Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Dream Water Is Dark
Look ahead.
A three-story building comes into view, looking inside from the outside, it can be said that the decoration of this building is very exquisite in this area, and the golden gate is the pull bolt of two lions open their mouths, and this gate alone is quite good and imposing.
The door was not locked, and with a slight push, there was a crack in one person, Mu Yuan stepped directly into it, and pushed the door back, the squeak echoed, and the door closed immediately.
Through the glass window, the interior is a spacious living room, and the decoration inside is also unique, both luxurious and not vulgar, with various decorations and excellent vision.
Looking inward, a woman with a cane on her legs and feet could be seen, standing in front of the kitchen, cooking dinner.
When Mu Yuan saw the woman's figure, her eyes instantly showed anxiety, and she immediately ran to the house, threw her schoolbag on the sofa at will, and helped the woman to sit down at the dining table.
"Mom, you're not feeling well, you should wait for me to come back and do these things. Mu Yuan opened her mouth softly, and she was very caring for the woman.
The woman's face was slightly pale, coupled with the inconvenience of her legs and feet, and she had to hold a cane to cook herself, Mu Yuan couldn't bear it in her eyes.
So she took the woman's crutches aside, and without giving her a chance to stand up again, she insisted that she sit down.
"It's raining so hard today, and my mother can't go out to pick you up because of her inconvenient legs and feet, so I want to make your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs for you, waiting for you to come back. ”
The woman coughed a few times, and her words were full of love.
When Mu Yuan heard this, the tip of her nose was sore, and tears almost overflowed, but she was well restrained, and at this time, her face showed anger, and said: "If you don't care about your body so much in the future, I won't care about you!"
After saying that, she turned around and looked into the pot, the sweet smell hit the tip of her nose, but it made her nose more sour, and tears fell down like pearls with broken threads.
The woman looked at Mu Kite's back, her eyes were red, and tears couldn't stop flowing.
"If only I had come to my senses sooner, it wouldn't have been where we are now!" the woman sighed.
She has been sick in bed for five years, and the illness has been tormenting her day by day, making her unable to take care of her daughter's daily life.
Once, when Mu Yuan was young, her father treated women more and more indifferently, and often did not return home, until now she has no one to see, and there is no news at all.
This also led to the fact that during that time, the woman spent her days poking mahjong and drinking alcohol, ignoring her young daughter, and when she thought of this, the woman was heartbroken and could only resent herself in her heart.
Since Mu Yuan met her father who had returned from home for a long time when she was a child, she did not get the love and warmth she deserved, and even her mother ignored her, which also affected her mood and made her stupid, and even in the eyes of the woman, it was insanity.
It was only then that the woman came to her senses and hated herself for not being able to understand her daughter and to do her duty as a parent.
After pulling her daughter back from the shadow of that pain, she couldn't afford to fall ill, and when she woke up, her face was getting pale, and her legs and feet had lost the right to walk, which was torture and punishment, she thought.
Depressed in the heart, the accumulation of days and nights gradually aggravated the condition, no longer in the past, and also lost the health that normal people have!
Mu Yuan has been taking care of her life for five years, both sensible and strong, but she can't share the slightest, she is relieved and hates herself even more, thinking that she deserves it, but the only regret is that she no longer has the ability to watch her daughter continue to grow.
Thinking about it, her tears poured down, tears rained down, and she was heartbroken, because she already knew that her time was running out, and maybe she would leave in the next second.
"Little kite, come here. With tears in her eyes, the woman waved her hand to summon Mu Kite.
Mu Yuan looked at her tearful mother, walked to her mother and squatted down, clasped her hands, and said, "Mom, don't cry, I was so angry just now, so my tone was a little heavy." ”
The woman touched Mu Kite's face, looked at her with teary eyes, but a bright smile bloomed on her face, and said, "Little Kite, if your mother is not there in the future, you must not be sad, you must live happily......"
As she spoke, her body began to tremble, and she kept coughing, and her face became paler.
