In life, it is inevitable that there will be unbearable things, and not all difficulties can be overcome through one's own efforts. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info When confronted with such facts, most people will choose to find ways to solve the difficulties and problems they encounter.

Xu Fu couldn't solve his own experience, Yuko's death was too painful for him, he couldn't pass this level, and was forced to succumb to the cruel reality and his powerless self, Xu Fu chose to commit suicide.

For the average suicide person, if there is a 1 in 10,000 hope, most suicide people will choose to live. Life is the most precious capital a person has, and when a person decides to give up life, he is giving up everything he has.

Xu Fu made this decision to commit suicide, he decided to give up everything, since he couldn't control his birth, but he could control his death.

Xu Fu began to commit suicide, the feeling of suicide, the feeling of pain. The most unbearable pain for a person is not the pain of the flesh and skin, but the pain of the heart, and the most painful pain is that it feels like a soul has obviously flown away from itself.

Xu Fu felt very scared and kept shouting, "Don't go...... Don't go ......"

Xu Fu even wanted to catch it back, but he couldn't catch it, so it still left. At that time, Xu Fu's chest was so tight that he couldn't breathe, and the whole person twitched unconsciously. Not long after, his chest suddenly emptied, and the feeling was actually a little refreshing, his breathing was smooth, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Ordinary people who want to commit suicide just want to escape the pain, and Xu Fu is constantly struggling between escaping the pain and fearing death. Xu Fu has no fear of death, the feeling is a bit similar, a very tired person, wanting to find a bed to sleep comfortably.

How can suicide methods such as hanging, jumping off cliffs, cutting wrists, and so on make oneself comfortable? A person who is very cool, but very tired, just wants to rest, and that is from an inner sense of need. And everything in this world can be let go, how can it be a sin to let yourself rest?

Xu Fu was lying comfortably on the bed, he didn't feel pain, he didn't have a sense of fear, where would there be any bullshit sadness? Such a comfortable feeling, if it could be repeated forever, it would be good.

After Xu Fu's chest was empty, the reason why he would be happy was because another soul ran in, and Xu Fu knew that it was not his hallucination. When Xu Fu stopped thinking, she would talk to Xu Fu. Xu Fu can know very clearly that she has her feelings, her concepts, her thoughts, and even she knows a lot of things that Xu Fu doesn't know.

Xu Fu asked her, "What should I do?", and she told Xu Fu that there was a bag of charcoal.

Xu Fu burned charcoal in the room, thinking that carbon monoxide poisoning would be very refreshing, but it turned out to be otherwise, it was difficult to breathe, his chest seemed to be pressed by a large stone, and he wanted to vomit a little, and he was sure that he was hallucinating. saw the dead grandfather, whistling very leisurely, and the dead grandmother smiled at him.

The whole inner pain was about to erupt again, rushing from the chest to the throat, stuck in the throat but unable to make a sound. Xu Fu shouted out his voice very hard and hard, and kept shouting: "I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

Xu Fu kept crying, his head kept hitting the floor, but it hurt, he kept bumping, kept bumping, when he woke up, Xu Fu found that he had fallen to the floor, he was not dead, this kind of comfortable suicide could not kill him.

Commit suicide by cutting his wrists, gently cut the blood vessels with a sharp weapon, leaving a brilliant red, and then quietly wait for death to come.

Human blood vessels are divided into arteries and veins, and in the blood there are cells of platelets, which can clot blood when it bleeds. If the vein is cut, the blood will indeed flow out slowly and gently, but the blood will have coagulated long before the blood has flowed into a river, and the vein alone will not die.

If it is an artery, it will be a big trouble, Xu Fu used a sharp blade to cut the artery in his arm, and the blood spurted out as if out of control, spraying his head and face with blood, and there were only two liters of blood in the human body, and people with less than one liter would go into shock. At such a fountain-like speed, Xu Fu didn't have time to get sleepy and go into shock, and the whole person was already lying in a pool of blood, which could be said to be a blur of flesh and blood, and people who didn't know thought who had splashed the paint on the ground.

The success rate of suicide by cutting their wrists is very low, and there are many girls who have failed to commit suicide by cutting their wrists, and they have several long scars on their wrists, because of the scars on their wrists, they will not wear short sleeves, and they will be afraid of being laughed at.

The next day, Xu Fu came together and found that he was not dead, looking at his left arm, the wound was completely gone, the wound was intact, and there was no scar in sight.

Committed suicide by electrocution, Xu Fu thought that he couldn't kill himself, so let it be handed over to God. On a rainy day with thunder and lightning, he ran to an open place, ready to be killed by thunder.

When the human body is electrocuted, the fatal factor is through the current of the human body, and the duration of the current passing through the human body is the injury that affects the electric shock, and the longer the human body passes through the current, the more serious the injury. When an electric current passes through the heart for a split second, it causes a heart tremor.

In an instant, Xu Fu was struck by thunder, and the powerful current of lightning rushed into his body, and his whole body was blackened by electricity. The electric current passed through his head, causing him to be immediately unconscious, the electric current passed through his spinal cord and paralyzed Xu Fu's limbs, and the electric current passed through his heart, respiratory system and central nervous system, causing Xu Fu's nervous disorders and heart to stop beating, interrupting his blood circulation throughout his body, causing him to fall to the ground immediately and fall unconscious.

If the current through the spinal cord will cause a high amputation, the thigh will be amputated, and only the upper part of the body will remain, and the life will be spent in the hospital bed, and it will affect the dearest and most unwilling to hurt the person who is most dealine.

Xu Fu was electrocuted into an explosive head, his whole body was charred black, emitting bursts of barbecue fragrance, and he fell to the ground, unconscious, and miserable. But the next day, Xu Fu became completely fine, and vaguely turned into an electrified body, emitting faint radio waves from his fingers from time to time.

"Even such a violent lightning can't kill me, isn't even God willing to accept me, can't I really die?"

Xu Fu decided to use the most cruel and painful way to solve his life, and committed suicide by seppuku, which sounds quite terrifying, people are not easily fatal with a single knife. A person's abdomen is nothing more than intestines, except for intestines, which are feces in the intestines, and a knife will not make people die immediately. The pain that the suicidal person has to endure can be described by two idioms: heart-rending and heart-wrenching.

The knife Xu Fu used was very sharp, one knife could easily cut things in two, Xu Fu stabbed the sharp blade into his stomach, it was very stinging, very painful, so painful that he couldn't bear it at all, he kept wailing, it was difficult to die soon just by seppuku, Xu Fu was tormented, and the probability of the kind of supporting character in the TV series who was stabbed by a pig's foot and died immediately and painlessly was zero.

Xu Fu struggled for a long time, he was tortured, screaming again and again, his intestines were all over the place, and finally a lot of blood flowed out. After he saw his body, the severed abdomen was slowly connected back, and the intestines automatically ran back to his stomach, the wound became smaller and smaller, and finally returned to its original appearance, Xu Fu still couldn't die.

"Damn...... Why can't I even kill myself? Am I still living in this world?"