Memories of Youth (3)

Reading is always the most enjoyable!

It is also the fastest ever, as if taking a time shuttle machine, and suddenly stepping into society.

Often when we fantasize about the holidays, we can only lie on the table, boringly imagining over and over again how to spend the weekend to be meaningful.

However, whenever we have a holiday, we can't help but feel that it is not as interesting as class.

People always spend time in contradictions!

Let's talk about my memories with Ting!

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In the second year of junior high school that year, Xiaofan and I unknowingly broke off contact and began to contact Ting.

It was the mid-term exam in the first semester of the second year of junior high school, and Ting and I took the same class exam, because whether it was a monthly exam or a mid-term exam, our school was a mixed exam for students from the first and second years of junior high school.

In the third year of junior high school, I will take the exam with the students in the first year of high school, and so on.

The study of the third year of high school can be said to be the top priority, so usually do not dare to cheat, with a few exceptions.

I remember that morning it was half past eight o'clock, and I slept until eight o'clock before waking up, my eyes slightly squinted.

Serious brushing of teeth and washing of face, as a macho boy of CN, love cleanliness is the first point.

With half a bun in his mouth, he walked to the school gate sluggishly.

The open school gate was like a demon running out of hell, and I reluctantly stepped into the campus.

Fuck it!

As always, the iron gate, can't you be creative?

I was very dissatisfied with the thought that it was said that the previous principal was arrested and imprisoned for corruption, no wonder the style of the iron gate was ancient, reluctant to refresh, and the feelings were out of funds.

Bypassing the teaching building of the third year of junior high school, I walked slowly towards the examination area in the northwest.

……

As soon as I entered the door, good guys, one by one, sat up straight, and pretended to be holding a book and reviewing.

It is said that the environment affects people, which makes Lao Tzu a lot nervous!

Suddenly, I wanted to see the familiar back, with a sweet fragrance.

Is that her?

Isn't that idiot? I stared at her back across a table.

Why did you take the exam in the same room as me?

"Ting?"

She smiled at me and turned her head.

Why do I feel weird? Is it a polite smile? Or is it a smile with a deep meaning?

I patted myself on the cheek...... What the hell am I thinking!

She's a woman with a boyfriend!

The time for the exam is getting closer and closer, but I can't help but read the book, my mind is full of Ting's back, and the fragrance of the girl that wafts in the air.

Okay, I'll admit it's a bit dirty!

After thinking about it, I finally patted the boy sitting between me and Ting on the shoulder like a hooligan.

"You go sit in the back!"

It was a boy in the first year of junior high school who knew me, but he asked me with some worry, "What if the teacher finds out?"

I propped my domineering hands on the table and said, "You won't say that Lao Tzu forced you!"

"Does he believe it?"

"you old, do you want to change it?"

The movement behind Ting couldn't hide her, Ting covered her mouth and snickered, watching our every move.

When I finally sat down in Ting's seat, I smiled a little, patted her on the back, and said, "What about your boyfriend? Why didn't you sit with him?"

There was a sourness in my tone, an inexplicable sourness.

"I don't have a boyfriend, I broke up!"

Ting was as cold as a stone sinking into a well, very cold...... Then she lay down on the table, her chin on the back of her hand, and drew with a ballpoint pen, did she think she was a zombie leader?

The atmosphere is a bit chilly!

Thinking about the topic, I put the book ready, propped my chin, tapped the girl's back, and said disapprerovingly, "Hey, idiot, why are you in the same exam as me?"

She seemed to be dissatisfied with my greetings and told me in a very serious manner.

"Why can't I be in the same exam as you?"

I was suddenly speechless, and a sense of silence filled my heart.

"No, why are you taking the exam in the same room as me!"

Instead, Ting questioned me, and I habitually touched my nose because of embarrassment.

I thought to myself, how can I, a big man, let a woman ask to the point where she has nothing to say.

"The teacher arranged it, if you don't accept it, go to the teacher to change the room. ”

I played with my brazenness, and said as if I was a fool.

"Shameless!"

The little girl glared at me and turned her head in anger.

I patted her again and said with a smile, "How about being my girlfriend?"

To be honest, I was really blank in my mind at that moment.

Ting turned her head and opened her eyes wide, as if she wanted to see through how much was true behind my smile.

……

At that time, the seating arrangement was very peculiar, either the first junior high school student on the left, or the second junior high school student on the right, or the second junior high school student on the left, and the first junior high school student on the right.

Ting's voice is different from Xiaofan, thin, soft, like a piece of marshmallow, every word and syllable she speaks can be crispy into my heart.

Make it tremble!

Have you ever heard the voice of Xiaocang in LOL?

Don't get me wrong, it's not ***, it's a female anchor who does LOL videos!

