Zhang Luqi's abrupt memories did not cause any blank for Ye Jing, who was an observer, because she also knew a little about what happened afterward, and combined with the previous narrative of the senior sister, Ye Jing could roughly understand what was going on between her and Senior Li Ming.

As Senior Li Ming said, Zhou Jinyun needs a miracle that can be seen, and creating a miracle requires far more than just hard work. It's just that maybe the senior didn't think that the moment he decided to do something in the game, the miracle itself had lost its meaning.

Ye Jing couldn't help but guess that Li Ming would definitely say that.

However, this lie was finally discovered by Zhang Luqi herself, which is not difficult to understand, as a player, I must be very clear about my own strength, and any disobedience in the process cannot escape her eyes. However, if through this result, Ye Jing had to think that the person who didn't believe in this miracle the most, and always doubted whether it could appear, might not be someone else, it was Zhang Luqi herself.

"The result...... Miracles are really pitiful......" Zhang Luqi looked up at the blue sky, as if she was talking to Ye Jing, and as if she was talking to herself, "Later, I also found out through various channels that Yun'er's surgery actually has a great risk, so that except for Miao Wenqi's stunned youth, no hospital dares to undertake it." ”

Zhang Luqi sighed softly and looked at Ye Jing with a sideways face: "Whenever I think about it, I feel a little glad that Yun'er gave up the operation at that time. It's just that if you take this as a premise, you always feel that what you did before has become meaningless, and you are a little unwilling......"

Ye Jing smiled helplessly and agreed, indeed, if in the end maintaining the status quo is the rule that has to be followed, then any attempt to fight for it, as well as resist, will look like a futile attempt to go against the grain afterwards. Sometimes, hoping for a miracle is a ridiculous thing in itself.

Just like Zhou Jinyun said not long ago, many things are destined, fate is like a pair of invisible hands, while you think you have the hope to change the future, but in fact you are still pushed by it to move forward on the established route.

"But......" Ye Jing suddenly thought, "Since the matter has passed, why are you still staying in the track and field club, senior sister?"

Zhang Luqi, who was asked about her heart, smiled bitterly: "Probably I'm angry......"

"Huh?" Ye Jing frowned inexplicably, "Are you saying you haven't given up yet?"

Zhang Luqi smiled and shook her head: "No, I just don't want to admit that I was wrong......"

Ye Jing showed an even more puzzled expression.

"Li Ming......" Zhang Luqi sighed, "He was always right, although I fell out with him because of this incident at the time, but now it seems that I am afraid I have to admit that it is indeed because of my willfulness and unpracticality that it has affected the ...... of the community."

"Although the results of that friendly match are not recorded in the official file, but the fraud is a fraud after all, although Li Ming didn't tell me, but I know that the student union has made a lot of trouble for him......" Zhang Luqi lost her voice, as if her throat was blocked by something, "He said that he planned this thing, and he couldn't complain about others' ......"

Ye Jing couldn't help but sigh, Li Mingdao, who seemed to be quite unreasonable, also had a husband who was blamed and shouldered by himself.

Although Ye Jing didn't speak at this moment, the expression on her face was clearly asking: "Since Li Ming is so righteous, why did you bother to leave the club, or rather, leave the senior?"

Zhang Luqi glanced at Ye Jing, and had no intention of hiding it: "I just hate him for always being right......"

"Huh?"

"It's not against him, it's ......" Zhang Luqi said, stretching fiercely, as if trying to blur what she was saying through the tight vocal cords that stretched out, but the effect was not so significant, Ye Jing still heard her words clearly, "It's that kind of ...... That fateful reality, that cold feeling, I hated it immensely, but I had to admit that it was correct...... That feels...... It felt like being knocked down again and again, ridiculed, but powerless to resist, and maybe occasionally there was a glimmer of hope that I could overcome it, but the result was just more pain for myself...... I was just...... I don't understand ......."

In just a few minutes of melancholy, Ye Jing seemed to be able to feel the doubts and unwillingness under Senior Sister Zhang Luqi's cheerful appearance. Because until now, Ye Jing herself has experienced such torture from time to time. Even if the whole world says that you are wrong, even if sometimes even you yourself believe that you are pursuing an impossible result, when all the entanglements and tribulations are finally brought to the original point, what is left is often just two simple choices: 'yes' or 'no'.

