What her children can do today is not within her consideration at all, and living this life well is something she will really think about.

I can still remember last year's Chinese New Year, when I didn't go home and stayed alone to do volunteer activities.

My sister sent me a long paragraph late at night that read something like this:

I loved my mom when I was younger, I thought she was good and great, but now I'm really scared, I don't like her at all, I'm scared that I'm going to be like her......

In fact, I can see that my sister is not afraid of our family situation, but my mother's character.

Growing up to such years, I finally know who inherited the cowardice of my life.

The family relationship under the subtle conditions made me feel inferior, forbearance seems to have become a habit, I used to think that I was always to blame, but then I knew that it was the misfortune of our whole family, there was no way to resist, my mother was such a cowardly person, such a cowardly traditional woman who could not change her fate even if she had the opportunity to put it in front of her.

With these thoughts in mind, Chen Ziyang sat at the door and took a deep puff of cigarette, then threw most of the remaining half of the cigarette on the ground, stepped on it with his foot, and stood up helplessly.

Maybe it's because his mind is too delicate, which always makes him feel very unhappy, so even though he is only in his third year of high school, he is already very addicted to smoking, but he is forced to quit smoking.

The third year of high school is a good opportunity, as soon as the college entrance examination is over, I will completely leave this home, and when I can make money, everything will be fine.

On this day, he was depressed, so he rode a bicycle alone, along a highway and walked outside, I don't know how long I walked, the sky had already darkened, and my feet were also a little numb, so I simply stopped, found a roadside, sat on the ground, and was ready to take out a cigarette and enjoy a few puffs.

This place is very remote, and Chenziyang has never been here before, so he really has come a long way to think about it.

Thinking that it was getting dark, I thought, let's go back first.

No matter how big it is, you can't make sleeping on the streets.

With that in mind, he turned around and prepared to ride home.

But suddenly, it was dark in front of him, and the whole person lost consciousness.

On the deserted path, a group of people lifted the little boy in front of them onto the truck next to them, and when they left, they also took the bicycle next to them, started a fire and left the scene.

Before leaving, lightning and thunder began to roar in the sky, and for a time it rained heavily, and the footprints around were washed clean.

Chen Ziyang woke up in a commotion, no one pushed him, no one woke him up, he himself slowly opened his eyes, looking at the group of people in front of him, his face was full of doubts, and of course, fear.

The first word that came to his mind was MLM.

Illegal assembly, it is difficult not to imagine these dangerous words, he immediately did not calm down, ready to think of a way to escape.

But the powerlessness of the helpless body completely controlled him, and even if he wanted to move his body, he felt very difficult.

He glanced around and carefully observed the people around him.

These people seem to be dressed a little well.

The men were wearing gowns, the women were wearing cheongsam, there was a girl who looked very delicate, thinking that she was seventeen or eighteen years old, and the man next to her looked more than 30, with a scar on her head.

Don't comment, it's like those who rob their families, and they look bad at first glance.

I can't move my body, and I can't escape, so I just listen to what they have to say.

The people around didn't seem to care about the boy in front of him, but what they were talking about, Chen Ziyang really didn't understand.

What machine spirit, machine spirit master?

It's like you've never heard of it, it's just something you can do on TV.

At this time, a tall and thin man in the crowd suddenly noticed that Dust Ziyang had woken up, and greeted the scarface.

The man who didn't seem to have a good temper looked at Chenziyang, and almost scared him into a shudder.

"Are you awake?"

The man followed the little girl behind and asked, "The effect of the medicine on your body has not expired, you will be fine after a while." ”

"You ...... Who are you?" said Chenzi Yang slowly.

Even if you want to die, you have to let yourself die clearly.

This group of people said that they are inseparable from each other, and they have to have a name for themselves to deceive, and if they want to die, they must know how to die, which is not an excessive request, this is simply not a request.

When Chen Ziyang spoke, there was still some drumming in his heart, in case these people have a bad temper, then the pyramid scheme may be chopping hands and stomping feet, if you are not good at kung fu, let you go to the street to beg, these tricks can be done now, and they are also done "very well".

For example, it is better to be a human being, it is better to give birth to a calf, and you are not afraid of anything.

When people grow up, they experience more things, see more of the world, and they are afraid of what they do.

It is possible to be afraid of cannibalism.

You are a normal person, although you have never seen cannibalism, but cannibalism exists in this world.

Do you have a rebuttal?

Maybe there's a lot going on every day in the basement where you don't have it yet, or you can't see it.

This world is very scary, he will not give up hurting you because you are afraid, and he will not be able to get out of danger just like on TV because you can say two words.

It's useless.

By this time he had already resigned himself to his fate.

Chenzi Yang sighed, and the fear in his eyes was released.

The seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl behind the man suddenly walked up to the front and grabbed his hand, which made the doubts and horrors that had just disappeared immediately revealed, "What are you doing?"

He asked anxiously, but the girl didn't speak, but just held his hand, and her fingers were close together.

Dusty Yang could sense the obvious flow of air into his body.

Could it be that you are teaching me some secrets?

How is this possible, this is the big brother of modern society, and then he dispelled this idea, because some pictures kept pouring into his mind.

It's like watching a movie, and those memories seem to belong to you.

In the Western Jin Dynasty, the Qiling clan was wiped out, and the realm of Shannan was closed...... Everything went through his brain, and he didn't have time to think about it, and he fell asleep.

Only this time, he seemed sober.

Those memories that seemed to be there were alive again in his mind. Compiled into one past after another, filling his brain.

There are a lot of things that seem to be happening right in front of you.

The dream was so long and long that when he woke up again, his body was already moving, and there was no one in the noisy room before, and he was lying on the bed alone.