
She had never picked up the scalpel and put on the white robe again, and the day before she had done it, she had a conscience that she had driven away the person she seemed to like the most in the world, and then lay alone in the hospital, only to find that she had nothing from the beginning to the end.
When Xia Anxin stood in the fourth-tier city of F City for the first time with her bag, and finally found the small courtyard that looked quite old, she was a little overwhelmed and looked at a group of curious children watching her, learning how to survive in this world again.
has completely separated Xia Anxin's first twenty-four-year-old life and the last twenty-four-year-old life.
In the first twenty-four years of life, she had everything, her family background, appearance, talent, dreams, and love were the same, but at the age of twenty-four, she all decayed, had nothing, and grew old quickly.
She may not be Xia Anxin anymore.
What she should be happy about is that maybe even if Xia Dexing marries another, in the end, she was kicked by someone in heaven, and finally she was deceived into cleaning up her whole body?
Xia's enterprise was renamed Liu's enterprise, and Xia Dexing's net exit was actually just a blink of an eye.
Then Liu's enterprise changed its name and was found to have evaded all kinds of taxes and evasions, and because of the huge amount, it was only a matter of a moment that the operator was secretly detained.
She did all the things she hadn't done before.
"Your mother wasn't pushed down by me, no one pushed her, she has long suffered from depression, don't you know as a medical student?"
The sharp and angry voice of the woman in his mind sounded, making Xia Anan close his eyes slightly, and in the picture, the woman who always liked to wear a red dress and a flamboyant smile stood in the darkness, as if it was the only light.
The memories of childhood are actually blurred, even if she was abandoned by that woman, even if she was alone at home, starved by the nanny for a long time, even if she was scolded by her father and pale, even if these things seemed unforgettable, Xia Anxin was actually blurred one by one, in fact, the little Xia Anxin never tried to sue anyone, all the living objects in this world are colorless in her eyes, there is no colorful storage zài mentioned in the book at all, everyone is only black and white in her opinion, absurd and weird are full of her small perspective, but the color around her is normal except for living creatures。
At that time, in Xia Anxin's eyes, people were strange creatures, such as people who didn't often come home and should be called fathers, such as the nanny who took care of her and always smiled strangely and called her like gambling, such as the teacher who smiled at her but always looked at her strangely, such as the classmates who surrounded her and called her 'little monster', this qiē was too strange in Xia Anxin's eyes.
There is no bright color in her life, probably the only bright color is that the woman comes back strongly, seeing that she is pitiful, and wants to take care of her, a bright red suddenly appeared in Xia Anxin's eyes when she patted her head one day, this is the first color of a person in Xia Anxin's eyes, even if it is just a skirt, Xia Anxin still cares, so no matter whether the woman really wants to take care of herself when she comes back, and whether she is sometimes good to herself, sometimes very cold to herself, and no matter whether she really has depression。
"So, even if she wants to fall down on her own, so what?" Xia Anxin said very calmly, and then stood up.
Xia Anxin, who looked very calm at the moment, was a little too scary in Liu Yujiao, and she finally understood herself, in fact, no matter whether the woman was pushed down by herself, even if she was willing to fall, in Xia Anxin's opinion, she was all related to it, not to mention that she actually did something in it, so she couldn't get out of the relationship no matter what, so it didn't matter anything else, just because Xia Anxin needed someone to accompany that woman.
What's more, she actually ruined Xia An'an's hand by swaying Xia Dexing.
"What about your father?" and what about Xia Dexing?" Liu Yujiao still didn't give up hope.
"He?" Xia Anxin frowned for a moment, and then asked a little strangely. "Isn't he washing the toilet?"
For the arrogant Xia Dexing, this is inevitably something that he is unwilling to accept even death, so his willingness to accept it is really beyond Liu Yujiao's expectations, unless, death is more terrible than life
Liu Yujiao had nothing more to say.
Xia Anxin turned around and walked out, allowing Liu Yujiao to collapse on the sofa.
"So, as long as you are willing to learn, it's actually very simple. Xia Anxin said very seriously, looking at the woman in the photo who looked very vivid with the corners of her mouth raised, she bent down and reached out to wipe it, as if she wanted to wipe off the dust that did not exist in it at all.
Then he bent down and put down the bouquet in his hand, and then straightened the bouquet very obsessively, and then sat down on his knees in front of the tombstone very casually.
In fact, not everyone is colorless in her eyes, Xia An'an's crowd color discrimination has actually been cured a long time ago.
Well, heal without medicine.
Xia An'an leaned on the cold stone tablet a little tiredly and closed his eyes slightly.
It seems to be in a daze, and it seems that he doesn't think about anything.
