Liu Weiming nodded, then turned on the car radio and found a night talk program to listen to. Inside is an evening radio station that orders songs and says something emotional, and the background music of the evening station and the host's voice are specially processed, so it sounds very peaceful and lazy. On a big night, it's dark and light outside the car window, and it's really nice to listen to some emotional stories and quiet voices from other people.

"Sometimes, listening to other people's emotional stories can see the whole world. Dong Jing said lightly.

"I've always been a layman, so I'd rather only see where my eyes can see, as I do now, I only see where the car lights can illuminate, and I never think about what the dark places outside the lights are. If you think too much, you can only fill your own troubles. It's good to live in your own world. After Liu Weiming heard Dong Jing's words, he didn't immediately answer Dong Jing's words, no matter how strong a person who has been hit hard in his heart is, his psychology will become very fragile, and he will start to think crankily, Dong Jing is obviously like this.

"Won't you ask me where I'm taking you?" Liu Weiming drove the car in the direction of the highway.

"If you don't say it, I won't ask. I know your character, you have to do what you have to do, so I don't ask, I will know when I get there. Dong Jing said after laughing.

"You're really bold, you're not afraid that I'll do something to you, and you're not afraid that I'll do something to you? Liu Weiming joked.

"If you really want to do anything to me, you did it many years ago, and it won't drag on until this day, and, you know, I can't refuse you from the bottom of my heart. Dong Jing still said quietly.

"It seems like I've missed a lot of good things. Liu Weiming said with a smile.

"I feel like we've left the best things behind. Dong Jing shook his head and said, then he tilted the seat back, closed his eyes and said, "I'll sleep first, and you can call me when I get to the place." ”

Liu Weiming looked at Dong Jing, then suddenly found a place to stop the car, took off his coat, handed it to Dong Jing and said, "Do I put it on you or do you come by yourself?"

Dong Jing opened her eyes and looked at it, smiled, didn't say anything pretentious like you are cold, and directly took Liu Weiming's coat and covered it on her body.

Liu Weiming looked at Dong Jing's movements, smiled as well, and then continued to drive.

"I don't want to say it, but I have to say that there is a feeling in you that I really want to get, maybe this is the so-called sense of security. Maybe it's this feeling that makes me love this feeling of being with you. Dong Jing closed her eyes and said lightly.

After hearing this, Liu Weiming looked at Dong Jing again, and then suddenly said with emotion: "Come with me to Lingxi, I will be by your side every day." ”

Dong Jing shook his head, and then said, "Don't go, you're too emotional, it's not a good thing for you." ”

Liu Weiming understood what Dong Jing meant, and also sighed and said: "Maybe you are right, but I think people should be emotional, do what they want to do, and do what they like in this life, so as to be worthy of their own life, haven't you always done this?"

"In fact, I have always lived in my own world, I don't want to integrate into this world, I have always felt that I am doing what I want to do and live the life I want to live, but what Dong Lin said made me understand a lot, she said that I was just avoiding, escaping. Later, I thought about it myself, and she was right, maybe I had really been hiding from the world. Dong Jing said slightly.

"That's why you refused treatment?" asked Liu Weiming.

"This girl really told you everything. Dong Jing opened her eyes slightly, then closed her eyes again and said.

"It doesn't matter if she sues me or not, the important thing is that I want to know why you didn't get treatment. Jing'er, do you know, in my heart you have always been a strong and individual woman, and I admit that from the very beginning, it was your personality that attracted me and made me unable to extricate myself. I fell in love with you after my first contact with you. I am strong and independent, I never care what the people around me think of you, and I insist on doing what I want to do. But this time you let me down. Liu Weiming said in a sudden accent.

"I know what you mean, you mean I'm afraid, in fact, you're wrong, I'm not afraid, I'm not even afraid of death, do you say I'll be afraid of illness?" Dong Jing shook her head with a faint smile.

"Then why don't you go for treatment?" Liu Weiming asked rhetorically, and then said: "Have you learned some kind of philosophy and realized any truth that you feel that life is boring, I sue you, those are all bullshit, all bullshit." I don't believe that a dead person can come out and write a book, and I don't believe that those who say that death can solve a qiē can solve a qiē after he has already died once and has the experience of dying before writing these words. Liu Weiming said with some excitement.

After listening to Liu Weiming's words, Dong Jing suddenly smiled, and then said, "Weiming, you, sometimes you really look like a child." I'm sleepy, I've been feeling sleepy lately, so I slept first. ”

Liu Weiming looked at Dong Jing and couldn't bear to disturb her again.

Liu Weiming felt very uncomfortable, he kept smoking, drove the car very fast, kept driving, Liu Weiming didn't know how long he had been driving, and finally the car drove into a county, which is a county town that Liu Weiming is very, very familiar with, yes, that's right, this is Qingquan County, where Liu Weiming has worked and struggled for several years.

