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Instead, it turned into a wary look. Am I okay, he will know?

"What do you mean?" Xia Lan felt a little inexplicable.

"Senior sister, you have always regarded me as an opponent, but I think we can also become friends. I don't mean anything else. I'm not right, and you don't have to care. Lu Ran took a step back, he wasn't sure if he could talk to the senior sister in front of him further.

Hearing Lu Ran's seemingly inexplicable answer, Xia Lan felt no longer inexplicable, but a trace of indescribable meaning.

"Friend, Lu Ran, how much do you know about me?" Xia Lan was puzzled, she didn't necessarily have to regard Lu Ran as an opponent, but friend......

Xia Lan is not a person who will easily distance herself from others.

"Nothing. Lu Ran didn't explain, shrugged his shoulders, and didn't mean to be offended, "It's just out of the concern of friends, people should learn to come out of the past." ”

This sentence made Xia Lan stunned for a moment.

A moment later.

"What do you mean?" she asked again.

This time, Xia Lan's vigilance was shaken a little, and her doubts increased a few points.

"I know, you broke up. ”

Lu Ran, calmly said this, he had always wanted to say it, but it was not easy to speak.

Xia Lan looked at him again.

Lu Ran, how did he know about this?

"You don't have to worry about my business. ”

Xia Lan frowned, as if she had no choice but to say this sentence on the topic of sealing and not wanting to continue.

Lu Ran didn't say anything more, just quietly continued to walk forward alone.

Xia Lan asked behind him, "How do you know?"

Lu Ran turned around, looked back at her, and said two words.

"Rings. ”

"Rings?"

"The ring he once gave you, four-leaf clover petals. ”

Clover, Ring ...... Hearing these words, Xia Lan's expression paused, and her eyes lost focus.

The four-leaf clover used to be her expectation, the beautiful pattern she taught children to draw, and the unconscious graffiti she painted.

Even though Lu Ran's statement was unfazed, it still stirred up in her heart.

In this turmoil, a confrontation of resistance has arisen.

"What do you know, you don't understand anything!" Xia Lan looked at Lu Ran with some indignation.

She knew that what Lu Ran knew had exceeded her expectations, and she felt a kind of anger for no reason, wanting to deny the truth that Lu Ran said.

Lu Ran saw her reaction and knew that he had touched a key point in her heart, and he became more calm.

He raised his hands in surrender, "I'm sorry, I brought it up. You don't have to, but, now that I know, don't you want to talk to someone? I can't do much, at least, I can listen to you. ”

Lu Ran patiently guided.

Xia Lan lowered her head and wrinkled her eyebrows, she could see that there was a struggle in her heart.

After a moment, she slowly raised her head.

When Lu Ran saw her face again, he was at a loss.

This was the first time he saw Xia Lan, and his eyes moistened.

The crystal liquid, flowing in the eye sockets, sparkling and flowing, very sad.

"Don't you know what to say? You're right, I'm just inferior. It's ridiculous, ugly, stupid Xia Lan. ”

Lu Ran touched his pocket and hurriedly handed over a tissue.

He didn't expect that after so long, she wrapped herself so tightly and was invulnerable, but within his three moves, all of them collapsed.

It's hard to imagine that the cold and arrogant Xia Lan was caught off guard when she was vulnerable.

Ugly and stupid.

Lu Ran pondered these two ugly words, was this just Xia Lan's self-deprecation for herself, or was there anyone who would say such a thing to her?

"Why do you think you're ...... What about ugliness?"

Lu Ran asked cautiously.

"You think, I'm not ugly?"

Lu Ran was asked a little inexplicably, "It's not ugly, it's good-looking." ”

Xia Lan's appearance, to be fair, is not not ugly, but good-looking. Lu Ran only stated the objective facts.

"If I were a man with short hair, old clothes, carrying a bag with a broken strap, and going around you like a fool every day, would you still think I looked good?"

Lu Ran imagined that picture for a while, and I don't know why, but at such a sad moment for her, she had a hint of funny.

The picture was too beautiful for him to think about.

He didn't want to laugh at Xia Lan like that, but thought of Xia Lan at that time, maybe she was still a child, not so much ugly as naïve.

"Well, it's good-looking. ”

When Xia Lan heard him say this, she was neither happy nor angry, and the corners of her mouth rose tiredly.

"yes, that's what he said, too. ”

Hearing the words "He said the same thing", Lu Ran suddenly felt uncomfortable.

That he, that's the one, the legendary surname Jiang.

He suddenly remembered Zhang Xiaoming and talked about his impression of Xia Lan.

At that time, she didn't have long blond hair, no sharp appearance, and didn't have so much time to decorate her appearance, but she was also cute, and her black hair was draped over her shoulders. ”

At that time, when Lu Ran asked Zhang Xiaoming for advice on what kind of person Xia Lan was, Zhang Xiaoming's memories of Xia Lan's past.

Hearing Xia Lan ask him, a few seemingly inexplicable questions, Lu Ran's memory suddenly made him string together these questions.

In the past, she didn't know how to dress up, she couldn't decorate. Her person, like the clothes on her body, was dressed simply, like a student, with short, ungroomed hair.

Isn't she beautiful like that?

Lu Ran remembered what Sissi had told him about Xia Lan's memories, "At that time, I had the impression that she was not as indifferent as she is now. At that time, she often had a smile on her face. She is also very welcoming to people. ”

At that time, she should have been sunny and confident.

"Did he praise you?" asked Lu Ran.

"Hmm. Xia Lan nodded, as if the tiredness that touched the corners of her mouth spread to her whole body.

She sat down and didn't want to go any further.

Lu Ran followed and sat next to her.

"Since you know that I broke up with someone, then you must know who he is. Xia Lan said as if asking.

"I don't know much. Lu Ran said implicitly.

"His surname is Jiang, I always call him senior respectfully, he is a ......" Xia Lan paused and continued, "A very good person. ”

"I didn't study psychology, and before I met him, I didn't know what psychology was. ”

Lu Ran listened, so to speak, it was this Senior Jiang who brought her into the industry?

"Originally, I didn't know much about treating patients and saving people, and I didn't dare to be interested, but he made me realize that being a psychiatrist is such a caring and beautiful thing.

Then, I fell in love with him. Xia Lan no longer shy away from it, and said calmly.

"And then?"

"Then I followed in his footsteps all the way, wanted to enter his world, wanted to be as good as him, and let him look at me more. The world he is in is called the Blue Ocean.

It is a place where there are many masters, and it is difficult for even professional students to stay. ”

When Xia Lan said this, Lu Ran remembered the news he had heard from Teacher Zhang Xiaoming, and he seemed to see that ****** in front of his eyes, with her not strong physique, daily persistence, and enthusiastic pursuit, she completed something that seemed to others to be almost impossible.

"During that time, I worked part-time, went to work during the day, studied at night, completed my studies, got my degree, and stayed in the blue ocean that I had no hope of entering.

For your dreams, but also for the people you like.

I feel like I'm shining.

At that time, I was a small person, and my whole body contained energy, like a fire, burning day and night, and I didn't feel tired.

I finished my studies, earned money independently, lightened the burden on my family, and had time to volunteer as a part-time volunteer to spread my energy among others in need.

How many people can do it, try as hard as I do?"

Xia Lan's question, Lu Ran was speechless.

Indeed, how many people can be so tenacious like Xia Lan?

His admiration for Xia Lan in his heart arose spontaneously. (To be continued.) )