Lin Yuerong fell silent. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

She didn't speak again.

She looked at the pictures she had drawn on the table, the first one was the bus.

Bus No. 3.

"Did you have any agreements?"

Lu Ran saw that Lin Yuerong was silently recalling something, so he reminded her.

Lin Yuerong looked at the painting with a more focused expression.

It seems that Lu Ran in front of him, the sofa in the consultation room, everything around him does not exist.

She saw the bus in the painting again, coming towards her in the distance.

She stood in the station, waiting for the car to arrive.

It's dark, it's already dark.

The headlights lit up, shaking her eyes.

She squinted her eyes, shielded her hands from them, and tried to look at the people who got out of the car, one, two......

When it came to the third person, she recognized it at once, and she ran towards the person, hugging him tightly.

The man also stretched out his arms and took her into his arms.

"Xiaoyu, Dad already knows about us. He won't agree, he wants me to stop meeting with you, and he wants to take me to move out, what should I do, I'm so scared, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you, what should I do?" Lin Yuerong panicked.

"Move away, will you come back?"

"I don't know, I don't know......" she shook her head helplessly.

"Don't be afraid, even if you move away, I'm still here, and you can see me whenever you come back. I'm waiting for you here. Xiao Yu put his arm on her shoulders and said softly.

"But I don't know when I'll be able to come back. Dad won't let me come back. If I don't come back until a year later...... If it's two years, what if it's three years?" Lin Yuerong looked at her lover with a worried expression, anxious and desperate in her heart.

"No matter how long it takes, I'm here, I'm not leaving. ”

"How is that possible? How can you never leave? If you go, then I will never find you again. Xiaoyu, I'm so afraid I'll never see you again......" she said, covering her face and crying sadly.

"Don't cry, I'm not leaving, it's here, no matter a year, two years...... Or ten years ......" Xiao Yu paused for a moment and made up her mind, "Even if everyone stops you, I will wait for you here." ”

"However, ten years ......" is too long, Lin Yuerong can't imagine.

"Maybe by then, you will have a family, and if you have children, then bring them to see me, I am still here. Xiao Yu said firmly.

Lin Yuerong's eyes were red and swollen, staring at her.

Xiao Yu smiled and raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face.

"Don't be afraid, you can always find me, it's our agreement. ”

That night, Lin Yuerong's young body was filled with a trembling restless soul, with fear of the unknown and deep reluctance, and finally set foot on the way home when the last train arrived.

She didn't take the No. 3 bus to Xiao Yu's house.

Instead, he took another bus in the opposite direction, which was the direction of driving back to Lin Yuerong's house.

When she got into the car, she stretched her hand out of the window, held Xiaoyu's hand tightly, accompanied by the night breeze, and shouted loudly: "Xiaoyu, you must wait for me to come back, don't forget me, I will come back to find you, I will find you anytime......"

"Good, good. Xiao Yu agreed. The car started slowly, Xiao Yu held Lin Yuerong's hand, and followed the car and began to run.

The car drove faster and faster, and her steps got bigger and bigger.

Lin Yuerong's cry sounded in her ears, and she wanted to chase this cry and run all the way, but her clenched hands were suddenly pulled away by a force.

It was the speed at which the car was moving forward, and she couldn't grasp it.

After watching the car disappear far away in front of him, Xiao Yu slowly turned around, letting the tears that he had been holding back just now fall down his cheeks.

Recalling this, at this moment, Mrs. Lin, who was sitting in the consultation room, had her eyes covered with mist again.

It was a long time before she looked away from the painting. Looking at Lu Ran sitting in front of her, she knew that she was distracted.

Lu Ran, who was sitting opposite her, was not calm in his heart.

In this consultation, he has been wearing a pair of hypnotic glasses that can connect consciousness, and when Lin Yuerong was in a daze, he knew what Lin Yuerong remembered, and when Lin Yuerong stared at the painting, those memories that appeared in Lin Yuerong's mind also appeared in front of his eyes.

That is, he witnessed the whole process of separation, and his heart was shaken.

For a moment, he was speechless.

Lin Yuerong spoke first: "Before, I was not sensible, and I always thought that ten years was a long and difficult time, but now, most of my life has passed, and I know that in fact, what is so difficult?"

Hearing her emotion, Lu Ran knew that there must be a follow-up to their affairs.

"And then?"

"What?"

"Have you ever met again since you separated?" Lu Ran simply asked the question he was most concerned about.

Lin Yuerong lowered her head, "No." ”

"No?" Lu Ran couldn't understand, thinking of the heart-rending separation just now, how could they never see each other again with such love and commitment?

How can it?

"Why didn't you say goodbye?"

"I broke my promise. Lin Yuerong said, "I didn't be able to go back to her." By the time I was able to go back, thirty years had passed. ”

"How could it be? Why did thirty years pass?" Lu Ran didn't understand and wanted to ask what happened.

"You weren't born in those days, Dr. Lu. Lin Yuerong showed a slightly bitter smile, "Of course, it could also be me, too weak and useless." In our time, people who don't get married will be regarded as aliens by the people around them, let alone homosexuals, which will not be allowed by society and family.

After that, my father kept me under strict control, and I never had a chance to go back. When I finished my studies and finished my studies, I decided on a family affair early.

That's what happens in the world.

Those vows and things that you still had the courage to make when you were young, when you are old, you dare not fulfill any of them.

I got married and had children.

In the daily life of ordinary couples, there is no vigorous love, but there is also a kindness to take care of each other.

At that time, life was occupied by firewood, rice, oil and salt, and I hesitated in my heart, I should find a time to go back and see her.

However, with my children and taking care of my family, I couldn't find a good time and excuse to go on this long trip, and I was a little apprehensive, after all, it was not like when I was young, and I had no scruples.

If I go back and see her, how can I tell my child, who is this?

If I decide to fulfill my promise and go back with her, will I give up my current family?

For a while, the thought of her brought me a lot of distress and unanswered questions.

I didn't have an answer and was afraid of hurting my loved ones.

This drag, the children are all older, and they have also left home. ”

Lu Ran listened to this story with a heart-wrenching heart, "That child is older, have you ever thought about going to see her again?" (To be continued.) )