Liu Weiming drove around the scene, and while Dong Jing hadn't woken up yet, he wanted to take a good turn around the county. I have to say that I haven't been here for many years, and the changes in this scene are very big, so big that Liu Weiming is a little staggered, although the appearance of the main city has not changed, and the whole layout is still vaguely the previous layout, but there are many more buildings, and there are many more lights at night. There are many things that can be seen from these, that is, Qingquan County has developed.

Seeing this, Liu Weiming was happy and disappointed, happy that Qingquan, the place where Liu Weiming had put a lot of effort, was finally getting better and better, and the reason for the loss was that Qingquan was not developed in his hands. Although, Liu Weiming himself can say unashamedly that he has made great contributions to the development of Qingquan, and he Liu Weiming has contributed a lot to the development of Qingquan now, but after all, the great development of Qingquan is not in his hands Liu Weiming, Liu Weiming has a kind of unwillingness to plant trees for future generations to enjoy the shade. Of course, these are human nature.

After turning around, Liu Weiming found a convenience store that was open 24 hours a day, which was not seen in Qingquan before.

Liu Weiming parked the car on the side of the road, looked at Dong Jing, and saw that she was still asleep, so he got out of the car and went to the convenience store to buy himself two packs of cigarettes, and also bought some food for himself, because he was hungry.

After buying things, Liu Weiming saw that Dong Jing had already gotten up and was looking at him.

"Can you tell me where this is?" Dong Jing asked Liu Weiming with a smile.

"You don't seem to be able to see where this is, but I wouldn't know where it is if I open my eyes and see it. To give you a hint, this is the place you've visited. Liu Weiming said with a smile, and then handed Dong Jing a bottle of water.

Dong Jing took the water, looked out the window, and said, "I really don't know where this is." ”

"I'm giving you a hint, this is where I've worked before, and that's where you've worked. Most importantly, this is where I met you for the first time. Liu Weiming also leaned back in his chair and said while driving.

"You mean this is Qingquan County?" Dong Jing asked after thinking for a while.

"Correct. Liu Weiming nodded.

"You've really run far. Dong Jing said, and then directly opened the window grille and looked around. After half a ring, he closed the window, and said, "It's a big change, it's much better than when I came to this place." ”

"yes, that shows that I went out of this place and developed, although I desperately hate to admit it, but that's exactly what happened. Liu Weiming said a little sourly.

"If you're going to say that, it's not the place to be. If you have the opportunity to go to the high-tech zone again, you will also have this sour feeling. Dong Jing laughed rarely.

"So, I understand a sentence now, people can't think how powerful you are, this world will live the same life without anyone, the earth will rotate the same, and the sun will rise and fall the same. I was young, or rather young, and very proud. At that time, I always felt that I was very talented, and everyone else except myself was mediocre. At that time, I was transferred away from Qingquan, and I sneered in my heart, I thought to myself, Qingquan is a mess, and I don't see who can play it. Now it seems that people are still having fun, and they are playing better than me. Liu Weiming sighed as he drove.

"I can't say the same, the contribution you have made in Qingquan is known to everyone, and it is obvious to all. And I've reported it for you. Why did you bring me here all of a sudden? Not to remember the good old days? I remember you weren't that kind of person. Dong Jing asked lightly.

"You'll know when you get there. Liu Weiming continued to play a dumb riddle, and then continued to find the road with difficulty.

Finally, Liu Weiming still drove the car to the west of Qingquan County, and finally saw the mountain. The place where Liu Weiming wants to bring Dong Jing here is this mountain. This mountain is the mountain that Liu Weiming brought Fan Binbin to back then, and the mountain where there was a jealous field battle with Fan Binbin on this mountain, of course, Liu Weiming will not admit that he and the woman have fought on this mountain, at most he only admits that he and Fan Binbin have camped here.

Actually, Dong Jing was right, Liu Weiming did deliberately bring Dong Jing over to remember the past. He just figured out guò in this way to try to persuade Dong Jing and arouse Dong Jing's desire for life. It's just that Liu Weiming doesn't know if Dong Jing has feelings, anyway, he is very touched in his own heart. Every grass, tree, brick and tile here Liu Weiming was so familiar back then, but at this moment, it is so strange and familiar. He can find many memories through these familiar and unfamiliar buildings and landscapes, but he can no longer experience the feeling of the past, perhaps this is the so-called "things are not human".

Liu Weiming drove the car to the foot of the mountain, this was a small mountain village in the suburbs, and at this moment, it is still the case, it is obvious, the development speed of Qingquan has not yet been here, and the county seat has not extended here.

"Climbing?" Dong Jing asked.

Liu Weiming nodded, then got out of the car and walked to the other side.

