Chapter 2: The Pain of Lovesickness
Chapter 2: The Bitterness of Lovesickness
He choked up, stood up silently and smiled at the couple photo, "Honey, I'll take you out of here now and go all over the world together... Cape"
Packing his luggage, a person's back, extremely lonely, a person's figure, extremely lonely, he held the photo in his arms, let the photo feel the body temperature from the body, feel every beat of the heart. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info for a long time, picked up the luggage, smiled at the photo and said, "Girl, we... Going."
Half of the worlds of the two people are missing, and they know in their hearts that the other half will never come back. The pain of eternal separation. Because they love each other, because they remain in each other's hearts, and because they know that they will never see each other again, they can only forget each other, and the pain of eternal separation between heaven and man is no different from the farthest distance in the world...
He didn't tell anyone, including the high school teacher, the orphanage director, and even her parents.
From now on... No one knows his whereabouts, and no one asks about him! At least in his senses, he is dispensable. For a long time, maybe he died, maybe he lived. No one understands all this, no one will understand, but one thing is certain - he is missing in the world where he is supposed to be, and he has disappeared again!
Her parents were sorry, guilty, and felt sorry for him. A good child has completely broken his original aggressive heart because of an accident; if it weren't for the obstruction of his parents, the accident might not have happened, his heart might not have bottomed out because of this, and his daughter might not have died because of this; the director of the orphanage lamented that one of the poor two children died unexpectedly and the other disappeared! What did these two children do wrong?!... The high school teacher sighed, it was all caused by early love, if it weren't for early love, there would not have been this incident, alas~...
Two years have passed in a flash, and there is no longer him in this world, and nothing has happened about him again, so it can be said that there is no news......
Two years later......
Ganlin City ......
Downtown Pedestrian Street......
"Sister, sister~ This skirt is good, it's just tailor-made for you!" A little girl took a small silk skirt and gestured at a girl's thin waist
The girl's hair is shawl, her face is full of mystery, or sadness, or joy, or haze. No one can grasp what is in their eyes......
For example, no mascara on the eyes, no earrings on the ears, no lipstick on the mouth, no foundation on the face, etc......
Just without makeup, it perfectly presents pure and beautiful, and the fresh and refined appearance is like a beautiful fairy in the mortal world, which catches people's attention and makes people fall in love. Because of his cold personality, he rejects people for thousands of miles, has no friends, and has no enemies, but has completely created a perfect ice beauty.
"But Meixin should know that I never wear a skirt!" the girl frowned slightly, but the eyes of the little girl next to her were very gentle, and she looked at the little girl and replied. The voice is very sweet, but the tone is warm, lukewarm, and it makes people feel like they want to get close but can't get close
"Alas, it's a pity, but it's okay! Let's go to another house, hehe-hee" After speaking, the little girl took Wanling's hand and walked to the next house. Although it feels a pity, after two years of getting along, she can be regarded as understanding the personality of Wanling, an iceberg beauty
"Meixin, I'm a little cold!" Out of the clothing store, the girl looked at the little girl next to her, and an embarrassed look appeared on her face
The little girl named Meixin hugged the girl's arm, and also felt the slightest coldness in her arm, and exclaimed, "Ah! Are you sick again?"
"No, it's just that the climate changes the normal cold, go back to the dormitory!
"But ......"
The girl nodded lightly and did not speak. A single action interrupted Mei Xin's next speech
Mei Xin - Sakura face is small, lips are red and teeth are white! Xiao Liu has a pair of bright and watery eyes under her eyebrows. Be happy and lively, carefree all day long!
Although the foundation is on the face, it is not thick, and the petite body makes people feel a sense of protection. She wears a purple stud earring on her right ear and a blue bow ribbon on her left hair, adding a youthful temperament.
is shorter than Wanling, but the proportion of the overall delicate body can be called golden, although it is not as good as Wanling in appearance, but it is not much worse
The two of them are beautiful, and the two of them walk on the street like this, and the rate of turning back is 99.99 percent......
She peeked at Meixin on the side with helpless eyes, her mood was even more complicated, she knew that she was dying, what should this girl do when the time comes, how could she be willing to leave this simple girl to make her sad!
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Go back to two years ago, the day the boy disappeared, the day his life was completely turned upside down and his life changed......
He carried his luggage and walked freely. Why don't you take a car, because you lose the meaning of taking a car
He walked out of the urban area where he was originally located and walked through the mountains and forests.