When I was a student, every time I watched the video, this woman's voice always gave me goosebumps, as if it could make me crispy.

I remember that she played with Timo Assist, so good at a girl's house, playing with an Assist turned out to be a fucking supergod!

I almost merged it into one of the world's top 10 unsolved mysteries.

……

After a stressful and comfortable day of exams, I was lying on my dorm room bed playing with my phone.

Originally, I was watching Chen Dong's "Tomb of the Gods", but then I really didn't have the heart, because Ting told me in the morning and told me the answer later.

And I, naturally, got her mobile phone number!

I'm anxious, and if I decide what is good, I'll do it even if I break my head.

Resisting his impulsive temperament, the mobile phone screen was always on until more than nine o'clock in the evening, and there was still no movement on Ting's news.

(Now that I think about it, women are reserved and feel that they should be cautious about having boyfriends, while men are generally keen to have a final word.) )

A 'jingle bell' broke the silence of the dormitory, and a text message came in.

The call alert shows Ting, and she sent a text message.

"I can promise to be your girlfriend. ”

My pupils dilate, and I was careful and clear.

The adrenal glands rose sharply, and a thrill from the bottom of the heart exploded in the chest.

I excitedly replied, "So we're boyfriend and girlfriend?"

In the face of Ting's reply, I believed it, but a feeling of gain and loss spread, so much so that I made something that still feels stupid.

I waited for a long time and didn't follow, and I fell asleep.

……

When I woke up the next day, I rushed to school.

It only took one day, and the whole year, including the first year of junior high school, knew that Xiuting and I were in love.

My love came suddenly, like a raging wave.

It's only one day, and the reason is simple.

Each class lasts 40 minutes, and once class is over, I will run to her class for 10 minutes between classes and wait for her to come out and talk to me at the door of the classroom.

Her Chinese teacher and Duan Chang always look at me with strange eyes, but I'm not worried that they know that I'm with Xiuting!

(This is the case with the so-called youthful frivolity, that is, from that time on, the distance between me and Xiaofan has increased sharply, until we can't see each other.) )

Xiuting would use recess time to talk to me every day, which was very awkward and unnatural at first.

My feet felt like they were pinched, and I wanted to run in and kiss directly.

I can't imagine how I endured her like this back then.

(Now that I think about it, that's what it's like to be in love!)

Since then, I have found that Xiao Fan's attitude towards me has begun to be unusual, and I am afraid that after we meet, I can only call it a reluctant smile.

(After many years, looking back on the past, the familiarity between me and Xiaofan gradually became unfamiliar, I'm afraid it was me and Ting together!)

Or maybe it's my narcissistic hallucinations!

……

Every day after school, it is natural to follow Ting and ride a bicycle home for dinner.

The only way she had to go home would pass by my door, and I just happened to prevaricate on the grounds that 'my mother told me to come home for dinner'.

So much so that my thoughts are all on Ting every day, their class is slower to get out of school, I just wait for her, and she will wait for me after school first.

I've heard such a sentence before, the country is picturesque, and the beauty is like Jiaojiao, which has led countless heroes to bend their waists.

(Once upon a time, I thought this kind of thing couldn't happen to me, but I found out I was wrong, and I enjoyed the emotion.) )

Life at that time changed dramatically, and it became a habit over time.

I'm used to having her around every day, I'm used to going home with her, and I'm used to her days, I miss her.

……

I remember calling her one night and I asked her if she missed me.

She didn't answer!

Later, I cried inexplicably, and I couldn't see a woman cry the most.

I'm also afraid to play with women because I can't eat and walk around.

It has been said that wiping a gun is also misfired.

……

That night, she cried on the phone for an hour.

The emotions that were high because she answered the phone turned out to be low, distressed and worried about her.

It wasn't until I asked for several days that I was told that it was because of my ex-boyfriend!

This can't help but remind me of the movie 'Ex Raiders' I watched a few days ago.

An outdated ex-boyfriend, I can't even compare to a current one.

This annoyed me, so I decided to visit her home this week.

Well, I admit it!

Out of concern for her situation, I ended up finding a female classmate to accompany me.

……

"That, Abel, I'm here to find your Xiuting!"

A chubby old man with white hair was Xiuting's grandfather, and he was sitting at the door.

"Ah, my Jiating, she's upstairs, go up and find her yourself!"

When I arrived at the scene, I hesitated.

Although I was planning to visit her, I began to hold back a little when I arrived at the scene.

This psychological reaction is very strange!

I remember that I only walked to the staircase of her house at that time, and it happened that Ting went downstairs.

Seeing the surprise on her face, my little mind was satisfied, and I smiled happily.

She looked a little flustered and told her grandfather that she wanted to go out with us.

Her grandfather was probably old, and he watched us leave happily.