In a daze, it seemed that someone was asking her what she was going to do next.
Xia Anxin thought about it very seriously.
In fact, for her, in fact, everything has been solved now, and she has no way to solve some things that cannot be solved, such as Lin Anhan's storage, such as what to do next
She has no obsession anymore, but there is no special feeling, such as happiness or something, that is too luxurious for her, she just feels very tired now, so she doesn't understand why she chose to meet Lin Anhan again, and I don't know why she agreed to Lin Anhan to live in the Xia family, after all, she was really sincere when she broke up, so she never wanted to see Lin Anhan again, how to solve the Liu family was just by relying on the behind-the-scenes pusher, and not coming back to B City is at best just for consummation, although there are regrets if you don't come back, but it's actually nothing if you don't come back
What did I plan to do when I was done?
Xia Anxin thought in a trance.
In F City, I accompanied Aunt Lin in Shengde, watched those children grow up, and used the huge amount of money that worked hard for several years to make the children in the orphanage live a little better?
Do you like him?" the man asked again.
She hesitated for a long time, but only answered vaguely, but nothing else. "I guess you like it?"
I'm a little unsure about what I said by myself, because she didn't know what it was like to like someone, because no one had liked her since she was a child, and even if she said she liked it, it seemed that there were a lot of people who turned around and left, so that liking was just a casual thing for Xia Anxin in a big way.
Later, she met a person, who was stupid and didn't seem to be smart, and she actually hated him, because he always did some messy things, and there seemed to be a lot of messes to clean up, and there seemed to be a lot of things that made people embarrassed
But it doesn't seem to be like that, although that person is stupid but very persistent, although he is not smart, but he is also very good at it, he smiles very good, does some messy things, will be clumsy as not knowing, and then secretly remedy it, just like he hurt her and her roommate, although she didn't care, he didn't know what method she secretly used, so that she obviously got the warm treatment of her roommate, and it seemed that there were a lot fewer people talking about her behind her back, although it turned into gossip about him and her, although he seemed to be very sentimental, and his feelings were much richer than her, so that she sometimes didn't know how to deal with it, so she had to keep a face in embarrassment, ignore him, look at his more sad face, and then form a vicious circle., he always seems to be very easy to be happy, sometimes Xia Anxin is wondering if he has been injected with hormones, the whole person will be so hot-blooded, or maybe he has been implemented some evil magic, so he will always be energetic around her, even if she is sad and annoyed because she did not respond, but the next moment he can continue with full of vitality
If that's what I like, such a person seems to like her very much.
She seemed to like him a little bit later.
So when they broke up, when they left, she didn't know why she suddenly burst into tears.
"If that's what I like, I probably like him too. ”
"If you like it, why don't you be together?"
Xia Anxin was silent for several seconds, but he couldn't answer.
Why not be together? There seems to be no other reason.
Originally, I was just afraid that he didn't like him so much anymore.
"Afraid? So you like him more than you imagined?"
If you like it, let's be together.
The voice said with a smile, Xia An'an opened her eyes a little sourly, it felt like she had slept for a long time, she reached out to block the light, and saw a figure stumbling towards here in the backlight.
"I can't forget you. ”
"I can't forget you. ”
"But I can't dream of you. ”
"No matter how long I sleep, I can't dream of you. ”
"No matter a day, a month, a year...... What's the difference without you?"
At this moment, Xia Anxin seemed to have finally seen the person he wanted to see most in his life.
She thought it was a dream, but she was embraced into a warm embrace.
"I'm actually in a bad temper. ”
"It's okay, I've got a good temper. ”
"I'm not as good as you think. ”
"It's okay, I'm not very good either. ”
"I don't really like you. ”
"It's okay, I know"
"Can you stop liking me?"
"That's the only thing that can't be done. ”
The young man and girl in the prime of their youth stood facing each other, and the young man stood with a sad face, but he didn't see the smile flashing in the girl's eyes.
The two images are combined into two CG images and displayed on the system's display.
Xia Anxin frowned and drank a bottle of Qingxin Dew.
It's best now, I don't have a long future, I don't regret not being at the beginning-
Another version, unrelated to the previous -
Lin Anhan likes Xia Anxin, it will be a lifetime thing.
Lin Anhan suddenly got a smile from Xia Anxin one day, and wrote in his diary after a day of trance.
He thought that maybe he couldn't do anything except like Xia An'an.
It would be better if Xia Anhan could like Lin Anhan, even if she didn't like Lin Anhan as much as Lin Anhan liked her.
But she was able to agree to be with him, and it seemed that she gradually began to dislike him not as much as before, even if it was just because of that knowing reason, Lin Anhan's heart couldn't help but be a little excited.
