December 30, 2022.

Treasure Island Airport.

"Eleven, what's wrong?"

The assistant glanced at Bao Shiyi, saw that Bao Shiyi seemed to be a little anxious, walked over, and said, "Eleven, I'm about to board the plane, let's go." ”

Bao Shiyi glanced at the assistant, and then at the people who were queuing in front of him, and while walking over with the assistant, he held his mobile phone and prepared to reply to the netizen under Weibo.

The system has found out that the real name of this Weibo netizen named "The Life of Light Smile and Sadness" is Shen Ming.

That is, the kind people who have been providing him with a very large despair value.

……

"What's uncomfortable, let's be happy by saying it?"

No, no!

Bao Shiyi hurriedly deleted his own line, now is not the time to take revenge on the society, if he really retaliates again, he may really take revenge on people to death.

Although he is a stranger, how to say that this is also an absolute big producer of food who contributes to his life, that is, looking at those amazing negative energy values, Bao Shiyi also has to pull a hand at this moment of life and death, to some extent, it is not just a stranger, but a life-saving benefactor.

It is precisely because of this that Bao Shiyi will now turn into a confidant brother and want to enter the inner world of this named Shen Ming, and want to figure out why this Shen Ming is so desperate, and now he still leaves such a statement on Weibo.

As an idol, it is obviously rare to reply to all the comments, and now Bao Shiyi commented directly under the Weibo of that dead expression-

"It's not good for you to say that. ”

Bao Shiyi thought about it carefully, and finally left such a message under that Weibo, but it was obvious that Bao Shiyi knew that he could not just leave such a simple message, and continued to comment under Weibo: "How can you say such a thing, talk about life and death lightly, there is nothing more precious than life in this world, do you mean to choose death after reading my work?"

"Why do you say that, do you know it's very wrong for you to do it?"

"Why do you say such a thing, do you have any difficulties in making such a statement? If there is anything bad to tell me, if I can help you, I will do my best to help you. ”

"Don't really think about it, you have to know that suicide hurts. ”

"Really, we have to be responsible for every minute of our lives, and we are worthy of the grace of time. We have to be responsible for our loved ones and be right for our destined kindness. We have to be responsible for our friends and worthy of the friendship between the two sides. We must be responsible for everything around us, and we must not end our lives lightly, there will never be a chance again!"

Bao Shiyi now appeared under Weibo and began to ask, so what kind of reason would he want to end his life.

Just kept leaving messages and replies under Weibo, talking and asking questions, and was very eager to know what happened to this life called "Light Smile and Sadness" and why there were such remarks.

Is it because he thinks too much because of the negative energy value, maybe this person named Shen Ming is just a big producer of grain, and there is no other meaning.

Obviously, Bao Shiyi knew very well in his heart that his idea was too naïve, and there was little hope at all.

Because how could a person with such a good sense say such a thing.

The aura of death in these words has begun to permeate.

……

With Bao Shiyi's comments and replies one after another, it instantly caused a very big sensation on Weibo.

It's fermenting little by little, because it was originally just an inconspicuous Weibo remark, Bao Shiyi actually replied, even if the last thing that said was that after reading Bao Shiyi's work, that is, when he died, it might just be a joke.

It is very likely that he just exaggerated to describe himself watching Eleven's works, and after reading them, he was abused to death by Bao Eleven's works.

"Is it really Eleven? Eleven actually appeared, what's going on with that life called Xiaoxiao and sadness, is it trying to commit suicide?"

"No, that person shouldn't be trying to commit suicide, is Eleven misunderstood. ”

"In the front row, Eleven actually appeared. ”

"Is that guy really going to kill himself?"

"No, it's supposed to be a joke, it's impossible to really die just because of watching Eleven's work, this joke is not good at all. ”

……

"If the blogger is still there, respond as soon as possible, Eleven is so anxious to ask you, what's going on? Don't scare us!"

"Why do I read the blogger's words, thinking about it very scary, can it be that the blogger really can't think about it, don't, there is no hurdle in this world that can't be overcome, you must live well. ”

……

Because Bao Eleven was going to get on the plane, he naturally turned off his mobile phone later.

Before that, the Weibo netizen who commented on the "light smile and sad life" did not appear, but online netizens were already asking what they meant by those words. Netizens are discussing and asking, all because Bao Shiyi keeps asking, and one sentence after another makes netizens start to pay attention.

The topic is becoming more and more popular, because of the appearance of Bao Shiyi, a popular national brother, and the Weibo blogger "Smiling and Sad Life" has also been paid attention to by more and more netizens on the Internet, and they keep asking questions.

"For a person who wants to commit suicide, solving the root cause of his suffering is the cure, and stopping it is only a symptom. It is cruel to single-mindedly prevent him from committing suicide while turning a blind eye to his suffering. ”

Just after netizens gave such a reply, the "smiling and sad life" who had never shown up replied to Bao Eleven-

"I'm surprised, Eleven you actually saw my message, really surprised, I was planning to kill myself, because I'm really in pain right now. ”

"Before that, I had always thought that the pain was far away from me. I am only 22 years old and unmarried, but not long ago I was diagnosed with advanced liver cancer, and I have learned a lot about what advanced liver cancer means, those cases make me feel hopeless, really desperate, I clearly know that the chemotherapy effect will not save my life at all, and my body will not be able to stand it at all. ”

"I went to the hospital yesterday to secretly visit other patients with advanced liver cancer because I was going to be hospitalized, but I knew it was going to be hell, and one patient told me that the most painful time was just to know when I would be able to get relief. He hoped that the heavens could take him away as soon as possible and let him be free!"

