Chapter 50: The Memory of Death Engraved in My Mind (9)

Light a cigarette and savor the feeling of swallowing clouds and spitting fog, the bright lights pulling the figure of the elder, and the cold wind blowing on the bare skin that the clothes can't wrap up. The pure white substance slowly drifted from the sky to the ground, so not pale.

"It's snowflakes!It's snowing!" Zhou Qi's pale face wrinkled deeply, and sighed slightly, "It's really strange! I didn't expect to see snowflakes when school was about to start, as if the heavens were joking with people......"

Zhou Qi spread out his palm, watched a snowflake slowly drift to the palm of his palm, watched it melt in his palm, watched it slowly turn into a trace of moisture and disappear in the palm of his hand, and continued to sigh "Human life is really too vast with too many variables, just like this snowflake, because a little temperature in the palm of the palm melts it to make it disappear, like life, it is very fragile! None of us know what will happen to us tomorrow, what great joy or great sorrow will come to us, whether it will be a blessing or a disaster. ”

He glanced at Zhou Qi, took a light puff on his cigarette, and stood quietly

"Under the same sky, there are people who live in pain, although they are constantly struggling to get rid of some invisible shackles, but everything is just futile and unbearable, even if they know that they may be able to free themselves once they close their eyes, and they will never have to open their eyes again without being bound by life, but they are unwilling to give up, because there is still a glimmer of hope in their hearts, although this hope is almost cruel to negligible. Some people live as well as the life of an animal, cross the streets and alleys, go into debt for an obsession with a glimmer of hope, fall into the bottomless abyss because of the pursuit of a glimmer of light, and can no longer move forward......"

Speaking of this, Zhou Qi sighed, "Isn't this talking about myself, after all, even I don't know how many times I can see such snow, beautiful fallen leaves, lush green grass, and I can't see the blue sky and the sea, I don't know how many sunrises and sunsets I can see......"

"I'm afraid to face death, but sometimes in the face of the cruelty of life, humble remnants exist in this ridiculous world, death may not be as terrible as I think, I also feel that death is not so terrible, anyway, the end of a person's life is still inseparable from death, of course, maybe in some ways, death is also the best relief for those who live to suffer. ”

Annoyed!

"I love to read, so my parents went to great lengths to send me to school. Bowing their heads to a group of animals, kneeling down a group of animals in human skins, so humble that they didn't even have the courage to raise their heads and look at the blue sky! They couldn't resist, and they didn't have the ability to resist. ”

"The bourgeoisie is divided into classes, and people are not divided into three, six, nine, and so on, and we may not even be the lowest class of people, so it is precisely because of this that we can become friends, and I feel that I am qualified to be your friends. ”

Zhou Qi looked at him who was frowning and listening carefully, and then saw him take a hard puff of cigarette and lean down slightly.

"Say something else! Say this innocuous nonsense, beware of me beating you," he breathed lightly, but he couldn't hide the sadness in his mouthful. It's as if Zhou Qi's words spoke to his heart twist, making him feel that the pain could no longer be hidden

"It's all the same, I hate to say these words too" It's all the same loneliness, Zhou Qi sighed silently in his heart, and picked up the original topic, "Actually, I'll make sure that Banhua went to the dean of academic affairs to theorize about you, because I asked our Banbanhua later"

The snow was bigger than before, and as time passed, a lot of snowflakes had accumulated on the ground, and the white snowflakes formed a patch of white against the background of the street lamps

"Through the communication, I found that she has been paying attention to you, and although she does not know your affairs very thoroughly, she is quite clear. During the conversation, I found that she didn't have any bad feelings for you, at least not the same disgust that other classmates felt for you. ”

……………

More than ten days have passed, and the snow has melted and the weather is slowly warming. The beginning of the school season has also passed, and looking at the young couples holding hands in pairs on campus, it really makes the single dogs envious.

I didn't expect school to start like this.,In the past few days of school.,There are always boys around her who are chattering non-stop.,Although Banhua ignores those guys.,But the guys who appeared next to her made him feel a little uncomfortable.。

Why is he always inadvertently observing Ban Hua recently, maybe it was because Zhou Qi deliberately mentioned her that night, and he arranged a good explanation for himself. Although there have been several times when two or four eyes are awkward.

Time flies, and a few days pass in a flash. And in the past few days, Zhou Qi has disappeared again, and his side is exceptionally quiet because of the lack of Zhou Qi's relationship. What makes him even more bored is that he is really a little unaccustomed to not having Zhou Qi by his side!

After school in the evening, he secretly followed Ban Hua, because he was afraid of being discovered by her, so he was far away, but he saw that a few obscene looking guys also followed her, with those ropes and some drugs in their hands, as if they were going to plot against Ban Hua.

Seeing these situations, he couldn't help but make a move, but it had to be without Ban Hua finding out. Although he is a bad boy, he is still a boy after all, so it's better not to have girls see this kind of bad thing.

Following to a more remote place, the person in front seemed to be about to make a move, he gritted his teeth, and rushed up to block them regardless of it, so that Banhua had more time to leave. He was scolded by those people in various ways, Ban Hua couldn't hear it far away, he also endured it, and when he couldn't see Ban Hua's figure, he pounced on him and tore them hard......

At dusk, after a fight and a day of class, he peeked at the class flowers outside the classroom, gently rubbing his face that was beaten to the top of a pig's head and lying on the top floor of the teaching building. Bask in the sun with your eyes closed, and enjoy the warmth of the twilight sun on your body

"So you're here, and you've finally found it!" Zhou Qi, who disappeared for several days and reappeared, and came to the top floor of the teaching building at some point, looked at his beaten bloated face and asked, "Got fighting again, right? ”

He closed his eyes and raised his eyebrows slightly, and asked flatly, "It's your business! Just say something, don't bother me if it's okay, I'm a little tired." ”

"Hehe, it's okay! I just haven't seen you for a few days to see how you are!" Zhou Qi smiled and said, "Although it's none of my business, I'm still curious and want to ask, why did you fight this time?"

"You can also see, I can't die" he said angrily, "It's just a group of beam-jumping clowns who hit Banhua with their ideas, and I cleaned them up"

"That's it!" Zhou Qi continued to chuckle and said, "It seems that what happened is not a good thing!"

He looked at the snowy sky, but his eyes were more uneasy and throbbing

"You may not like what I'm saying, but I don't think it's a good thing to fight. I've recently seen an interesting set of statements about fighting, would you like to hear about it?"

"If there's a fart, let it go," he said, pulling the corners of his mouth and saying angrily

Zhou Qi shook his head with a smile and pondered his tone before speaking

"People have believed in the heavens since ancient times, simply because the gods have represented justice since ancient times;

People have since been subservient to kings because they want to see the law as justice.

But does justice mean justice?"

(End of chapter)