Ah Xin wants to say something from his heart, whatever debt he owes, don't owe love debts, love debts are difficult to repay, or even repayable. The affection that others give to you, love. What do you use to pay it back, how do you pay it back.

In this life, people will encounter more or less the feeling of being loved by others, which may be in the right time or in the wrong time.

Ah Xin just wants to give one word of advice: when it is broken, it is broken, and it is constantly chaotic.

What does that mean? If you can really be really good to that person, you can be together, and you can't really be good to that person, to explain it straightforwardly.

Dragging mud and water can only hurt both of you. Why bother!

Because Ah Xin used to be like this, he has experienced it himself, so he gives his friends a piece of advice.

The following are still some Jing diaries, and Ah Xin doesn't know why he wrote them himself......

Friday, February 3, 2006, fine

Today is obviously a good day for the New Year, but I received a message from my best friend that she couldn't go there anymore, and she also said that she didn't tell Ah Xin.

Why! Why! Ah Xin was so good to her, loved her so much, how could he be so cruel to him.

How I envied her, even a little jealous of her. But why, why, what if Ah Xin knew? Should I call him now?

Monday, 6 February 2006, cloudy

Today is the first day I came back to work for the Chinese New Year, and I didn't see Ah Xin coming to work.

At lunchtime, I asked the supervisor, only to find out that Ah Xin had taken a week's leave. I have to go to see him tomorrow, I am always in a trance at work today, and I almost hurt my hand a few times.

Ah Xin must have gone drinking alone again. As long as he is in a bad mood, he will definitely go for a drink, or the kind that is as drunk as mud.

I don't know if he can take care of himself, and I don't know if he will kick the quilt. Such a big person can actually kick the quilt.

Ah Xin didn't know that he himself would kick the quilt. Anyway, how did Jing know!

Tuesday, 7 February 2006, fine

I went to see Ah Xin today, and sure enough, he was drunk and completely unconscious.

I went around half-past eight, and he didn't know what he was drinking. It's still that store, I don't even know how to change stores!

I found it all at once, and I didn't have a sense of accomplishment at all.

But his face, eyes, and nose are still so beautiful and charming! I just like to look at him! as if there is magic. I can't even take my eyes off his face!

It's a good thing he's drunk, otherwise he wouldn't have had such a good chance to see him so closely!

My Ah Xin brother is so attractive! I don't want to be fascinated by him! Oh, shame, shame, shame!

Thursday, February 9, 2006, fine

I'm going to see my Ah Xin again tonight! It's still that shop, why is he so stubborn! I don't understand men! Is it that men are like that!

Today, when Ah Xin was sleeping, he actually kicked the quilt again. I just covered him, and I kicked it again. A lot of things were also said. But why is it all related to her?

I'm not as good as her! Really, I'm not as good as her! This dead Ah Xin, stinky Ah Xin, bad Ah Xin, rotten Ah Xin, handsome Ah Xin, hehe!

My Ah Xin brother, why is he so handsome? I really want to kiss him! Shame, shame.

But I'm still embarrassed! I'm sorry. Next time, I will definitely kiss my brother Ah Xin. Hee-hee!

Sunday, February 12, 2006, cloudy

I got off work a little early tonight, and I got off work at half past six, so I ate a little in the factory and went out. I'm going to kiss him tonight. Hee-hee!

Oh! I'm not in that store! I found out after asking, and it turned out that I had only been gone for a while. Hmph! Stinky Ah Xin, he actually left so early, villain, he didn't wait for me, be careful of my little fist, hit him. Hum!

Although when I got to the door, the door was closed, don't be afraid, I have the key, I secretly got a key, haha! I'm not very smart.

After entering, I saw my Ah Xin, and actually sat on the bed and fell asleep! Hahaha!

My Ah Xin's brother, no matter what, is handsome.

After I put my brother Xin lying down, my heart beat so fast!

Be sure to kiss and finish.

kissing Ah Xin's brother's face, I feel so satisfied, like an electric shock, this should be the feeling I said!

After I kissed him, I felt that the meaning of love was not like that!

Now my heart is still beating faster!

Written at 11:23 p.m.

Sunday, March 12, 2006, cloudy

I just sent medicine to Ah Xin with Xiao Kai, and he is sick. Why can't he take care of himself! I feel so sorry for him!

I also bought two packs of cigarettes for Ah Xin, because I was relieved that Ah Xin liked to smoke very much after he got sick. You're a pig, you're not in good health, and you're still smoking.

I didn't go in, and I also asked Xiao Kai to promise that I wouldn't tell Ah Xin, not that I didn't want to go in, but that I was afraid to see Ah Xin's haggard appearance, I was so distressed, at least I couldn't see it, and I could feel better.

It was written at 11:32 p.m.

There are many, many diaries in the back, all of which are about Ah Xin, and I will not copy them one by one, why? Because Ah Xin already knows, I won't tell you!

From these diaries, Ah Xin knew that he had kicked the quilt, and it was all covered by Jing. It turned out that he was drunk, and Jing sent him back to the rental house, it turned out that ...... Too much too much original. Too much......

Ah Xin looked at the sleeping fragrance of Jing, quiet! How can you let Ah Xin pay it back, your love, this love, this dedication, how to pay it back, let him take what to pay back!

It turns out that Jing plays games all for Ah Xin, and in her diary, it is clearly written, as long as Ah Xin needs it, she will do it, even if Ah Xin doesn't know. Isn't loving someone just about giving more for someone?

What can Ah Xin say?

Jing's diary, when I saw it in 2006, was shocked and secretly happy.

And in 2017, that is, now on October 14th and 15th, looking at it again, it is not a diary at all, but the kind of love and dedication that Jing has for Ah Xin, without asking for anything in return!

It's just that the past is like smoke, you can only go up, you can only move forward, you can't look back. Ah Xin is not allowed to turn back.

Ah Xin is here, advising those who are ready to make a choice, or who have this idea, in a word.

Don't jump to conclusions, learn to observe and discover for yourself.

You will surely find many things that you have not noticed and seen.

Sincere dedication does not necessarily need to be reciprocated, and in emotion, some people are really stupid to pay.

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As for why I wrote so much about this diary, it is because many of the stories that follow need it to be connected.

Otherwise, the story told will make people scratch their heads. Thank you for your support.