Chapter 3 Raising Ghosts
The ringing of the class bell is by far the most annoying thing for me, and I can't help but cry out whenever I look at the cobra-like homeroom teacher with his eyes and a math book in his hand.
Cai Jinhong's house is relatively indifferent, there are two girls at his front table, a squad leader and a labor commissioner, and his favorite thing is to poke other people's vertebrae with a pen, I don't think this hair knows one thing.
There is a saying in southern Fujian, poke people but not bones!
The idea is not to gossip about other people behind your back, and the metaphor is a little abstract, but in general it is useless.
As for mathematics, the junior high school curriculum is better, and most of them can still understand it, although seven or eight out of ten of the classes are in the fugue, but it is not difficult to ask more questions to understand the general idea.
This whole day, I almost never saw a trace of Xiao Fan, after asking Japan, I learned that Xiao Fan was sick, I heard that it was a fever, I asked for leave today and did not come to class, I immediately became a little blind, didn't I have driven him away? How can I still get sick?
I coaxed and coerced me to get Japan to promise to help me go to Xiaofan's house at night, let her go to see Xiaofan, and if she was okay, I would ask her to come out to see me.
This so-called coercion is naturally Cai Jinhong's incident, although he is very arrogant, but after all, he is still a girl, and he is really afraid of being spread by me.
Hahaha...... The more I think about it, the happier I laugh, and this guy is not useless.
Cai Jinhong and I went to Xiao Fan's house again in the evening, this guy originally refused, but I lied to him and said that Japan would also go, and immediately his eyes lit up, damn! I seemed to see a little sheep sent into the wolf's mouth by me.
His smile is a little cheap, and I'm no better than him.
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It was late at night, when the crisp bell rang, I realized that I had been blinded for a day this day, and it wasn't until Cai Jinhong pushed me a few times that I reacted, it turned out that I had been in a fugue today, maybe Xiao Fan's absence led me to lose my mind, right?
Cai Jinhong saw that I was in a strange state today, and looked at me suspiciously, the rare one did not brag about the blind BB, but the six roots were much quieter, and Japan had been waiting for the two of us outside the classroom for a long time.
Cai Jinhong and I borrowed a car, he drove me, and the sacrifices he bought for the old ghost were put in the basket of the car, and I sat in the back like this, they spoke, but I didn't listen to a word, the whole person's whole head was buzzing, very strange feeling, as if there were a lot of Taoist or Buddhist sounds in your ears constantly ringing.
When Cai Jinhong pushed me, I withdrew from this state.
Cai Jinhong looked at me suspiciously, carrying a bag of incense and fruits, and I followed behind Japan, and came to the gate of Xiaofan's house, there was a dog at the door, very fierce, Japan did not dare to go in, so he could only keep calling Xiaofan's name.
Then I heard the sound of trotting, I was already very nervous, and when I was about to slip away, Cai Jinhong grabbed my wrist, and I turned around and wanted to slap it...... Damn, his mother saw me coming, this is damn amazing!
"Yang Fan!"
Japan's voice was a little different, I noticed something unusual, I looked at Cai Jinhong in a daze, and he whispered: "It's Yang Fan, she doesn't seem to be sick." ”
Now I am even more puzzled, I didn't get sick and said I was sick, didn't you lie about the military situation? In ancient times, you were going to be beheaded!
I secretly poked out the little half of my head, it was indeed Xiao Fan, his face was ruddy, his teeth were white, and his lips were red, where did this look like a patient, this is simply intact, okay!
I didn't know what Japan and Xiao Fan said, but I was confused when I saw Xiao Fan laughing louder and as if he had heard something very happy.
Hearing the sound of footsteps gradually approaching, I was a little weak at the moment, and I wanted to run away, this kind of thing has never happened to me, and I, a bold and thin-skinned person, had no resistance in front of Xiao Fan.
Okay, Cai Jinhong, you bastard, don't be caught by Lao Tzu, otherwise you must be ugly...... This kid kept holding my arm and refused to let go, the two of us were about the same size, and the strength was almost the same, and I couldn't break free at all.
I stood there resignedly, glaring at Cai Jinhong resentfully, pulling out a trace of an embarrassed smile, and smiling stupidly.
Xiao Fan seemed to want to laugh when he saw me like this, covered his mouth, and turned his head.
The scene was very embarrassing for a while, and Cai Jinhong and Japan stared at each other dryly.
It wasn't until the dog barked that I realized that this was at the door of her house, and it was a big deal if her parents knew it, so I immediately pulled through Japan, told her very quickly, and took Xiaofan out, and then I came to the cemetery with Cai Jinhong, waiting for Xiaofan and the two.
Maybe it's because I've done it, I don't feel panic in my heart, but more of the mentality when facing Xiao Fan...... I'll admit it, I've never held a girl's hand, let alone been in a relationship.
On a hot September day, it's hard to imagine that on such a breezy night, I felt a wave of heat, and I must have been really nervous.
"You...... Are you all right......? Ha ha. "I hid my embarrassment, but my hand couldn't help but touch the back of my head.
