Chapter 1: Good night! My love, never to be seen

"The biggest surprise in my life is that I met you, but the greatest pain is also because of you!" a boy bowed in front of a tombstone, smiling miserably with moist eyes

"Your words and deeds, your smile, your gentleness, your liveliness, your bird's likeness, tell me how to forget. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info and now that you are gone, I have no nostalgia in the world...... But I listen to you, live and live, live ......"

"Girl, how are you doing over there? I miss you, I miss you so much. Can you hear what I'm saying now?" the boy wiped tears from his eyes and bowed his head heavily

The memories in the dream can only be immersed in the dream. The scenes emerge so heart-wrenching that people can't be calm

"As you said, you don't need anything to last forever, you don't need anything to rot. I don't need to promise anything. You just want to see me laugh and see me happy! That's enough......"

The boy slowly knelt down against the tombstone and smiled sarcastically, "yes, what a simple request." I naively thought that it was easy to do the simple thing of growing old with you all my life. It's easy to do......"

"But now you're gone, so selfishly gone, leaving me alone, leaving our dreams and leaving, how do you make me laugh and be happy?"

The boy kneeling in front of the tombstone, looking at the tragic and colorless girl's last photo on the monument with a blank look in his eyes, how many times he wanted to end his life and go with her, but because of her dying sentence can't, no matter what happens, she has to live well and live bravely

yes! It's so selfish. Living alone in the world, I gritted my teeth and survived without the pain of tearing my heart and lungs all the time. She left selfishly like this, but let herself live well, is this the so-called selflessness? But this is not the selflessness I need......

"My only request now is very low, really low! I just hope that you can come to my dream and see me for the last time! Just say goodbye seriously in my dream, let me say 'good night!never see you' to you and our love softly~'"

Looking at the tombstone standing quietly in front of him, the boy stretched out his weak palm and gently stroked the last photo of the young girl on the tombstone......

She is very beautiful, really beautiful, her eyes, her cheeks, and her smile can make people pity and love. Her Sakura face is always so cute and distressing that she wants to be pampered, even if she is only facing a cold and chilling posthumous photo...... There was always a sweet smile on her Sakura-chan mouth! He suddenly lost his mind when he thought of her petite body, her weak and strong appearance.

She's beautiful, really beautiful. There was a steady stream of admirers, but she never looked at them more, and did not respond to the courtesy of her admirers! Ridiculous, really ridiculous. What's even more ridiculous is that she got together with the notorious him!

Perhaps, the understanding of the two of them was originally a false beginning

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The boy returned home, picked up the framed photo of the couple, and lay quietly on the bed caressing, his eyes full of tenderness and nostalgia

Gently held the photo in his arms, quietly listened to his heartbeat, endured the colics in his heart, and fell asleep in a daze for a long time, with a trace of crystal in the corners of his eyes!

In his sleep, the boy became himself again, and in his dreams he saw the sweet and vicissitudes of life. That painful and sad memory. At least there is joy and joy in his sleep, and maybe only in his dreams can he be his true self~

He has no father, no mother, no relatives and no reason. Only one person grew up in an orphanage. He never accepted anyone's adoption. He thought he was strong from an early age

He used to drink, smoke, fight, fight. The student group is recognized as a hooligan ruffian, and the teachers are unanimously bad students and bad students.

The alienation and alienation of his classmates, the ignorance and indifference of his teachers made him all kinds of rebellious and extreme, and he never even had an ordinary friend around him.

However, because he did not accept compulsory education from the bottom of his heart, because he did not feel friendship and family, and because no one cared for him, he finally achieved all kinds of bad behaviors

Because he told the dean that he would be stronger than anyone else

But since he met her, he has changed, and he has changed it very thoroughly. At that time, she told him that it was not a sign of strength. True strength is to be able to care for and help friends and overcome themselves! She helped him to assist in his studies, and his grades improved by leaps and bounds, although he could not be among the best, but he was not going to be counted backwards

Unconsciously, the boy dreamed of her car accident, dreamed that she was just across the road from him, he waited for her to cross the street to come to him and then go to school together, dreamed of the old woman who was in a hurry to cross the street and run the red light, dreamed of her bright school uniform dyed red at that moment, lying alone on the cold pedestrian zebra crossing motionless, dreaming that when everything happened in front of his eyes, he almost collapsed and ran to her, angrily grabbing the driver of the accident. That moment of regret, that moment of anger, that moment of powerlessness completely exploded.

He regretted why he had let her come over every time, leaving her alone on the other side of the road, and why he hadn't walked up to her and took her hand to cross the street together. There are all kinds of resentments against the old woman who ran the red light, for the driver, for those who did not stop the old woman from running the red light, and even for why she saved people regardless of the consequences, but because she made him hate......

The boy woke up from his dream with tears, anger and remorse, his face covered with tears.

He was very obedient this time, really obedient! She had told her on her deathbed that she should not cause trouble no matter what, and that she should not make trouble with others. And to live strongly. The last sentence is that you must live happily, and you must not be sad

So since then he has been very well-behaved, he has never been troubled by the driver who caused the accident, he has never been to the school or even the orphanage, he has hid in a no-man's corner, and no one can see the corner where he can't find it.

It's just that the only thing that can't be done is the last word.

He picked up the couple's photo and put it on his face, and smiled miserably, "Dear, I'm sorry, I can't do what I promised you, please forgive me for being selfish this time! I can't be happy with your departure, how can I be happy~"

He didn't use cigarettes to irrigate the bitterness in his heart, let alone numb himself with alcohol. He felt it with his heart...... Experienced...... The pain of losing a loved one

Are there people who think that this is very perverted? Although everyone may not have the same idea, that is, the so-called people have their own aspirations! But I clearly believe that this is not a pervert, not only immutable, but also very respectable. Really! It doesn't change at all, that's what makes it really strong! Do you understand? Don't you understand? Do you have to irrigate with cigarettes and alcohol all the time, live a life of walking corpses every day, and live that so-called drunken life and dreaming of death?

Ridiculous, really ridiculous people! People who only know how to escape from their hearts every day and dare not really face them are ridiculous and pathetic! Really, this kind of lamentable cowardice, such people make people look down on, and even more despise

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He touched his chest, closed his eyes and felt the pain of his heart beating in his palm, and smiled softly as he looked at the photo. After sitting up for a long time, he put the photo to his chest and stood up with a sigh, silently making a decision in his heart, a decision that the two of them had already made an appointment

(End of chapter)