Chapter 197: I Trust You

Lin Yuerong looked at Lu Ran, her demeanor had returned to calm and serene. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Lu Ran also observed her, she didn't look like a woman who likes delusions in life and is neurotic.

She's just an old lady, an old lady in her right mind.

"You're right," Lin Yuerong understood what Lu Ran meant, "It's just a dream, and I really don't need to go through a lot of trouble to come to you." That's why, when I heard that you were busy and might not be able to see me, I didn't immediately go to another counselor.

First, I trust you. Second, I think I've been hesitating.

I'm not sure if I need to tell you what seems to be a dream and doesn't matter.

So, when you first asked me, I asked you a question first.

I ask you, have you ever dreamed of déjà vu.

I don't know if you'll believe it, but I'm not saying all this to tell you how bizarre and scary this dream is.

What I want to say is, I think, it feels so real, this person, so familiar to me, I think, he is real.

The dream is real.

It's just, it's just that I can't remember, I don't remember.

Dr. Lu, if this thing is true, how terrible it would be.

Is it a friend I know who once made a big mistake, and I didn't stop him?!"

Lin Yuerong's frowning brows showed a deep ravine.

At this time, she looked at Lu Ran's eyes, but she looked a little nervous.

If she said this to anyone outside, she would probably be considered a little nervous, like she was talking about the Arabian Nights.

However, Lu Ran had a diametrically opposite feeling at the moment.

When he heard Lin Yuerong say, "I don't know if you will believe ......", he was seriously imagining and experiencing what the kind of déjà vu reality that Lin Yuerong described was.

He did not deny Lin Yuerong's thoughts, nor did he refute that her words were illogical, but followed her logic and asked her in turn: "If this incident you dreamed about really happened, you have a friend who did something terrible. So, why did you forget?"

When Lin Yuerong heard this question, her expression became complicated.

Some are relieved, and some are embarrassed.

is relieved because Lu Ran does seem to be able to understand her and believe in her, and they don't think she is talking nonsense.

It's hard because ......

"I know that when people hear me say that, they will say that I am crazy, that I am talking nonsense. But you didn't, and I'm grateful.

However, if I were to understand why I recognized this as a true thing, but I couldn't remember who it was and where it happened, I can't explain it myself.

I think I'm really embarrassed by you, Dr. Lu.

I can't find a reasonable explanation either.

However, the more I couldn't explain it, the more anxious I became.

To tell you the truth, I said it was okay, but I was a little anxious in my heart. You can also see, I am now an old man, my memory has been getting worse and worse in the past two years, I went to the doctor, the result of the diagnosis, I have some mild Parkinson's symptoms, if it worsens, it is Alzheimer's.

I'm worried that it's because of this illness that it's affecting my memory.

I'm even more worried that if I don't figure things out sooner, I'll only have fewer and fewer things to remember. ”

Lin Yuerong explained, and Lu Ran could hear anxiety and panic in her tone.

As I grow older, watching my own memories fade away little by little and disappear without a trace, which can indeed make people depressed.

Lin Yuerong was worried that she didn't have enough time.

As time passed, it became less and less likely that she would figure it out.

Lu Ran understood.

He replied, "I see what you mean, and I will consider what you have said and try to help you find a solution to your troubles." Of course, if you change your mind in the next time, you can also call Blue Ocean at any time to let me know. ”

Lin Yuerong smiled slightly, "Okay, good." Dr. Lu is really a person who can understand me, and after talking so much nonsense, you are willing to help me, thank you. ”

After saying some words of thanks, Lin Yuerong's initial consultation was over.

Lu Ran had no choice but to take the problem she left behind home and think slowly.

……

After Lin Yuerong left, Lu Ran felt that his mind was full of what she had said, and at the same time, he felt that his mind was blank.

"How can I help her?"

All of Lu Ran's scientific common sense in the past could not help him make a judgment on the nature of this matter.

Even, his intellectual attitude towards this matter is probably contradictory.

On the one hand, he wanted to stand in the perspective that ordinary people could understand, thinking that Ms. Lin Yuerong was just having a dream, and as for her worries, it was mostly because she was thinking too much, or because of an anxiety about her weakened memory ability.

On the other hand, he wanted to believe her words, and he could feel that the feelings in Lin Yuerong's heart were real and strong.

Lu Ran couldn't make a judgment, and in this matter, he even felt that he was ignorant.

Back at home, Lu Ran sat on the desk, buried his head in thinking, and his mind was chaotic and blank for a long time.

"Perhaps, what I want to do now is not to help her judge the truth of this matter, but to work with her to find the truth. ”

The counselor is only a helper for the client, and can never replace the client to make choices and judgments about their life.

What is a dream?

If it is said that in some situations, it is also the embodiment of the subconscious.

So, what is the difference between it and the state of hypnosis, and what is the connection?

This is the first question that Lu Ran wants to figure out.

With a slight direction, Lu Ran stood up, he wanted to rummage through the bookcase, if there were more research journals on this subject.

Lu Ran didn't have a special bookcase, but in his small wardrobe, there was a deliberately reserved compartment filled with all his professional books.

He glanced at it, and in front of him, the most conspicuous thing was a notebook.

Green cover.

Since the last Li Huaqiang incident, Lu Ran has not opened it.

The reason is simple, he is afraid of trouble.

Now he is not ready to take the initiative to look for trouble.

Lu Ran sighed and took a book out casually.

As a result, he raised his hand and gasped, "Did I move you just now?"

It's like the green book in my hand.

Lu Ran immediately prepared to put it back.

But before he could do it, the book opened it in his hand.

Quickly a line appeared on the page: "I know what you're looking for." Later, there was a rabbit expression with a lewd smiling face baring its teeth.

Seeing this, Lu Ran stopped the movements in his hand.

"Then you say, what am I looking for? ”

"You want to understand dreams. (To be continued.) )