Cai Jinhong is really a talent, he quietly walked to Japan and kidnapped her, I glanced at him meaningfully, this guy is very flexible!
When Xiao Fan saw the two of them gone, he really regained his liveliness and informality when he was with me.
When I asked her why she was in good health today, but she didn't go to school, she refused to say, and I immediately wondered, her body was not sick, her lips were red and her teeth were white, it was not a lack of sleep, and it was impossible for something to happen at home...... So what's going on?
Could it be......
I looked at her with my eyes wide open, and she probably knew that I knew what she didn't want me to know, and her cheeks flushed with two blushes.
Originally, I wanted to laugh, because in junior high school, it's normal for girls to have periods, okay! But I always laughed at others for menstruating, but I didn't dare to laugh in front of her, but it really suffocated me.
It wasn't until she said she could laugh if she wanted to, that I quieted down.
Time seemed to stop at this moment, the imaginary laughter did not happen, she looked at me in surprise, but I looked at her with a serious face.
If you look back and smile at Bai Meisheng, it is really not enough to say that Xiaofan is quiet, dignified and beautiful at this moment.
At this moment, I looked at her and I were looking at each other, and there was a smile in my eyes, and it was an appreciation, a kind of happiness, and I was glad that I was able to meet you, really.
I don't know what she's thinking, it's just that her face is flushed, her eyes are a little evasive, I thought at first she didn't want to look at me like this, but I think I was wrong, maybe it's not that I don't like it, but shyness, the way a little woman should be.
"I like you......"
I blurted out those four words almost as she was about to look away.
He was stunned, I was stunned, and the next second I started to be nervous and worried, until I was at a loss...... What should I do, if she refuses, wouldn't I be very shameless? Although I am thick-skinned, if she no longer ignores me, what will I do in the future?
I was almost struggling, and even closed my eyes, I really didn't know the bottom of my heart, because I knew very well that I might have said this sentence earlier, if I said it a few years later, maybe she wouldn't refuse, after all, I was the only man with a good relationship around her, and I couldn't give her up to other boys.
At this moment, Xiaofan's mother's voice came, to the effect that we should come into the house and sit, and it is not good to stand outside...... Also, Hokkien people pay a lot of attention to etiquette, and they also care about face, if the guests are not allowed to sit in the house, it will look very faceless, which is very bad.
"You go back first, and rest early in the evening. "At this moment, my heart is very nervous, I am still afraid of being seen by her mother, I want to soak other people's daughters, just like the relationship between a teacher and a student, if the student is not afraid of the teacher, then the teacher will not have majesty, it will be difficult to manage a class of dozens of people.
Xiao Fan heard her mother's call, obviously a little anxious, looked at me a little nervously, but I said to her calmly, you go home first! Remember to come to class tomorrow, remember to be careful on the way.
I watched Xiaofan return to the door, and I obviously saw her turning her head to look at me, although it was only for a moment, but at that moment my mind instantly lost my mind, looking back and smiling, although this is not a smile back, but even if it is just a simple glance, it also makes me feel indescribable in my heart.
Whether it was agitation or joy, at that glance I obviously saw the reluctance to love...... I hung my head and shook my head with a self-deprecating smile, I didn't get the answer I wanted, and I don't think I would ask again, at least for now.
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Cai Jinhong saw that I came to him in a low mood, he also stopped chatting with Japan, and no longer told her jokes to make her laugh, but patted me on the shoulder, I nodded to him with a wry smile, and told him to send Japan back first, I will stay here for a while.
Cai Jinhong looked at me deeply, and laughed the second he turned his head, this smile was very lewd, and I almost frowned when I was not in love, this guy must want to do something to this girl again.
After the two of them left, I took out the sacrifice and bowed three times towards the ruined cemetery, and soon an illusory figure appeared in front of me, and the figure seemed to be a little lighter than last night, almost almost completely assimilated into the real world...... That is, to dissolve into nothingness.
I took out my lighter, lit three sticks of incense, and inserted them on the ground, placing a few fruits in front of them, but I stood up and looked at them with low feelings.
It takes about 40 minutes to an hour or so for a stick of incense to burn out, but the three sticks of incense under my eyes burned to the bottom in two or three minutes at a speed visible to the naked eye, and I think I was really surprised.
Ghost is a virtual word, but it is also a real object, from seeing this old ghost to the present, from the initial unnatural fear to the current indifference, the change of attitude is actually very fast, until the incense is burned, I found that I really ran into a ghost.
The old ghost who smoked three sticks of incense, obviously the shape is much clearer, although some places are still in a state of gray mist, but at least it can be roughly reflected, the familiar voice came from the consciousness, I lit three more incense, and after inserting it, I picked up an apple, turned around and left.
In my consciousness, the old ghost thanked me very much, saying that he hoped that I would come in two days, bring a few cigarettes, I didn't swallow a mouthful of apple flesh, stuck in my throat, and I coughed a few times...... Oh yes, the ghost still smokes?