He can work hard to become her ideal type, her reluctance, and even his slight numbness thinks, after he completely becomes the appearance she likes, he must let her taste such a state of mind.
It doesn't take too long, two hours, no, an hour, no, no, it's still half an hour, and then he must touch her head and say to her, "You also have today, Xia Anxin." ”
When she cried and couldn't help herself, I hugged her gently.
These are Lin Anhan's imaginations, he has been trying to become stable, even if there will always be many accidents in this process of becoming stable, making him make a lot of embarrassment in front of her and destroying his wise and great image.
But when you get it, you want more, and man is not an easily satisfied creature.
What's more, Xia An'an refused to give Lin Anhan even a little liking.
So one day when she couldn't bear it anymore, she said a bunch of cruel words, and when she saw that she was still silent and calm, she opened the book she was reading, and he didn't go through the old accounts, so he counted a bunch of recent evil deeds that she had ignored him and treated him no different from others, and then said that she was full of grievances, and finally couldn't bear to say the last sentence, with exhaustion and complete helplessness.
"You're so rampant, but I like you. ”
Xia Anxin picked up the book, and this time he didn't turn around and leave without ignoring Lin Anhan's mood as before, but thought for a while and spoke.
"Well, I'm just relying on you to like me. ”
Lin Anhan is going crazy, okay, he really hasn't seen a person like Xia Anxin who is as thick-skinned as the city wall.
Xia Anxin shook his head.
Then he listed a bunch of things he had done but made him feel speechless in an instant, and said he liked her, but not only did he use a way she didn't like, but he always messed up, he said he liked her, and she was discussed by the whole department to the whole school, he confessed to her downstairs, and was punished for running ten laps of the playground, but her roommate broke up with her, he wanted to ask her to go to the movies, but forgot to look at the weather forecast, and she refused and didn't give up and pulled her as a result, everyone went back to the dormitory in the rain, and she caught a cold for a week
"You've done so many things," Xia Anxin finally summed up.
Lin Anhan, who was still upright just now, was inexplicably a little weak and depressed, he actually felt that some things he had done before had been very wrong recently, so he had been working hard to correct it, and now that he was clearly said, he couldn't help but be a little depressed and resigned to his fate.
It seems that this has always been the case, he has done a lot of wrong things, saying that he likes her, but he can't do a single thing, and now he is turned out one by one, and it seems that he has been remembered one by one, which directly makes him want to deceive himself and hope that it is impossible.
Would you like someone who is self-righteous from start to finish and says that he likes you and always causes you trouble?
This realization inevitably made him even more discouraged, and even began to wonder if he was really that useless.
"You can toss so much," Xia Anxin stretched out his hand and held Lin Anhan's hand. "It's just that I like you. ”
Lin Anhan didn't react for a while, and when he reacted, he stuttered. "You, you, you"
"I went to the debate tournament and found that I couldn't win with anyone else. She thought for a moment and then said. "You can only win if you quarrel. ”
Lin Anhan's eyes widened.
Lin Anhan is the president of the school debate club, the signboard of the school debate club, and he can make the other party like a voice in the college debate tournament almost anywhere.
A qiē is obvious.
"Again. Lin Anhan said in a hoarse voice.
Xia Anxin seemed to think that Lin Anhan's expression at the moment was very funny, and smiled.
"Actually, I didn't like you at first," she said frankly.
"You just confessed, hey!" Lin Anhan subconsciously complained.
Xia Anxin blinked, thinking that this was indeed the case, and then ignored the paragraph just now, blinked again, reached out to hold Lin Anhan's arm, and then tiptoed to kiss the side of his face.
Lin Anhan, who was disgusted by her at the beginning, Lin Anhan, who caused her to catch a cold and escaped the exam to buy medicine for her, Lin Anhan, who asked her friends about her and refused to leave, Lin Anhan, who was amused by her friends, Lin Anhan, who was always smiling at her, Lin Anhan, who pretended to meet her every day, and Lin Anhan, who knew that she had a conflict with her roommate, was very intimate and didn't know what to use to solve it. Lin Anhan, who is very naïve but knows not to do things she doesn't like, Lin Anhan, who likes her more than the whole world, just doesn't admit that suddenly on a certain day, at a certain moment, the boy she saw was also glowing
Lin Anhan's car accident postscript: I originally subconsciously wanted to dodge, but when I thought that there was one less Xia Anxin in this world, I suddenly didn't want to dodge
Have you ever liked someone, she laughs, you feel that the whole world is bright, and she is gone, and you just want to fall asleep with her?
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