Chapter 49: Suicide Memories Engraved in My Mind (8)

Two people, zero eggs in the whole department. It's ridiculous to say.

As for the future of life, it can be said that it is completely dim, and it is clear that there is no light. It's just that neither of these two people seem to mind much. It's none of your business, hang it high, what should you do or what you do!

Time flies, and the lonely New Year passes in a blink of an eye, and one night when school is about to start, Zhou Qi came to his side again and talked to himself

"Does a person's death really bring pain to people other than his parents and brothers?" "No, I already had the answer in my heart, Zhou Qi shook his head, and there was a trace of imperceptible pain on his face, "Maybe not, at least I know that it can't be like this on me." Maybe in the near future, my death will bring happiness to more people, they will not be sad or painful, and maybe they will be able to benefit from it!"

The weather was very cold, so cold that people felt that the cold wind could pierce the bone marrow of a person, and the cold seemed to be able to completely strangulate the heart flowing with burning blood, and then completely stop beating.

A life with almost no friends, no one to talk to when you're sad, and a cold breeze blowing at night when you're alone, this kind of life really makes people feel emotional, and it's more sad!

He took a sip of wine into his mouth, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he glanced at Zhou Qi unexpectedly, but listened quietly without speaking, and then looked at the deep night sky where no stars could be seen.

"In fact, sometimes I think it's really a good life to have a close friend. Zhou Qi smiled at the way he poured alcohol into his stomach, and then looked up at the night sky, "Just like you and me, I have regarded you as a bosom friend since the first day we met, because we used to be poor worms who didn't even have a friend." But now it's different."

Hearing Zhou Qi say this, he raised his eyes, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly, perhaps! sighed slightly, but still did not speak

"God treats me well, and I'm glad I met you...... Even if you don't think of me as a friend at the moment, it doesn't matter, as long as you can have someone to talk to, I am already very satisfied with living in this world. It's really a lucky thing to be able to meet people on the last journey of life. ”

Zhou Qi's tone became heavier and heavier the more he spoke, as if he was saying a death farewell to his friends

"You know what? No one wanted to talk to me before we met, not even anyone who listened to me as quietly as they do now......

He turned his head to look at Zhou Qi, then took another sip of wine and said, "What do you mean?"

I hate this kind of talking attitude, and there are so many words, I can't help it, he raised his eyebrows and asked, "You don't want to communicate with others, right?" Your situation is different from mine, you talk more and are more cheerful than me, I believe that as long as you want to, many people will be willing to communicate with you. Besides, you are not me, and I have no bad record of bad students, bad conduct, or bad habits. Who would believe that someone like you would have no one to talk to you?"

Zhou Qi shook his head lightly, and said in response to the question, "Do you know the class flower of our class?"

"Our class?" he looked up at the night sky and took another sip of his wine. It's less like a question than a curiosity

"Well, our class!" Zhou Qi said as he slowly sat down on the cold floor after standing a little tired

"Listen to your tone, it turns out that you don't know that we are in the same class. Also, after being absent from school for so long plus your title, it is natural not to know"

When he said this, there was no smell of gunpowder, and there was a relative silence and helplessness

"Won't you ask me about our Banbanhua?" Zhou Qi smiled, seeing that he was not interested and had no intention of speaking, he had to remind him by himself, with a hint of ridicule in his eyes

He put down the bottle of wine that was only one-fifth of what he had drunk, and did not speak, and was silent for a long time before he said self-deprecatingly, "What is there to ask? What do I have to do with her? The difference between the superior students and the inferior students, one is the angel who everyone looks up to, carefree and without sorrow, and the other is the guy who is looked down upon by everyone, and everyone longs for him to be sent to hell soon." People like me don't even have the qualifications to walk on the ground, so what qualifications do they have to understand and be curious about Banhua?"

Both of them have similar tempers, perhaps accustomed to the darkness of life, and their subconscious is full of inferiority complex!

Zhou Qi didn't rush to make a statement, with a hint of a smile on his pale and bloodless face, "You belittle yourself like this!" You don't know, she's been secretly watching you, do you remember what happened during the midterm exam? I hadn't been to school for a while before that, and you know who told me about your fight?"

"Is that her?" he snapped back to his senses, though it was a question, but more of an affirmation

"Otherwise!" Zhou Qi still smiled, "Actually, it's more than that. There's so much more she does for you, do you want to know about it?"

"I'm not curious about Banhua!" He pulled the corners of his mouth and turned his head to look at Zhou Qi who was sitting beside him, "It's not a person from the same world, how can you understand what the other party thinks?...... There is no need to sell things!"

The dead duck has a hard mouth, and Zhou Qi swept him lightly

"Hehe, do you still remember that I went to the Academic Affairs Office to theorize and finally fell into a thing that I didn't even have the qualifications for the exam? It's really a bit self-inflicted! To put it mildly, if you change someone else, you won't be made fun of the exam qualifications in how to find trouble in the Academic Affairs Office, but you are different, you are too famous on campus, and the school's attitude towards you is equivalent to giving up completely, so as long as you are the person who helps you, you will definitely become a bird, and the school will be used as an important object to kill chickens and monkeys. But I don't regret it, and I would do it again if I had to do it all over again. The words in his mouth are resolute, and his eyes are full of affirmation

He laughed, "You mean I hurt you, okay, blame me, you can say whatever you like." ”

"You misunderstood, I won't regret what I did, so don't think about others all the time. Zhou Qi smiled, "Actually, I want to tell you that after I went to the Academic Affairs Office that day and was scolded by the Dean of Academic Affairs and left, I saw that she also went to the Academic Affairs Office! is so abnormal to the top of the campus, if I guessed correctly, she should be going to theorize about your affairs and help you find justice. I didn't dare to be sure before, so I didn't bother to say ......"

As if he had heard something terrible, he was stunned for a moment before saying, "You mean it's determined now?"

(End of chapter)