"You don't let Dong Lin tell anyone about your illness, but she still tried her best to find me, have you thought about it, why did she find me? Actually, in Dong Lin's place, I am not a very close friend, let alone a relative, why did she find me, what does this mean? It shows that she is helpless, and there is no one around her who can help her. To put it in my heart, the first time I saw her, I felt distressed. Jing'er, she loves you, you know? I can tell that she loves you very much. Liu Weiming continued to say bitterly.

"I love you too. Liu Weiming then said this sentence a little heavily.

"Although I know that the word love is not appropriate to come out of my mouth, and maybe I should have said it many years ago, I have never had the courage to say it. I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you, of course, I don't deny that I was simply attracted by your beauty at first, you can say that I am superficial, but I never think that judging people by their appearance is such a lowly thing, everyone has a love for beauty, human nature. Liu Weiming began to say slowly what he had thought about for a long time.

"Later, I fell in love with your character, you are so absent in my heart, not only in appearance, but also in heart. In my heart, you are an angel, so pure in beauty, although you live in this world, but as if you should not belong to this world. Even if you stand in a crowd of people, I can find you at a glance, because you have something that no one else in this world has. I like you, I love you, but I don't dare to come near you, because I am afraid of insulting the fairy in my heart. Liu Weiming calmed down for a moment, then smoked a cigarette and began to confess. It is more appropriate to say that it is a confession, but in fact, it is more appropriate to say that it is an inner monologue.

Dong Jing lowered her head and didn't speak, but Liu Weiming clearly saw that the tears in her eyes were already rolling.

"Over the years, I have not dared to say this to you, because I am afraid, in addition to being afraid of insulting your purity, I am even more afraid that after I say this, we will not even be friends. I have a wife, children and a family, I have responsibilities that belong to my shoulders, according to the constraints of social morality, I should no longer have any illusions about you beyond friends, but the human heart is the only organ that is not controlled by the brain, I can't stop me from loving you, but I can bury this love in my heart, and it has been like this for so many years. I can see that Jing'er, you also love me, although there is no possibility between us, but there is nothing to say no to our love, right? I think, you don't want to see me sad, right?" Liu Weiming said, and he was a little incoherent.

Dong Jing still hugged her knees, lowered her head, and did not answer Liu Weiming's words.

"Don't say it, Wei Ming, I know what you mean, and I also know that you love me, I know all this, so let's just keep this qiē in our hearts. In addition, you should forget about me, you have a family and children, you should control yourself, and you should not say these things that you shouldn't have said. After waiting for a long time, Dong Jing suddenly shook his head and said.

"No, I want to say, I just want you to tell me an answer today, why don't you go to the hospital for treatment? This is a truth I don't understand, Dong Jing in my memory looks weak on the surface, but she has always been a strong and independent woman, I don't believe you will choose to be afraid and choose to give up. Liu Weiming said while holding Dong Jing's shoulder.

Dong Jing shed tears and raised her head to look at Liu Weiming, when Liu Weiming saw Dong Jing's face, she was already full of tears.

"Is this reason important?" Dong Jing said as he looked at Liu Weiming.

"It's important, at least for me, very, very important. Liu Weiming nodded solemnly.

"But for me, it doesn't matter at all now. Look, the sun is coming out, and I'll tell you when the sun rises, okay? Now, let me lean on for a moment. Dong Jing wrapped the coat of Liu Weiming that she was wearing, and then leaned on Liu Weiming's shoulder, looking faintly at the horizon where there seemed to be a trace of gold thread in the distance.

Liu Weiming was actually very anxious, but when he saw Dong Jing's appearance, he couldn't speak, only felt distressed. Stretched out his hand, hugged Dong Jing tightly, and held Dong Jing in his arms to keep warm.

Liu Wei looked at the sky, and the sky was still a light blue, very shallow. In the blink of an eye, a red glow appeared in the sky. The range of the red glow slowly expands, getting brighter and brighter. Liu Weiming knew that the sun was about to rise from the sky, so he looked there without blinking his eyes.

Sure enough, after a while, in that place appeared the little half of the sun's face, which was very red, but there was no light. The sun seemed to be carrying some burden, slowly, vertically and vertically, and rose vigorously. Eventually, it finally broke through the clouds and jumped out of the ground completely, and its color was so cute red. In an instant, the crimson round thing emitted a dazzling light that made people's eyes hurt. The cloud next to it suddenly took on a brilliance.

Sometimes there are black clouds in the sky, and the clouds are still very thick. The sun rises, and man does not see it. Its light gave the black clouds a glowing golden edge. Later, the sun slowly came out of the encirclement and appeared in the sky, dyeing the clouds purple or red. At this time, not only the sun, clouds and sea water, but also Liu Weiming and Dong Jing became bright. Although he has seen many sunrises, Liu Weiming still can't help but sigh at the majesty of nature.

"The willows are green and the river is level, and I hear the singing on the Langjiang River. The sun rises in the east and rains in the west, and the road is sunny but sunny. Dong Jing leaned on Liu Weiming's shoulder, looked at the sun in the distance, and read lightly.

Listening to Dong Jingnian's poem, Liu Weiming felt very familiar, but after trying to recall it, he couldn't remember who wrote this poem and what it was trying to express.

However, without waiting for Liu Weiming to ask, Dong Jing continued to say slowly: "This poem is from the Tang Dynasty poet Liu Yuxi's "Bamboo Branch Ci", not a widely circulated poem, he wrote about the scene of young men and women standing by the river at sunrise to express their love to each other, a very simple but beautiful poem. It's a pity that there is no river in this place, and if there is a river, it will definitely be a different scene. ”

"The Tao is unsunny but sunny, perhaps it is more appropriate to call the Tao ruthless but affectionate. Liu Weiming also smiled, and then said, "Should you sue me for your reasons?"