It's a cold day, it's night again, and it's still a little cold when the wind blows, especially Liu Weiming's warmest coat at the moment is still draped on Dong Jing's body.

Dong Jing also opened the door and got out of the car, and said to Liu Weiming: "Are you going to tell me something?"

"It's not a good thing that women are too smart, can't you pretend to be stupid?" Liu Weiming said depressedly, then turned around and squatted down, turned his back to Dong Jing and said, "Come up." ”

"No, I can walk on my own. Moreover, wouldn't it be more touching for me to climb up on my own?" Dong Jing shook his head.

"I still think you'll feel more when I carry you up. Liu Weiming said, and then regardless of whether Dong Jing agreed or not, he put Dong Jing on his back and walked towards the mountain.

The mountain is not high, the road is also very easy to walk, and Dong Jing is also very light, so Liu Weiming is not struggling.

Dong Jing was still stiff at the beginning on Liu Weiming's back, and gradually, she lay directly on Liu Weiming's back, wrapping her arms around Liu Weiming's neck, and didn't care that her body was already tightly attached to Liu Weiming's back at the moment.

"If you're tired, let me down, I'm not sick enough to walk that way. Your back is getting wet. Dong Jing said lying behind Liu Weiming.

"With you on my back, I won't feel tired. Liu Weiming said love words shamelessly.

Dong Jing's cheeks flushed on Liu Weiming's back, but she didn't say anything more, she was sweet at the moment.

It took less than twenty minutes to climb the mountain, but when he reached the top of the mountain, Liu Weiming was already sweating profusely and sweating all over his body. Dong Jing also got off Liu Weiming's back, took Liu Weiming's coat and prepared to put it on for Liu Weiming.

"I'm sweating all over, so I don't need to wear an overcoat. Hurry up and put it on, don't wait for the cold to get in trouble. Liu Weiming hurriedly stopped Dong Jing and helped Dong Jing wrap her clothes again.

"Then you pay attention, if you sweat and blow the wind, you are more likely to catch a cold. Dong Jing nodded and said, she was not hypocritical, and did not hand the clothes to Liu Weiming again, because she knew that Liu Weiming would not agree, and she also knew that her body at the moment could not stand the wind and rain.

"I'm in good health, it's all honed since I was a child. Liu Weiming said, and then took Dong Jing to find the land that fought with Fan Binbin back then, because that place was the flattest.

Liu Weiming took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, and then said, "It won't be long before you can see the sunrise." ”

"Actually, you don't have to come so far to see the sunrise, you can see it in Linyang. Dong Jing sat down next to Liu Weiming and said.

"I know. Liu Weiming nodded and said, he did know that Liu Weiming had also been up to the mountain in Linyang many times, and he still remembered that the first time he went was with the foreign girl Chriss, and he drank foreign wine and chatted on it, at that time it was for the investment promotion of the high-tech zone, but although Liu Weiming had already made a plan to dedicate himself to his work, he finally kept his innocence.

"However, the sunrise there is not as beautiful as here. Although the mountain is higher, the buildings below the mountain are more beautiful. However, the air here is better, it is located in the mountains, there is no pollution, and the feeling of illuminating a qiē at sunrise and removing the fog that has shrouded the place is even more shocking. Liu Weiming said.

Dong Jing nodded and didn't say anything more.

"In fact, although the journey of life is sometimes very long and painful, we always have to believe that hope is not good, and the result will be good. People can't be without hope, just like climbing a mountain, although we have run so far, so cold, so hard to climb this mountain, now it seems that this qiē is very futile and laborious, but the moment you see the sunrise, you will feel that this qiē is worth it. Liu Weiming turned his face to look at Dong Jing and said.

Dong Jing still looked into the distance and did not answer Liu Weiming's words.

Liu Weiming knew that Dong Jing could understand what he was talking about.

"About your illness, Dong Lin told me, in fact, if you don't think about yourself, you should think more about her, she has been pampered since she was a child, she has never suffered, and she has developed a character of relying on others, she is not a very independent girl. And the only person she can rely on now is you. Earlier, when she told me this, she cried again and again, and she said that you are all her hope, and she can't live without you. Not only her, but also many people who care about you and love you, they all hope that you will get better, and hope that you can bravely accept the challenges of fate, such as me. Liu Weiming said again.

"Your disease is not a big disease, leukemia sounds scary, but this is only a thing of the past, now leukemia can be treated. Dong Lin has already asked a doctor friend, and now the cure rate of leukemia has reached sixty or seventy percent, and the doctor said that as long as you are strong enough, you can be completely cured. Jing'er, why don't you accept the treatment? Can you bear to make us sad and make us sad?" Liu Weiming continued.

At this moment, Dong Jing was still silent, Liu Weiming turned his face to look, but found that Dong Jing's face was already covered with tears.