Is it pure despair, or is it despair to suicide?

Bao Shiyi's mind kept thinking, looking at the unfamiliar name, he didn't know how to evaluate it, because the terrifying negative energy value was really amazing, such a large negative energy value he had only seen in Zhou Jie's hatred value before.

Never before has there ever been such a large and staggering amount of negative energy.

It's really a huge despair value, and this negative energy value has never stopped, just intermittently appearing.

……

"Little bun, what's wrong with you?"

Kuang Jie approached Bao Shiyi, with a smile on her face, and whispered: "Even if you don't win the award, don't be too sad, it's a live broadcast now." ”

Bao Shiyi glanced at Kuang Jie, shook his head with a smile, and said, "It's okay, don't worry." ”

Although he had a smile on his face, Bao Shiyi was actually very uneasy in his heart.

He's fine, Zhou Yun is fine, Xiaoxiao is fine, and the people he knows are all right, but now there is someone who seems to be in trouble.

Bao Shiyi suppressed the slightest uneasiness in his heart, smiled and talked to Kuang Jie, applauding the director who won the Best Director Award, the whole person seemed very calm, and he really didn't seem too disappointed.

But Kuang Jie, who was sitting on the side, vaguely felt that there was really something wrong with Bao Shiyi.

This made Kuang Jie's words about ridiculing Bao Shiyi at the beginning all retracted, after all, Bao Shiyi was her little brother, and she couldn't always remember her little brother's hatred.

"Speaking of which, I really want to thank you this time, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have won this award. ”

Obviously, Kuang Jie knows very well that she can win the Kimber Award at the age of fourteen, to a large extent, because of the wonderful role of Hailey in "Fruit Hard Candy".

This script is very exciting, and Kuang Jie now feels very lucky to be able to participate in Bao Shiyi's debut film.

……

At the end of the awards ceremony, Bao Shiyi won the Best Screenplay Award and the Best New Director Award, and the final award was not awarded to "Fruit Hard Candy", but to some extent, the movie "Fruit Hard Candy" can be regarded as the winner of this year's Golden Bell Award if it can win the Best Screenplay and Best Actress.

After all, if a movie can win a movie, it is enough to prove the excellence of this movie, of course, the premise is that the gold content and status of the actress must be very heavy.

If you change to those unknown pheasant award queens, it will naturally be a joke.

Netizens do not have much controversy about the final list of winners of this year's Golden Bell Awards, after all, this time Bao 11 did not contribute his own emojis, this time the Golden Bell Award has only some regrets, like Liang Zirui, who has a high demand for awards in "Fruit Hard Candy", and finally regretted not winning the actor, and the best actor was won by a black old actor.

Really speaking, Liang Zirui's acting skills in "Fruit Hard Candy" are praised by netizens, especially the castration scene, the painful expression, and the change in his eyes really make people feel the intense pain, which really seems to empathize.

Otherwise, Bao Eleven wouldn't have collected that much fear.

Except for Liang Zirui who didn't win the best actor, movies like "Hard Candy" were defeated by "Black" after all and failed to win the best picture. You must know that the movie "Hard Fruit Candy" is not only in the box office, but also in terms of word-of-mouth and social influence. Although it is a low-budget movie, and it is also the debut of Bao Shiyi, a rookie director, the directorial techniques and shooting skills in it can be said to be quite amazing.

After the movie was released, whether it was right for Hailey to brutally torture pedophiles like that, the controversy that emerged at that time also caused social discussions, and of course, in the end, with the publication of Bao Eleven's "Su Yuan", everything was silent.

……

At the end of the award ceremony, if Liang Zirui didn't win the award, he naturally wouldn't hold any celebration party, and he had to fly back to the crew to film, so he left in a hurry.

As for Bao Shiyi, a seemingly idle idler, he was also busy flying back to Liucheng.

Zeng Sheng, as the director of "The Grim Reaper", the producer of the movie "Fruit Hard Candy", and more importantly, as Kuang Jie's uncle, naturally prepared Kuang Jie's celebration reception, and persuaded Bao Shiyi to attend the celebration reception before leaving.