Dong Jing looked at Liu Weiming, then nodded, and said, "Before I talk about this, I'll tell you a story." There was a little girl, when she was more than five years old, the family changed dramatically, a fire took away all the people in the family who were still rich, and only the mother who carried her out of the house was left. After the great change, her mother took her on a journey to distant relatives, but on the way, her mother fell ill and died, and the little girl wandered alone in the city, cold and hungry, and also sick. Perhaps fate could not bear to be too cruel to her, and that day, when she was dying on the side of the street, she met a couple who took pity on her, took her home, gave her good food, and healed her. Later, the couple sued her that the two of them could not have children due to physical reasons, and asked her if she would like to have a daughter for them, and the girl agreed without thinking about it, because she knew that being a daughter for them would mean having food and clothes to wear in the future. Since then, she has truly become the couple's daughter, and she really treats them as parents, even more so than for other biological children. ”

Liu Weiming listened carefully to the story told by Dong Jing, she really wanted to match the little girl in this story with Dong Jing, but she felt that this was completely inconsistent with Dong Jing's life experience, so he was confused when he listened.

Later, I don't know what the reason is, maybe the treatment was cured, the girl's parents later gave birth to another child, who was also a girl, and the girl called this little girl her sister. Before they had their own children, girls were their daughters, but after having their own biological children, although they still loved the girl the same, no matter how little worse it would be. The girl never cared about this, she was still grateful to her parents, and she also cared about the little sister very much. When the girl was ten years old, he was sent by his parents to live abroad, living alone in a foreign country, which was eight years of life, and the girl did not return to China until she was eighteen years old. Probably because she lived abroad alone since she was a child, when she was abroad, she especially liked to listen to all the arts, poems and paintings related to ancient China, and gradually, she became fascinated by these and couldn't extricate herself. After returning to China, she went to university, and after graduating from college, she worked in a television station. Later, in an interview, she met a young man, who was younger than the girl, but who was already a parent official in a county. The man is very energetic, and his conversation is quite extraordinary, and the girl looked at him differently at the beginning, and then, after understanding, the girl knew that this young man was still her own apprentice. Gradually, the two became friends and occasionally kept in touch. Two years later, because of her father's instructions, the girl was transferred from the TV station to work in a government department, which can be regarded as one of the leading groups, and to the girl's surprise, the leader of the team turned out to be the man. So, they see each other almost every day, see more, know more about men, the girl finds that she has fallen in love with this man, but at this moment, the man already has a wife and a child, and the girl herself knows that her character is not suitable for love, so the girl has been silently paying attention to men, but in her dreams, men appear every day, how can they linger, she knows that she has fallen in love with men, how can she never forget. Dong Jing continued, and as she spoke, Dong Jing suddenly stopped, and then said, "Okay, the story has come to an end here." ”

Liu Weiming was very, very surprised when he heard Dong Jing's words, he didn't expect that Dong Jing had so many stories behind her and such a tragic family background. She always thought that Dong Jing and Dong Lin were sisters, but she didn't expect that Dong Jing was not Dong Bijin's biological daughter.

"And then?" asked Liu Weiming.

And then there was no more. Dong Jing looked into the distance and said.

Liu Weiming was silent, lit a cigarette, and looked at the sun that had risen, it was strange today, but the sun in winter suddenly felt so strong and warm, which is rare in Qingquan.

"Have you ever hated them? I'm talking about Uncle Dong, Mayor Dong. Liu Weiming asked slowly, and then said: "A girl of a few years old lives alone in a foreign country, this kind of suffering is unimaginable. ”

"Don't hate, sending me abroad will not be my father's will, but my mother's will, at that time there was a condition, as long as there is a family member who has worked and studied in that country for more than five years, his family can all join the nationality of that country, my father takes a fancy to this, perhaps, he has long been seeking a retreat from politics for himself. However, the situation changed later, and the original arrangement was no longer useful, so I came back when I was eighteen years old, and I did not want to apply for citizenship in that country. I don't hate them, if they hadn't kindly taken me in, I would have died quietly and lonely in some street corner. Later, although they were not as good to me as Dong Lin, they never treated me badly, and they never lacked food and use, and I am very grateful to them. So, I love Dong Lin very much. However, Dong Lin never knew until now that I was actually not her own sister. Dong Jing continued to say lightly.

"No wonder so, when I first found out that you two sisters were two sisters, I was thinking, why is there such a big personality gap between the two sisters? Now I will explain it all, not that you are not biological and have no blood relationship, but that the different living environments between you since childhood have created completely different personalities. You live alone, so you develop an independent and strong character. And Dong Lin grew up in the palm of her hand since she was a child, so she also has a princess disease, but now she has become mature. Liu Weiming sighed.

Speaking of Dong Lin, Dong Jing's eyes were warm, and then she said lightly to Liu Weiming: "Weiming, promise me one thing, it can be regarded as a favor for me." If you have the chance, help me take care of Lin'er. She is a very simple girl, she has no scheming, and in this world, she has no one to rely on. ”

Listening to Dong Jing, she suddenly had to "support the orphan." Liu Weiming reacted, interrupted Dong Jing's words and asked: "Now is not the time to say these words, I don't want to hear you say these words, whether you want to repay your kindness or fulfill the responsibility of being a sister, this is your own business, and you must complete it yourself." Why don't you go to the hospital for treatment, what is the point of telling me this story?"