Chapter 227: Doubts
"I never had the courage to confess this to my husband. www.biquge.info He never knew that this intact home, in so many **** nights and nights, in some of my heart-stirring moments, may almost be wiped out.
I have preserved the happiness of my family, but there is always one person who I dare not face.
A few years ago, I finally raised my child, grew into a big girl, and got married. I thought that even if something did come to her knew, she would be able to bear it.
That's when I plucked up the courage to look for her again.
I first found an old classmate who was still in touch with her and asked her if she was still there.
However, the answer was one of disappointment.
She's not there, she's moved out.
Think about it, and you can understand it.
Who really stays in one place for more than 30 years without moving?
She promised me ten years, but I never went back.
I was the one who lost her.
I don't blame her at all. ”
Lin Yuerong showed that bitter smile again, "Later, I didn't have the courage to mention this past, it was just a pity." I thought I had forgotten everything, but now it seems that the memory is not so easy to fool.
It turned out that I still dreamed of her. ”
Lu Ran listened while sorting out the context of the whole thing in his mind.
A lifelong regret of the past, a person who wants to see but only dares to secretly remember it in a dream.
Such a sad heart, such a lover who treats her gently.
How can it be a murderer?
She is not a murderer.
Sure enough, things are just like Lu Ran's guess and analysis a few days ago, this is just a metaphor.
This is a metaphor made subconsciously in order to cover up one's thoughts.
However, why did she, deep down, compare her to a terrible and lonely killer?
In Lin Yuerong's heart, what kind of complex emotions does she contain in addition to missing?
Lu Ran was still thinking about it, but found that the clock on the table had already passed for an hour.
When the time comes, this consultation is coming to an end.
Lin Yuerong also noticed the time, "Thank you for your hard work this time, Doctor Lu, I think, I have already found the answer." ”
said thank you, but Lin Yuerong's eyebrows did not reduce her sadness, the answer was found, but her mood was not better than before she came.
She didn't say a word of regret, but Lu Ran was still worried about her.
"Well, why should I dream of her? When she got up to leave, Lin Yuerong couldn't help but sigh.
Why dream about it after all this time?
Why do you suddenly dream about something that you haven't remembered for a long time?
Hearing Lin Yuerong's sigh, Lu Ran suddenly felt that there seemed to be something that had not been figured out about this matter.
Only this time there was no more time, so let him continue to ask.
"Mr. Lin, according to your situation, I suggest that you continue to consult next time, you may need a period of time to digest your emotions, what do you think?"
"Okay, Dr. Lu. ”
After making an appointment for the next meeting, Lu Ran sent Lin Yuerong to the door of the company and saw the old lady leave.
Her back, a little staggering, a little lonely.
Lu Ran watched it for a long time until he ......
"Brother Lu!"
was suddenly tapped on the shoulder, Lu Ran suddenly came back to his senses, and looked behind him, it turned out to be Sissi.
He raised his hand and scratched the bridge of her nose hard, "You scared me." ”
"What are you looking at, I saw that you sent Mrs. Lin out, and you never went back. ”
"Oh, it's fine. After the consultation, I sent her. ”
Lu Ran took Sissi's hand and walked back.
"By the way, there's something you have to prepare in advance. ”
"Prepare what?"
"The next case sharing session. ”
As soon as Qian Qian reminded her, Lu Ran patted her head and remembered that after the exam, it had been a long time since a case sharing meeting had been organized, and the meeting would be held in a few days, and he had not had time to prepare.
"Well, I'm glad you reminded me, I think, I've already figured out which case to report. ”
The case selected by Lu Ran is naturally the only case he has focused on recently.
He has passed the observation period of a novice counselor, and has the authority to take over cases independently, and any client who wants to make an appointment with him, as long as his time can be reasonably arranged, he is free to take on the case without the permission of the tutor.
Since then, Lu Ran has been attending different case sharing sessions than in the past, no longer attending sharing sessions that only novice counselors attend, but attending case sharing sessions organized by general counselors and intermediate counselors.
The number of participants in this sharing session is relatively large, but generally everyone will not attend the same sharing session, but will choose a convenient time to attend according to their own time.
Usually, a counselor who is not particularly busy will attend two sharing sessions a month, and a case sharing session will be attended by 10 to 20 counselors.
Strictly speaking, Lu Ran is no longer a novice consultant.
He is a formal consultant who has already gained a certain amount of attention in the media.
On Blue Ocean's official website, his introduction has been revised to the level of an ordinary consultant.
In the future, the number of his cases will only increase, not decrease.
……
On the day of the case sharing meeting, Lu Ran arrived in the conference room early to prepare, and perhaps because of the previous interview, many consultants came to Lu Ran out of politeness or curiosity after arriving at the conference room and chatted a few words.
Most of them are older than Lu Ran, and they are all looking forward to what kind of case and what kind of analysis will Lu Ran, an emerging young consultant, bring for the first time.
It was in this curiosity that Lu Ran shared Lin Yuerong's case.
However, why is Xiaoyu (Xiaoyu's pseudonym, when the case is shared, the real person's name is a pseudonym) is a murderer?
If you say, the bus in the dream is a memorial to the place where they broke up. The blurred face is a psychological mechanism of self-protection, out of the reason not to let herself be sad again, Ms. Lin in the subjective consciousness, trying to suppress her longing mood, so she always let herself not see clearly, who is the person in the dream.
So, what does Xiaoyu mean by constantly killing her own girlfriend?"
Halfway through the introduction of Lu Ran's case, everyone began to have some discussions, and a male counselor wearing glasses listened very carefully, and at the end of the hearing, he raised a question that had bothered Lu Ran for a long time.
This is also a question that I have been thinking about for the past few days. Lu Ran discussed with him about his question: "To analyze this problem, I think we have to start with the emotions of the case itself.
When Ms. Lin found out that the friend next to her was a murderer, she was filled with fear and fright. ”
"It's not just fear, it's sadness. A female counselor next to her added.
"Yes, not just fear, but sadness. Now that we already know that friend is Xiao Yu, why does Xiao Yu make her feel scared and sad in Ms. Lin's subconscious?" Lu Ran guided everyone and thought with him. (To be continued.) )