"Eleven, a celebration party has been arranged here, which is to celebrate Kuang Jie's winning the Golden Bell Award, although you have donated the box office of the movie "Fruit Hard Candy", but the box office performance of "Death is Coming" is very good, let's celebrate together, the company also hopes to cooperate with you again. ”

Bao Shiyi naturally refused with a smile, there was really no way, he is now a full-time dad, and he really needs to take care of the baby at home.

Even if you come to participate in the award ceremony, you have to squeeze in time, Xiaoxiao is still young after all, and she needs to be accompanied 24 hours a day, so Bao Shiyi is naturally not at ease and smiles.

Kuang Jie was about to say a few words, but Bao Shiyi didn't give her this opportunity at all, and directly asked Kuang Jie to sign her in the notebook, so that she could take it back to Xu Wanqing.

Kuang Jie saw that Bao Shiyi actually asked her for an autograph, which instantly satisfied her vanity, and sure enough, her little brother still respected her very much, signed Bao Shiyi with a smile, and said: "Little Baozi, there will be a chance to cooperate again later, and I hope you can let me get a few more actresses." ”

In this way, Kuang Jie is not thinking so alone, you must know that Bao Shiyi came to participate in the award ceremony of the Golden Bell Award this time, and many celebrities came to greet Bao Shiyi and wanted to get to know him.

Who made Bao Shiyi, a big coffee, really a wonderful flower in the circle, rarely appears in the circle, but his popularity and strength are not bad, and now his directorial debut has been shortlisted for the Golden Bell Award, and he has also won a Golden Bell Award actress, not to mention that the stories and scripts written by Bao Shiyi are very exciting, and they all hope to have the opportunity to cooperate with Bao Shiyi.

This time, no one will doubt Bao Shiyi, a rookie director, nor will they doubt the small-budget production, because "Hard Fruit Candy" is a living example.

Bao Shiyi glanced at Kuang Jie, put away the signature, and said directly: "Don't think about it, you have already won the queen, and you are not satisfied." ”

"Don't worry, don't worry, you can do it too. ”

Kuang Jie replied with a smile: "I remember that you seem to have said a sentence, this sentence is very good, sometimes if you don't work hard, you don't know what despair is!"

……

Bao Shiyi didn't take Kuang Jie's heart-piercing words to heart, because this sentence was what he said from the beginning.

However, thinking of the last sentence Kuang Jie said, Bao Shiyi couldn't help but think about the despair value that continued to appear on the light curtain panel.

What exactly is despair?

What kind of desperation is it, why does despair never stop, and will it really be so desperate that it will commit suicide?

Bao Shiyi kept thinking in his head, and kept looking at the negative energy value on the light curtain panel, because the airport was waiting for the plane, and the assistant was busy checking in, Bao Shiyi was wearing a mask, a hat, and the brim was very low, sitting with his head bowed and playing with his mobile phone in full gear.

The list of winners after the 54th Golden Bell Awards Ceremony is being hotly discussed on the Internet, and the most talked about is the new Golden Bell Award actress Kuang Jie.

won the actress at the age of fourteen, such acting skills and luck did not make netizens feel questioned, on the contrary, they all thought that this award did not have a bit of an upset.

The headline on Weibo is also the news that Kuang Jie won the award, but just below the Kimber Award, his topic is also very high.

Among them, there is the most series of voting activities that Xu Wanqing said before.

The award ceremony of the Kimber Award has ended, and the final list of winners has been released, but it is clear that the most series of voting activities on the Internet about Bao 11's works have not ended, because there are many candidates nominated under each voting project, and the number of votes is also very similar, it can be said that it is exactly the same, the real go hand in hand, the battle is very fierce, and it is difficult to distinguish the winner from the loser.

"The Kimber Award ceremony is over, the movie "Hard Candy" didn't win the best picture, it's a pity, I have to vote for this work [the most sadistic], [the most terrible], and [the most cruel], don't ask me why I feel sadistic, anyway, I just feel sadistic, because the reason why Hailey tortured that pedophile so hard is that those beasts have hurt those children and hurt Hailey's friends. ”

"I think this voting campaign can really be over, and the results are already very obvious, every work of Bao 11 is the most cruel and sadistic. The most terrible, the saddest, this activity can't choose the most sadistic among Bao Eleven's works, because the most abusive is not Bao Eleven's works, but Bao Eleven!"