"Mom, wait a minute, I'll go get you the medicine. Mu Yuan knew that her mother's illness had attacked, and said in a deep voice.
She was a little anxious, her eyes were red, and she was about to run upstairs to get the medicine with tears in her eyes, but the woman grabbed her arm.
"Help me upstairs to rest, mom wants to rest!"
The woman was panting, her voice was low and deep, and there was a sudden sharp pain in her chest, and she bent slightly on the dining table with her hands, urging with the severe pain.
Waste......
Mu Yuan struggled to support her mother's body, and after a while, she finally came to the second floor, she pushed the door in, gently placed her mother on the bed, and covered her with a thick quilt.
"Little Kite...... Close the curtains. The woman said, "Don't turn on the light, just come here!"
Her voice was very low, and her whole person seemed weak, as if she was very tired.
The curtains closed seamlessly, and the lights in the room were not turned on, and it suddenly became extremely dark, and only some things could be seen faintly through the signal lights of the electrical appliances.
Mu Yuan was very obedient, didn't turn on the light, came to the edge of the bed and sat down, held her mother's slightly cold hands, choked up, and endured not to make a sound.
Because it was too dark in the house, the woman did not notice anything unusual about her daughter.
"Mom, I'll feed you medicine. Mu Yuan said.
She wiped her tears and wanted to get medicine and feed it to her mother so that she could reduce some of the pain, but one hand was firmly held by her mother and she refused to let her go.
"Little kite, it's useless, I already feel that I can't do it anymore, and no matter how much medicine I take, it's in vain. ”
"I want to spend more time with you at the end, my poor daughter, I'm so unwilling!
At this time, the room was dead and silent, and the darkness swallowed everything, without a trace of light, as if the footsteps of death were creeping.
The woman's words, for Mu Yuan, the whole person was like falling into an ice cave, which frightened her, and at the same time made her even more sad, and tears overflowed wildly.
If she could, she would be willing to bear all the pain that her mother was going through at the moment. However, she could only accept the truth helplessly, and she felt that great fear was coming at her.
"No, it's not. ”
"Mom, you're just tired, you sleep for a while and wake up...... It's good to wake up. ”
She burst into tears, and the silence of the room was broken by the sudden sound of crying, and she did not want to believe what her mother said, and insisted that she sleep with her eyes closed.
"Little Kite...... Bring your MP3, I want to sleep listening to the song. ”
After saying that, the woman began to cough violently, she covered her mouth and nose, and put her blood-stained hand into the quilt to cover it up.
At this time, Mu Yuan also left, ran to the next room, and in a few seconds, she returned to the woman with an MP3.
Then the woman spoke, "Go to sleep, I want to sleep quietly by myself." ”
Mu Yuan wanted to stay and sleep with her mother, her body bones really worried Mu Yuan, but in the end she couldn't resist her mother, and under her severe pushing, she reluctantly closed the door.
Through the door, she clearly heard her mother's violent coughing, and the pain in her heart was unbearable, and she couldn't restrain her emotions.
With this heaviness and pain, she returned to her room, curled up under the covers, and silently prayed for her mother's blessing, until fatigue swept over her body, and she closed her eyes and fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, the darkness was boundless, the silence was terrible, the heavy rain outside the window had stopped, and the slight crackling sound of the wind hitting the window was heard in my ears.
The woman never slept, she wore headphones, recorded the MP3 modulation, and said a lot of things, all of which were left for her daughter.
At night, she was short of breath, coughing constantly, the corners of her mouth were already Yin Hong, and there were a lot of blood stains on her clothes and quilts, until dawn, her face was already snow-white and scary, and finally slowly closed her eyes.
......
Clearly, the dim light seeped through the curtains, the room was quiet, Mu Yuan was still asleep, and from the sweat overflowing from her forehead, it could be seen that she had been having nightmares.
Just like the day, it was also a rainy day in the dream, but this rain was very strange, black, and it poured in an instant, drenching her, and sweeping her whole body with an eerie chill, which made her wake up suddenly.