"Why did you come to my house, you are going to scare me to death. ”

Ting was worried, afraid that my actions would anger her family.

"Can't I come?"

I restrained my smile and asked dissatisfied.

"What did you come to me for?"

Ting had an attitude of wanting me to leave quickly, and I didn't have too much association at the time.

"What's the matter with your ex-boyfriend?

I asked with some fire.

Ting kept silent and was silent for a long time.

I had no choice but to threaten her: "If you don't tell me honestly, I'll go to your grandfather and make it clear." ”

In a hurry, she told me that the boy named Hongpeng knew her family.

When they broke up and broke off contact, he never came to Ting's house, but a few days ago he suddenly came to her and said that he wanted to get back together.

But that boy never expected Lao Tzu to start so quickly, so Ting was naturally very entangled.

She's struggling with one thing, one very simple thing.

Who should she be good with!

(This question bothers many men and women, what should I do if my ex comes?) )

got a positive answer, Ting's entanglement in my eyes.

I was very sad to leave with my classmate, and Ting's entanglement and reaction made me have a bad premonition in my heart.

I just walked away in a gray way, and I didn't let out a single fart, I felt so wronged.

But my heart reminds me that I was the one who tore up the love letter she gave me.

I blame myself, if I knew that I would soak her in the future, I would have torn up your uncle's love letter in the first place!

Well, I don't know whose cooked duck it is!

I can't clearly explain my emotions back then, it's really mixed.

Time back to Monday.

I kept telling myself at the time that men should be generous, and they couldn't always worry about their mother-in-law and mother-in-law, just like a woman.

So I endured the anger and went to class with her every day, after school, and when I went home.

At that time, I had a very inexplicable feeling, love is like a poison, at first many people refused to take it, when we saw the men and women who took the poison, all kinds of affection and all kinds of shows, in envy, embarked on the old road.

Once consumed, the flavors are mixed.

It doesn't matter before, I don't care which way she takes when she gets out of school, whether she pays attention to safety when crossing the street, whether she plays with her phone when she eats, or whether she covers herself with a quilt when she sleeps.

But once she soaked it, she was always inexplicably worried that something would happen to her.

Damn, sure enough!

On the weekend, I went back to my hometown, and she really had an accident!

……

That night, a brother she secretly met in high school called me to tell me that he was coming to my hometown to find me.

For Ting's sake, I sincerely invited him to come, at most for a treat.

But how did I know that Ting would come with them, if I had known at that time, I would definitely not let him go to Zaiting to find me.

Because that night, the three of them fell into the shrimp pond together.

That large area is a shrimp pond area, and the shrimp pond is four to five meters above the ground.

It was winter, and the three of them were just around a corner at a 90-degree turn.

Because he didn't drive well, they all fell into the shrimp pond.

I don't know why I've waited so long and people haven't arrived.

If it weren't for Wei Cheng, a classmate of the same year, who called me to inform me that something had happened to Ting, I would still be kept in the dark.

I asked him if it was serious, and he said it was okay.

Your grandfather is a grandmother, what is the concept of okay?

It's okay to be alive with a broken foot, it's okay to be okay if your arm is injured, which one are you okay?

I hung up directly, and when I called Ting, she was already home.

In a nervous tone, she asked where she was hurt?

She told me that it was okay, and I was already very uneasy, and yelled, "You know where the you hurt, and you know it yourself, so ask your parents to take you to the hospital for a look!"

She was very stubborn, and I realized that getting angry would not solve the root of the problem.

I started talking to her softly, comforting her, telling her to go to the hospital for a check-up, but she still refused.

I was anxious, my anger gradually rose, and I scolded: "you, what should you do if there is any problem in your body that has not been solved? ”

Her stubborn temper really convinced me, I was angry at the time, and replied coldly: "The body is yours, love or not, Lao Tzu can't care!"

After I hung up the phone, I thought about it for more than ten minutes, but I was still not at ease.

So he called Jinsheng, Jinsheng answered the phone, and after listening to what I said, he asked me if there was anything I could do to help?

I was in a hurry and immediately said, "Immediately ride to Ting's house to wake up her parents and ask them to take her to the hospital for a check-up." ”

Jin Sheng is indeed a friend, ten minutes later he called me out of breath to tell me that he had woken up Ting's parents and checked it, and Ting was fine!

My whole heart relaxed.

In the second week, Xiuting took a leave of absence and did not come to class.

I wasn't worried, I didn't do anything, I didn't know what else I could do.

Afterwards, I wondered if Ting hated me from that incident, she didn't understand my actions, and I was genuinely worried about her body.

Perhaps, the later breakup was also based on this incident, I don't understand, and I haven't asked in person.

Now that Ting is married to a wife, I don't even dare to see her except for sighs and blessings.