Chapter 37: A Shadow in the Wind and Rain
Bean-sized raindrops poured down from the sky, the wind was fierce, blowing the leaves rattling, and it was approaching evening, and the gloomy rainy day instantly drew the night closer, and it was dark and drowsy.
A gloomy and drowsy rainy day always brings people a depressing emotion, which makes people think too much and think too much.
Mo Wei walked slowly in the rain with heavy steps, and the fragmentary memories hit and surrounded him again, as if the appendage had been tormenting him, unable to help himself.
Seven years, a long time, he thought that those painful pasts had disappeared from his memory, but the truth made him more and more embarrassed.
Those fragments, which are no longer a complete memory, have always been there, and every time he is violated by the outside world, they will sweep over, and the first six years have never stopped, and every time they appear, they have invaded him, and it is in this torture of grief that he has learned to be strong.
It's just that the past that has never appeared in this year beckoned to him again, and he thought he had forgotten it, thinking that he would not remember it again, but this time it was more profound, more deeply remembered, the pain became more intense, and the longing was more unbearable.
The rain was very heavy, and when the wind blew in a hurry, the rain fell obliquely and instantly wet the lower half of the body, and the umbrella cloth was blown open.
If you can't block the rain, what's the use of fighting?!
After collecting the umbrella, he walked alone, and his thin figure gradually faded away in the wind and rain until it turned into a small dot.
……
After looking at Mo Yu disappearing without a trace around the corner, Mu Yuan turned around and left, holding a densely patterned umbrella and trotting all the way, and finally caught up with Mu Yuan.
"Jingyuan, why are you so stupid? You know I have an umbrella but you don't come to me??"
Mu Yuan was a little angry, she was really worried about her best friend, and she gave the umbrella to Xiao Wei without even thinking about herself, just running in the heavy rain.
The most important thing is that Mu Yuan will put an umbrella in her schoolbag every day when she goes to school, just in case she doesn't need it, Lu Jingyuan also knows about it, but she didn't come to find herself, the more Mu Yuan thinks about it, the more angry she becomes.
"Hee-hee, I forgot. Lu Jingyuan laughed and laughed, not paying attention to her best friend's angry scolding, but was still very moved, not to mention how happy she was for this kind of angry reprimand.
Mu Yuan got close to her, held the umbrella above the heads of the two of them, and deliberately went to Lu Jingyuan's side more, putting half of her body in the wind and rain.
"Let's go, I'll send you home first. She said.
Mu Yuan took her hand and clinged to her body, not caring at all that she would get wet with her wet clothes.
On the right side of the bridge is a steep slope road, the road is a little slippery, and the straight line is the location of Lu Jingyuan's house, the two hold hands and walk slowly, talking and laughing along the way.
"You see that you are drenched like a chicken in soup, where is the demeanor of a goddess? Let those boys who love you not feel distressed to death when they see it!" Mu Yuan teased her.
When Lu Jingyuan heard this, she immediately pinched her waist, and after she succeeded, she laughed again and again, and the flowers and branches of laughter trembled.
"I don't like those superficial boys, I don't care what they do. She then said, her mouth still slightly cocked, and she looked very cute.
"And what kind of boy do you like?" asked Mu Yuan, very curious.
Lu Jingyuan's eyes began to roll, her index finger stroked in the air, made a thoughtful expression, and replied with a smile: "I like handsome people, be good to me." ”
"Luo Zhenghao?"
"I don't like it. ”
……
Mu Yuan repeatedly mentioned several boys who had appeared next to her, but she vetoed them one by one.
"Don't worry?"
Suddenly, Mu Yuan stopped her steps, and finally said Mo Yu's name, looking at her with deep curiosity.
"Yes. Lu Jingyuan said seriously, "However, I don't like it." ”
Mu Yuan was a little surprised by this answer, and was just about to ask another question when she heard her speak again.
"Do you like Mo Worry? Lu Jingyuan suddenly became serious.
Mu Yuan avoided her gaze and said lightly: "No, what he likes is you." ”
She avoided the topic very well, Lu Jingyuan didn't speak for a while, and Mu Yuan was also silent, the two walked forward slowly, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little heavy.
It wasn't until Mu Yuan sent her to the door of the house and turned to leave that Lu Jingyuan spoke, saying, "I think the person he should like the most is you." ”
Hearing this, Mu Yuan stopped moving forward, her body paused, and then her words came again.
"And, I can tell that you like him very much, we are best friends, you shouldn't lie to me. ”
Lu Jingyuan shouted, her expression showed a little sadness, she really thought about her best friend, hoping that she could face herself and cherish everything she had at the moment.
Mu Yuan stood in the wind and rain with an umbrella, her body trembled slightly, she didn't say a word, didn't admit it or argue, and walked away with heavy steps.
If she could, she wouldn't want anyone to know that she liked him, but her best friend who shouldn't know the most did!
Thinking of this, she couldn't help herself anymore, two lines of tears fell quietly, with sadness and dazed, from this moment on, she didn't know how to face her best friend and the person she liked in the future.
Once she also longed for a beautiful love, and fantasized that her prince charming would appear and protect her.
However, under the ingenious arrangement of fate, I met Mo Wei, and because of him, I had a best friend, and I fell in love with him inadvertently.
All of this is connected together, forming a triangular relationship that makes it difficult for her to choose between love and friendship.
Originally, she already had an idea, she wanted to watch him from a distance alone, fall in love alone, and try her best to match him and Lu Jingyuan, but when her best friend learned that she was very annoyed and didn't know what to do in the future.
"Forget it, why are you thinking so much? I don't have that much energy, just assume that tonight's conversation doesn't exist, erase it! erase it! Just go through tomorrow as usual!"
She muttered to herself, trying to empty herself as much as possible, not thinking about it, and even insisting on erasing the memory from her mind.
Then, she walked all the way, approaching home, her steps became heavier, and her emotions became heavier, she looked at the home in front of her, but she was so timid that she didn't dare to step forward.
There was anxiety in her eyes, not knowing what she was worried about or what she was afraid of.
Finally, she made it to the door.
The storm was like the Milky Way pouring down, the sound was fierce, the umbrella was also blown out, and the effect of blocking the rain had long been lost, and she was so drenched by the heavy rain that her hair was full of rain.
She stood at the door of the house, still drenched in the rain, and did not push open the heavy door.
"If the dream is shattered, will you still wake up?"
She whispered, her face covered with sorrow, and she didn't know what she meant.
Tears welled up in her eyes, sliding down her face in two rows, and she couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears in the pouring rain.