Chapter 11: Jing's Diary
From entering Jing's room, settle Jing, and watch her fall asleep a little bit. Ah Xin began to look at some of the things in her room and found a lot of things.
First of all, the poster on the wall, the Little Tigers, is exactly the same as the one Ah Xin bought. This should come as no surprise, after all, everyone can like them.
But Ah Xin found many strange places next. For example, the disc of "One Piece", this should not be a coincidence! Because Jing bought it for no use, and there was no DVD in her room.
There are also many game publications, which have some strategies and introductions about the game Journey to the West. All folded up with a corner. It turns out that she knows the game so well, and that's how she knows.
Ah Xin seems to have understood a little, but he is not sure. He wanted to know what was written in Jing's diary.
Ah Xin gently raised Jing's head, and sure enough, under her pillow, he found a diary. It's also quite a beautiful diary, with a combination lock, which is on the side. Four-figure secrets.
Ah Xin first used Jing's birthday, and tried the secret, but it was not right. He used his birthday again to try, actually, actually, actually, it was right, how could it be right, how could it be.
How can you describe Ah Xin's mood! Shocked, more surprised! When did Jing start liking him!
Ah Xin walked back and forth in the room to calm down. I opened it, and recorded the diary of Shizu's secret.
The first thing that caught my eye was on the title page, and the few sentences of self-introduction in Juanxiu's handwriting were slightly self-blackened:
I don't know who will be blessed to marry a beautiful woman like me, who doesn't know how to be reasonable and not understanding. Sometimes, of course, they will be stubborn and petty temper tantrums. Haha! Signed: Quiet, written on Wednesday, August 20, 2003, the weather was fine.
Ah Xin couldn't help but laugh, and looked back, it was all some trivial things in life, even menstrual affairs, this kind of thing was also written, and he was not afraid of others seeing it.
But flipping through it, a date and diary that made Ah Xin stunned appeared:
Thursday, 8 May 2004, the weather was fine.
Today is the end of the May Day holiday to visit relatives in my hometown and return to work in the factory.
When I came back from the train station, I waited for a long time, and the last person to get on the train was a relatively handsome big boy.
His eyes fascinated mesmerizing me, and I felt my own heart pounding, pounding, what's wrong with me? Isn't it just a look?
This, this, isn't this the day Ah Xin came out to work that day? Is it also the day he met "her"?
What Jing wrote later, Ah Xin didn't read it at all, but kept turning it back, just to make sure of something.
It was until the day Ah Xin went to work in their factory. And so it was.
On Thursday, March 3, 2005, the weather was cloudy. (If Ah Xin hadn't seen Jing's diary, he wouldn't have remembered this date himself)
From the moment I decided to like you, I knew that I was crazy, and I thought it was the best for you to wear and hairstyle.
Anything you say or do, I think it's right because I like you.
So even if you speak coldly to me and ignore me, I still think you're a charming and temperamental cutie. I'm probably hopeless. (When she entered the factory that day, Jing did talk to Ah Xin, but Ah Xin ignored her.) )
PS: Because the diary below Jing does not have a date, Ah Xin doesn't know when it happened, but Ah Xin must have dated "Fang", because he saw some traces of scribbling and alteration in this diary. I can vaguely make out the words "intercourse":
Ah Xin, do you know? I was depressed, sullen, and silent for no reason, and I didn't know where it came from, when it would leave, and probably never in my life.
Sometimes I'm like a psychopath, cold words can't arouse interest, if you like me, please don't leave me, although I may not make you happy, I may not be perfect, but you will be very comfortable with me.
I don't know if you are the only one in my life, I am not sure if I met the wrong person at the right time, or met the right person at the wrong time.
The only thing I know for sure is that I like you, I like you very much, I unconsciously raise the corners of my mouth when I think of you, I suddenly become silent when I hear your name, and I think of insomnia when I am alone at night.
Thursday, 8 September 2005. Rainy day (this is Fang's diary on her birthday):
My Ah Xin, do you know it? I always ask myself why I am still persevering, there may be no answer, but I only know that I can't do it without you. I can't.
Maybe you're not the best, maybe not the best one for me, but I know I don't want to talk to anyone anymore when I meet you.
This is perhaps the most serious and stubborn persistence I can give you, and you don't need to give me any answers.
Saturday, September 10, 2005, Rainy day:
Ah Xin, do you know? I just want you to know this. I still insist on liking you, this habit, just to let you know that in you, I don't want to leave any regrets.
Just want you to know that I really like you, I like you very much, I like you very much,
Ah Xin, you bastard. I've said everything you need to say, if you don't like me, if you see me in the future, you don't see me, but don't ignore me, okay! Because as long as you are by my side, it's good, and it's very reassuring.
If you like me, be my boyfriend, okay! I'm so special, I like you, and I even love you.
I don't know when I fell in love with you, maybe inadvertently, unconsciously, fell in love with you!
Falling in love with someone, you really don't need a reason, love is love, I won't hide my love for you, I can't do it!