Chapter 127: Facing Alone

Hearing Lu Ran's words, Xu Le looked at him suspiciously. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

Lu Ran further explained: "You think you want to work, but you don't necessarily want to. You think you can adapt to this rhythm of life, but you may not really be able to.

Your consciousness tells you that you have to work, that you have to win, that your consciousness is controlling you, that is driving you.

Behind your waking consciousness, however, is your true heart.

There is a conflict between the two, and there is a strong conflict between your conscious consciousness when you are awake and the underlying consciousness that you are not aware of.

What your consciousness asks you to do, is precisely what your subconscious, your body, is resisting. ”

Lu Ran explained again, Xu Le seemed to be able to feel some directions, "You mean, so at this time, when I get sick, I don't have to work?"

"Well, so to speak. ”

"Heh, what you're saying feels ridiculous, like I'm fighting myself. Xu Le leaned on the sofa, a little unimpressed, what Lu Ran said seemed to have some truth, but it sounded too mysterious.

"People sometimes fight with themselves, and the more intense the fight, the more serious the symptoms. Human fear, from the root, comes from the evolution of human beings, from the subconscious protection of oneself. Lu Ran said with a smile.

He didn't mind Xu Le's attitude and continued: "Now, I want to ask you to answer me one more time, the question I just asked. Why can't you lose? Or why should you win?"

Xu Le looked at Lu Ran and didn't understand a little, "I've already said it, I just don't want to lose." She thought back to the conversation between the two just now, softened a little, and changed her words, "Okay, I have the possibility of losing, I don't want to face it." But, that's who I am, that's what I am. ”

Xu Le frowned, this question made her uncomfortable, she didn't want to compromise, and she didn't want to change herself.

"You're great, Ms. Xu, just now, you've made an improvement, have you noticed? You've realized that you might lose, but you just don't want to face it. ”

Lu Ran encouraged Xu Le, "You just said that you just don't want to lose, but I think this is not the real reason.

No one is born to win every time.

If you think about it, why can't you lose?"

"I ......" Xu Le was speechless for a while, she seemed to be thinking, and she was resisting thinking, she frowned and closed her eyes.

"Finding this cause may be able to resolve most of your symptoms. Lu Ran was reasoning in his heart while encouraging Xu Le.

But it seems that it is really difficult for Xu Le to find any potential reasons in a sober state.

Recall, he needs to let Xu Le make memories again.

The last time she was asked to recall, it was because she was afraid of water.

As a result, it cannot be said that there is no result, but that result is difficult for Lu Ran to interpret.

Now, since it has been deduced that her symptoms may be related to her recent work status, then, from a different perspective, starting from her dedication to work, may be able to achieve the same goal, and it may be possible to find the root of the problem.

"I see that you meditate hard like this, it's very hard, or let's try it in a more relaxed way, what do you think?"

"Do you mean hypnosis?" Xu Le had already experienced Lu Ran's method.

Lu Ran shrugged his shoulders and was noncommittal, "If you want, you can experience it again." ”

"I knew it would allow me to see things I wouldn't normally see...... However, the last time I saw it, it really scared me. Xu Le hesitated.

"I'm not going to force you. I suggest you try again. Although the first two times had something that frightened you, however, those two explorations still revealed a lot of information, and we got a lot of clues.

If you are willing to try again and face it bravely, we can get closer to the truth.

Would you like to?"

In the face of Lu Ran's inciting encouragement, Xu Le knew that he was right, there were some things that were right, but he was uncomfortable.

Finally, she took a deep breath, riveted her strength, looked into Lu Ran's eyes, and said, "I want to try again." ”

"Okay, let's change the topic this time. Just think about it, why do you have to win, and if you lose, if you don't have a job, are you still you?

So who will you be and where will you be?"

During Lu Ran's questioning, Xu Le slowly closed his eyes.

She knew that this time she would have to face any situation she might encounter alone, and she was really nervous.

Lu Ran would not enter her line of sight this time, but observed where she couldn't see, but Xu Le didn't know that Lu Ran had actually been looking at her.

So, she needs to show more courage than she has ever done twice.

"If I wasn't me, if I didn't have a job, where would I be?"

Closing his eyes, Xu Le was finally able to calm down and think about this question seriously.

As she thought about the question, she slowly opened her eyes.

Unlike the last time, when I opened my eyes, I saw the sun shining, but this time I opened my eyes, but what I saw was darkness.

From a bright place to a poorly lit place, it takes a while for the human eye to get used to it.

After waiting for a while, Xu Le realized that it was not dark here, and gradually, she could see something clearly.

The first thing she saw was herself.

She looked down at her body, and in the darkness, she could still see herself clearly, because it was her own body, and no one knew her body better than her.

Her skin, her arms, her thighs, and her exposed breasts!

Once again, she stood naked in an unknown place.

Soon, she looked at her feet, and she lifted her feet, which were covered in fine particles. She stepped on the countless tiny particles, which felt fluffy but not painful.

A gust of wind blew on her naked body, and she shivered.

"It's cold, it's so cold. ”

She smelled a little salty in her nose.

This smell is also familiar.

She looked up.

The sound of the waves rings in my ears.

It's the sea, that's right.

"I'm standing in front of the sea again......" Xu Le quickly reacted.

She looked into the distance, where there was a faint white spray of the rolling waves.

For a while, the wind blew and jumped.

Flip up, fall again.

Xu Le subconsciously wrapped his hands around his body, "Where is this? Could it be the same sea again?"

Xu Le remembered the terrible experience of the last time.

She was starting to get a little scared, it seemed like a deserted place again.

Looking left and right, there is no half figure.

What scared her even more was that she intuitively felt that this was the sea area she had seen under the scorching sun after the last hypnosis.

She's in the same place again!(To be continued.) )