"I very much agree with the upstairs, yes, the most tragic thing is not Bao Shiyi's work, but Bao Shiyi, the tragic master. ”

"We couldn't pick it at all, I don't think Eleven could pick it himself, because it was really hard. ”

……

"I don't know how to evaluate Bao Eleven's works, anyway, each work is very touching, really very touching, although most of the end is tragic, but I will always support Bao Eleven. ”

"What is mostly a tragedy, obviously all of it is a tragedy, and there is no such thing as a perfect ending for comedy. ”

"Yes, I really hope that Bao Shiyi can write a comedy, with his talent, I think he will write a comedy very well. ”

"Actually, how to say it, Bao Eleven writes warm stories, just like "When the Monster Knocks on the Door" is very warm, and the front of "Harry Potter" is very exciting, except for the final ending, Harry's loss to Fodemort makes me very uncomfortable, that wizarding world is really charming, and people can't help but be moved. ”

……

Obviously, as commented on Weibo under the voting campaign, this voting campaign is really too difficult for netizens.

In a series of tragic works, you have to decide the high, which is really embarrassing.

What is tragedy and what is suffering?

Each work is very sad and very sadistic, and it is really difficult to find the one that hurts them the most and the most ruthless in such a work.

Because pain, discomfort, sadness, despair, and tears are all negative energy values that burst out at that time when emotions are the most uncontrollable, and that negative energy value is really very

……

"What can't be compared, as long as he counts the most negative energy values collected in that work, and it is the most reliable to sort according to the number of negative energy values collected. ”

Bao Shiyi silently complained about this voting activity in his mind and the system, which was not formal at all.

Netizen voting has personal subjective emotions, and only the negative energy value value collected on the light curtain panel is the most objective evaluation.

The system was also very curious and asked: "Really, I haven't calculated it properly, which work collects the most negative energy values, and it should be the most revengeful work for society." However, if you think about it, it is not necessarily, for example, some works may collect relatively small negative energy values because of their low influence. ”

"But this is already the most objective evaluation. ”

It's just that Bao Shiyi has no interest in wanting to rank his works that take revenge on society, because that makes no sense at all.

Because revenge on society has always been ongoing, maybe revenge on society in front is not enough, and there will be a new round of outbreaks later.

It's like every now and then every work erupts with such an astonishing desperation value.

The despair value was really more terrifying than ever, terrifying, and the number had begun to expand, and it continued to expand, and it seemed that it was about to become an astronomical number.

If one really dies of despair because of watching his works?

Isn't the negative energy value endless, after all, it is the despair of a human life, and that negative energy value should be able to keep him alive, right?

For some reason, this thought suddenly popped into Bao Shiyi's mind.

Such a thought, as if he came out before that if there were several people like Zhou Jie who hated him and wanted to kill him, the ending might be that he had been alive and sang "Liangliang".

Bao Shiyi shook his head and smiled, feeling that his thoughts were really a little bad, as if it was because the negative energy value had become crazy.

If someone really died of despair because of watching his works, the negative energy value of death should be really incredible, right?

Think about it—

Like, it seems, there are some ...... Agitated?

No, no, no!

Bao Shiyi hurriedly stopped the evil thoughts in his head, continued to read the Weibo comments of netizens on the Internet, walked into the masses, and understood the voices of the people.

……

Bao Shiyi was about to continue to look through the comments under Weibo, when he saw the assistant waving at him, signaling that he could board the plane now.

Just when Bao Shiyi got up and was about to leave, his eyes accidentally fell under the last Weibo comment-

"I'm watching Eleven's work right now, and before that I've watched 'Human Disqualification', 'The Mist', 'The Grim Reaper' and 'The Crucible'...... Now the sentence that impresses me the most is in "Human Disqualification", I am sorry to be a human being. ”

"Perhaps, when I finish reading Eleven's work, it will be time for me to die. ”

"I'm really sorry to be human"

Behind that last word, "man," is an expression of death.