In most cases, many people have already chosen one of the answers.

But ...... exactly? Is the answer they told me true?

So I began to look for the answer on my own, accompanied by the pain of thorns, but I was willing, because I was confident that in the long life, every injury, every pain, would become a streetlight to guide the answer that I was looking forward to.

"But if I'm wrong in the end, can I do it all over again?"

"Uh, what did you say?"

"Huh? no...... It's nothing ......" Ye Jing panicked, and hurriedly tried her best to hide her aphasia just now.

Fortunately, Zhang Luqi, who was talking about the past, was also in a very complicated mood at this time, and she had no time to explore what Ye Jing's words meant.

"It's not early, let's go back?" Zhang Luqi suggested a little tiredly, pointing to the straight cement road in front of him.

If life is also a straight road, right and wrong are clear at a glance.

There is no such thing as a free lunch, and every harvest has been engraved into our genes since the existence of human beings, and even before you know what you want to harvest, you have begun to work on it habitually. There is no turning back when you open the bow, especially when you are pursuing something different from most people, everything is so ridiculous in the eyes of others, and even more, once upon a time, would you also laugh at yourself in the mirror?

Can't laugh...... Because at the end of the straight road of destiny, it is the last thing Zhang Luqi wants to see! Under the torture of the accumulation of diseases, even the closest people around him have given up, and from the moment they begin to see you as a burden, when the day of farewell comes, it will naturally ...... Will break up with a laugh......

Zhang Luqi gritted her teeth, patted the dust off her body, and still convinced herself that the answer you said was wrong.

Ye Jing looked at the back of the senior sister who was walking in front, and followed suit: "Wait for me~~......

After a long-distance run in the morning, Ye Jing was somewhat physically exhausted, so much so that she had to lie on her desk to listen to the class all day, and tried her best to use all positions to put her sore, soft and stiff legs high, and enjoy a moment of comfort.

Liu Lian glanced at her: "I know why you don't wear a skirt all the time......"

"Huh?" Ye Jing snorted in his heart, as if he had been thrown into a brick.

"Look at how many postures do you have to change for this leg to listen to the lesson, if you wear a skirt, you can't walk naked?"

Ye Jing sighed and straightened her sitting posture: "That's because I was tired from running with my senior sister in the morning, and now I'm still shivering......"

"It's not that you're going to go by yourself...... Liu Lian pouted angrily, because she inevitably had to take a bath after running, and Liu Lian, a good child who has always regarded the class bell as a lifeline, had to go out alone first, and it was like eating her senior sister's vinegar at this time.

However, Liu Lian was always cool for a few seconds, and she couldn't help but talk to Ye Jing. I saw that she quickly glanced at the teacher in front of the podium, and made sure that he was reading the lecture notes with his head down, and when he would not pay attention to the students for a while, she turned her head and continued to break her mouth with Ye Jing with peace of mind.

"Hey, Ye Jing, tell you something~~" Liu Lian pushed Ye Jing, who was sitting next to her.

"What?"

"Speaking of running, Sister Luqi is about to compete, do you think ......" Liu Lian sniffed, "That because of the delicate relationship between Senior Li Ming and her, I want to support in the name of the idol club......"

"Why do you want an idol club?" Ye Jing couldn't help but interrupt, "Aren't we going by ourselves?"

"Oh, if it's an idol event, if there's any expense, you can go through the funding process~~"

Ye Jing broke out in a cold sweat, you are really doing financial material.

"Do you think seniors will agree?" asked Liu Lian.

Ye Jing's mind couldn't help but think of what she had said to her senior sister in the morning: "Don't worry, you just have to tell the senior, he is not such a stingy person......"

"Yeh?" Liu Lian couldn't help but feel a little surprised, "Why did you say good things for him?"

"Is there one?" Ye Jing shrugged indifferently, and glanced at the podium with the corner of his eye, "Shh~ The teacher's handouts are finished, be quiet......"