"I'm ready to accept my own death, my family doesn't have to spend this money anymore, and dying like this is a relief for me. ”

……

Bao Shiyi didn't know what was going on, but when netizens saw the latest message from the Weibo netizen, they were all not calm in an instant, they didn't know how to comfort, explain, and dissuade.

Because of such a cruel fact in front of us, all dissuasion seems to pale in comparison.

"I don't know what to advise you to do, because really all advice is weak, and one of my aunts died of lung cancer last year, and I clearly saw her undergoing chemotherapy in pain, and finally she died. ”

"Why abandon targeted therapy. Don't give up targeted therapy, the side effects are much smaller than ordinary chemotherapy, but the effect is very good. ”

"I really don't know what to say, chemotherapy is really very painful, that pain can really make life worse than death, I am a stage II liver cancer, and now I am alive, many times all cancers to the terminal stage are so painful as death. Many people say that if you can't help it, you will end the treatment, but if you end the treatment, the pain will end? If you don't take treatment, you still have to suffer the sin, unless you really choose to commit suicide now. ”

"There will definitely be a miracle, come on, don't think about it! I just want to cry, I think why people come to the world to suffer this sin, I really want everyone to be healthy and safe." ”

"I really pray for you, I very much hope that the suffering will pass, it must be misdiagnosed, blogger, you must not give up, you must think about your family, the disease is like a spring, if you retreat first, then he will be even more rampant, so you must be strong!"

……

"The pain of chemotherapy is worse than death, and death is also an inevitable result, whether you accept death safely or live to die, it is a very difficult choice. ”

"I don't know why I saw many netizens persuading bloggers to come on, but I think that people who have not had cancer and are not struggling with advanced cancer are really unnecessary, that kind of pain is not something that everyone can bear, and when the patient wants to give up, it really means that the pain is beyond the scope she can bear, who doesn't want to live, but for them it is so painful to live. The lack of hope and physical pain is not something that everyone can bear, and perhaps death is the real relief. ”

"I don't agree, blogger, you should at least try chemotherapy first, if you can't hold on, then stop the treatment, although it's better to get rid of it as soon as possible than to linger on your breath, it's better to die than to get rid of it as soon as possible, but don't you even have the courage to try chemotherapy now?"

"Tell your parents how much you love them, tell them what you want them to help you accomplish, tell anyone what you want to say, I don't know if your choice is right or not, I really just want all sentient beings to be free from suffering and happy. ”

"Don't go into the hospital to toss in the advanced stage of liver cancer, stand and walk in, and sleep out, is it interesting?"

……

Although Bao Shiyi did not appear again, the words of netizens on the Internet about the advanced stage of liver cancer have caused a very big response, of course, before this, it was because of Bao Shiyi's questioning, which really moved other fans and netizens.

Because there has never been such a celebrity idol who is so anxious to ask a strange netizen what happened.

Such enthusiasm and such eager concern really moved netizens very much, but then the answer given by the blogger made many netizens not know what to say. Even doctors have different opinions, some doctors advise bloggers to receive treatment immediately, and some doctors directly say that chemotherapy is really very painful, especially for advanced liver cancer, which is really difficult to predict the hope of a final cure.

Although many netizens have not experienced the pain of chemotherapy, some of the pain will make people scared if they have not experienced it, just like Shen Ming's choice now, he is already scared before it starts.

Netizens are all hotly discussed, and they all hope that this netizen will not choose such a cruel result as suicide in the end.

Because such a choice is also very painful.

……

Bao 11 went home directly after getting off the plane, and when he opened Weibo on his mobile phone on the way, the topic was getting hotter and hotter, even more than this Golden Bell Award ceremony.

Because behind this topic, there is now a living human life counting down.

Perhaps, in the next second, that person will commit suicide and die like that.

After reading Weibo, Bao Shiyi didn't expect that the reason why he chose to commit suicide in despair would be because of this.

The reason for suicide Bao Shiyi has been thinking a lot on the plane, what kind of reason will it be that makes people desperate and chooses to die?

Now after seeing this answer, Bao Shiyi's mind continued, because just like the words commented by netizens on the Internet, he didn't know how to persuade that Shen Ming.

Is it to accept death, or to accept the pain cruelly, to accept that life is worse than death, and to live like that all the time?

When Bao Shiyi returned to Nanzhong Street, he still hadn't thought about how he should persuade that Shen Ming to face it.

His current life is also counting down, but he seems to be luckier than Shen Ming, because at least he is not facing that cruel result now, and his death is not tomorrow.

Although his death is also very terrible, because he has no idea how he will die, only that he will die at a later moment.

Death?

Why is there such a cruel thing, why should we live and experience death.

Looking at the comments of those netizens, Bao Shiyi really didn't know how to persuade that blogger, he was not a god of death, he was now also a dying person living under the sickle of death.

Now the choice is in Shen Ming's hands.

Bao Shiyi just sat there like that, motionless, thinking about how to pull this person.

However, he didn't seem to have any way to save the man.

Because he doesn't even know if he can save himself, try to live, just like that, and then die suddenly one day very early.

……

Zhou Yun saw Bao Shiyi looking at his mobile phone, and cried like that, his heart tightened, walked to Bao Shiyi's side, and asked, "What's wrong?

"Eleven, why are you crying?"

Bao Shiyi's tears flowed out, he turned his head and looked at Zhou Yun in a daze, touched the tears on his face a little blankly, and said with a smile: "Yes, what am I crying about?"

But he was going to die. ”

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Someone's life is counting down......