The saddest thing is not that there is no money to eat, but that you are in a bad mood!

Since then, in addition to going to the cemetery every once in a while to burn a few sticks of incense for the old ghost, I have also read seriously, yes...... Xiao Fan didn't hide from me from that day, but he never told me an answer from beginning to end.

Although I'm thick-skinned, after all, it's the girl I like, so naturally I won't ask, so it will look like I'm shameless!

Time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye, it was the National Day.

The seven-day National Day holiday, there are surprises every day...... However, there is a surprise, but I don't see it.

……

On October 2nd, after dinner with my dad that afternoon, my dad went to a friend's house to chat, fart, smoke and drink, and I asked a few good friends from elementary school to junior high school to go to the riverside together.

Hong Qinglin, Zhuang Xiaogui, and Yang Fuzhu.

I remember that day it was a very clear sky, basically cloudless, and the blue sky shimmered like a sapphire.

The weather was nice so we made an appointment to go swimming.

Since I was a child, I was a wild child, and I always went into the water to swim in the water, and I could only dog-plane, but I have a lot ......of buddies! When I was eight years old, I quickly learned to swim under the careful teaching of my eldest brother Liu Ruoru, and since then I have been out of control, relying on my own ability, always laughing at my classmates when they talk about who is a landlubber.

No way, who told buddy that I can swim and you can't?

Straight to the point!

At that time, except for Hong Qinglin and Zhuang Xiaogui did not go into the water, Fu Zhu was quite cooperative, and I went into the water together, and at the same time a few friends also came, they were one to two years old than me, they were all from the same village, and they grew up together, and the relationship was quite good.

At first, I knew how to swim, and I taught those who couldn't swim, in fact, I was a very good person, and I would not be proud of my achievements (don't misunderstand the pride here), for those who really want to learn to have this heart, I will never deal with it casually, once I agree to teach and learn, I will do it very seriously.

I think this may be my biggest strength, either I don't do it, or if I want to do it, I will definitely try to do it well, and at the same time, this is my biggest bad habit.

After about half an hour, everyone had a lot of fun, because it was more than three o'clock in the afternoon and close to four o'clock, at this time it was a state of resurgence, and the water began to slowly deepen, but we didn't have the idea of going home.

Later, a friend of mine came, one year older than me, he was a student in the second year of junior high school, Wen Yikui, and what surprised me was not to see him, but that he was going to come down to swim, but it made my jaw drop, the second year of junior high school...... Brother, let's wear a pair of underwear! Don't tell me that you still wet the bed and don't dare to wear it.

In fact, it is very dangerous to swim in the water without underwear, after all, the river water is not clean, and there are many microorganisms.

Very helpless to watch him run into the boat and take off his pants and run in front of me to get into the water, and then I taught him to swim, but this B was very afraid of water, I told him to let go of one hand, and the other hand pulled the wooden bridge, I took him to the shallow water, but he let go of both hands.

I was pressed under him for a moment, under the water, the river water with a very strong salt smell mixed with the smell, kept pouring into my mouth, in that short few seconds, I drank at least four mouthfuls of river water, disgusting Cheng dù not to mention, I am about to die now, how can I have the leisure to joke with you?

Wen Yikui's B thing scratched and smashed on me for a while, and even if I was underwater, I could feel the swaying of the water.

There is a saying that people are about to die, and when I am about to die, all that flashes in my mind are pictures of my parents, relatives and friends, the most is the father who just separated at the last moment, followed by my mother, and then my grandmother, I don't know why I didn't think of Xiaofan, maybe deep in my heart, I always thought that I and her were impossible at all...... Or, at this life-and-death juncture, my brain is short circuited by lack of oxygen.

The more I thought about it, the more unwilling I became, I didn't know where to get the strength, I broke away from Wen Yikui, threw it out a meter or two, I quickly surfaced, desperately breathing, it felt like someone had farted, and you could only hold it until finally the window opened, and the fresh air came in, you could breathe heavily.

At this moment, my heart is undoubtedly happy that I am still alive.

At this moment, Hong Qinglin shouted my name loudly, telling me that Wen Yikui was about to sink again, and I immediately scolded them, won't you go to find a bamboo pole after watching it for so long?

They were drunk by me, and they did come to their senses, two or three people hurriedly ran to find the bamboo pole, and I couldn't see death without help, so I had to swim over again, and grabbed Wen Yikui's arm, but this dog's ...... I wanted to do this trick again, and my hands were tightly wrapped around my neck, and I was so hateful that I could only shout angrily, let go!

Then, you guessed it right, I did fucking sink to the bottom again, but it was okay, because this time I learned to be obedient, because I would hold my breath, so I kept swimming underwater, although it was very slow, but slowly approached the wooden bridge, and Wen Yikui fluttered on it, and finally he grabbed the wooden stake on the wooden bridge, and gradually he stopped struggling and calmed down, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief in my heart and floated to the surface.

Sitting on the wooden bridge, recalling the short minute or two just now, it simply tortured my body and mind, and when I came back to my senses, Wen Yikui had already dressed up, walked to my side, looked at me deeply, and said thank you to me.

Perhaps in a pinch, I didn't give up on him and chose to go ashore, which was undoubtedly a very happy thing for him, a man who was about to drown, at least my friend was not in vain, even though we were still jerky.

And when I got dressed and touched my neck, I found that the zodiac silver chain that my mother bought for me had disappeared, and I immediately asked him if he had grabbed the chain for me, and he said that he seemed to have grabbed a rope just now to be able to tie my neck.

Is the rope that short this shit?

Well, if you lose it, you will lose it, although I am worried in my heart, because I know that my mother will be furious when she finds out, and I am the one who suffers...... Damn, I was really shot while lying down.

Back at the third uncle's house, I went to take a bath, just when my father came back, it was evening at the moment, it was time to get ready for dinner, and the third aunt's stir-fry was still okay.

After dinner, I went out of the third uncle's house, wandering around, I didn't think about it, but I met Wen Yikui, he apologized to me very sorry, and then told me that I would go and find the silver chain back for me tomorrow when the tide was low, I didn't have hope at all, just dealt with a few words, and then walked around with him, blind and aimless.

I don't really care about the chain, because the bottom of the river is full of silt, plus the high tide and low tide, the bottom of the water flows, and the silver chain can't stay in place at all, which is almost a fantasy, and I don't have hope, so I was ready to be yelled at by my mother, the tigress.

I had almost no love all night, Wen Yikui probably thought I was thinking about the chain, but it wasn't, I was thinking, is my affection for Xiaofan really feelings, or do I really like her?

At that time, when I was almost dying, I didn't even think about her, what the hell was I? selective amnesia, or indirect brain short-circuiting? This question haunted me almost all night, and I didn't even have the heart to lie in bed at night and read fables.

Later, I forgot how I fell asleep, but in my dream, I was back in the barren desert, the endless desert, the violent tornado, the large sunken hourglass, all of which made me unsafe in my dreams, and I was very scared.