Since her death, he has not eaten or drunk for several days, fainted from hunger several times on the way, and then woke up and continued on his way! Now his throat was dry and uncomfortable, and his lips were chapped and bloody. Severely dehydrated skin. Almost crawling on the brink of death, he thought he was moving forward strong! He didn't care about the changes in his body
Why don't you eat or drink, because he feels guilty, he tortures himself, the funny thing is that he knows that he will die if he goes on like this, but he can't die. Because of her last words before her death, what a sarcastic joke.
The photos of the couple in his arms, he took them to watch from time to time, reminiscing... Aftertaste...... The pain of losing a loved one!
Looking at the photo, the boy's face showed a sense of tenderness, and he smiled lightly, "Don't worry, girl, I promised you that you will definitely live." But to live well, it's hard... It's really hard to do!
Holding the photo tightly to his chest, he sobbed softly. "Girl, I haven't shed a few tears in my life, do you hear it, because you ...... I'm distraught, it's really messed up."
He wiped the corners of his eyes and laughed at himself, "Look! I'm useless, tears are streaming down! I'm getting worse and worse."
He walked for a long time, and came to the bottom of a tree! He looked up and sighed. "Acacia tree, how are you? Do you miss you now? Actually, we're all the same, aren't we? We're all left alone to live alone, wanting to die but not being able to end your life."
He gently stroked the tree, lamenting in his heart. Life is like this, coming and going in a hurry! The deceased passed away quietly, leaving behind only infinite nostalgia and lamentation! Everything has a spirit, perhaps the mood of the acacia tree is just like its own at this moment
I picked a few fruits from the fruit tree next to the acacia tree and ate two bites, maybe the fruit was very green and sweet. But he didn't have much appetite, and after a few bites, he retched and vomited
"Girl, I'm sorry. Looks like I'm really not going to be able to. I can't keep my promise to you. Forgive me... Forgive me!" said the latter sentence, and his hoarse voice roared softly because he had not eaten or drunk for several days
But the boy did not give up, picked a few more fruits and forcibly swallowed them, holding back the jerky nausea and swallowing the retching nausea in his throat again
Because of the lack of water, his dry throat was painful for a while, but he didn't snort and endured it silently
"Fruit tree, thank you for the fruit! I'm leaving...... I promised her that I would take her all over the world. At the same time, I wish you to get rid of the pain of lovesickness as soon as possible, and get rid of the name of lovesickness!
He walked on! to a mountain spring, and reached out, and the water was very cold, to the bone. Even he has always thought he is strong, and he can't stand this mountain spring that seems to exceed the freezing point.
June day, icy spring water. Isn't it just a reflection of the boy's heart at this moment?
The boy shook his head, took a few sips of water, and then took off his clothes!
"I'm not strong, who do I show you weakness? girl, I know what you mean. The water is cold and cold, and I can endure and even try to overcome it. But...... What about fate?"
Perhaps because of the immersion in the ice fountain, he sobered up a lot and began to reflect
"Thank you, girl! It made me understand how qualified someone I didn't love to love others, so stupid! Really stupid, I always thought how strong and powerful I was! What an honorable thing to never lose a fight. ”
"Now I understand that it was wrong, it was a big mistake. No matter how bad the fight is, it's just a poor worm with useless limbs. What a foolish, ignorant mind!"
He lay on his back on the water, and a tear slipped out
"Thank you so much, thank you for being with me. I won't let you down, you taught me to study hard. In the future, there will be knowledge to take you to the world, if you can start over, I will, I will. I'll study hard and take you all over the world. But I know that none of this is possible, because you are gone, you have left this world and gone to a place that I can't reach as long as I still have my breath and my heartbeat."
He lay quietly on the cold surface of the spring, closing his eyes and letting tears slip into the spring
"What's wrong with me, when did tears start to become so worthless. Girl, I'm getting more and more ridiculous, isn't I?" he fell silent, not saying a word, letting the cold spring water eat away at every inch of his skin
On the clothes by the mountain spring, a single photo of a young and beautiful girl lying quietly, the girl is very sweet and beautiful. From the photos, you can see that the pretty face that can be blown and broken makes people feel supportive and pity! The black hair falls on the left shoulder. Slender hands caress the hair. Sakura smiled softly, chuckled, and smiled beautifully, like a blooming flower.
A light breeze blew up, blowing the picture into the air as if sensing his mood. At this time, the smile of the girl in the photo seems to be more beautiful and brighter. Then the whole picture is blown away by the wind, disappearing into the edge of endlessness......
(End of chapter)