Especially in schools, the performance of students is particularly obvious. Speaking of which, Su Xiaocan has good academic performance, is still a good talker, often smiles, and has slightly curved apricot eyes, and can be regarded as a little beauty with excellent character and learning, not as delicate and beautiful as Bai Manwen, and should not be unknown.

It's a pity that none of the teachers and students in the school will like her, because in their eyes, the school flowers and class flowers can be picked at will, and the queen can only surrender.

Such Su Xiaocan, among her peers and in the eyes of the people around her, is like a dazzling luminous body, which can only be viewed from a distance and cannot be blasphemed.

Fang Pingya saw that her son liked such a girl, and now she was suppressed like a little follower, and when she grew up in the future, Su Xiaocan became even more powerful, not to mention whether her son's self-esteem would be frustrated, if he had seen such an excellent girl, could he look at other people again.

Let's just say that Su Xiaocan's future life is high, and when he comes into contact with someone who is better than Cui Yimo, it is a question whether he can look at him again and think of him.

This is destined to be a difficult road to love with no future, and she really doesn't want her son to be so young and start accepting it.

Now it's broken, the age is still young, and the temperament is uncertain, maybe I can think about it slowly, and when I grow up, there is no intersection between them, and I will see it.

The old saying is true: long pain is better than short pain.

Fang Pingya was also thinking about how to convince Cui Yimo without hurting his self-esteem and feelings.

It's been a few days since I thought about it, and I haven't had a good idea.

In the past few days, every day when she looks at Su Xiaocan who is unhappy, she takes out her anger with her son and arouses people, just like calling slaves, she, as a mother, only gritted her teeth when she looked distressed.

No, although he didn't think about how to say it, he still called Cui Yimo out.

At this moment, she started to start, but Cui Yimo was still silent, did not answer, and became sad for no reason.

Fang Pingya looked at her younger son who was getting better and better in front of her, blinked her slightly sour eyes, and suddenly remembered the past that had been sealed for a long time.

"Yimo, Mom will tell you the story of my youth today!

I have never said these words, even your father and brother.

Actually, when I was young, I had a boyfriend, but that person was not your father, and at that time, I didn't know your father.

That man was very good, his parents were from Kyoto, and at that time, as you know, his parents went to the countryside with intellectuals and went to Yuangu City together.

Later, his parents returned to their hometown and returned to the city, and left.

He was working in a ravine in the most remote remote mountain town of our Yuangu City, and because of the special situation, he didn't go together, and the host was near your uncle's house at that time.

Don't look at him working in the ravine, it's a golden job that no one else dares to imagine.

You are still young, you have not heard of it, in the ravine of Yuanshan Town, there used to be a banknote printing factory that is said to be of a large scale.

The workers there were well paid, the work was not heavy, and the whole family of the man was from Kyoto, and he was handsome, tall and kind, and the little girls in the village secretly liked him. Whoever said one more word to him would be envied for a long time.

There are also matchmakers from other villages and cities who have introduced him to objects.

However, he told the outside world that his parents wanted him to return to Kyoto, so he couldn't ruin a girl rashly at this time.

In private, he told me that his parents were very open-minded, and as long as they saw me, they would definitely agree to the relationship between the two of us, and now, we are waiting for me to grow up soon and reach the age of marriage.

In this way, we have been quietly dating for more than two years, and seeing that I am about to reach my twentieth birthday, there is an accident.

The banknote printing factory suddenly had to be relocated, not simply from the ravine to the city, but directly to the outskirts of Kyoto, and all the workers voluntarily chose to stay.

The man must have gone back to Kyoto, that was his home, his family was there, he didn't belong to Yuangu City, or he never belonged to our small remote county town.

The two of us are dreaming of a bright future, and we just think that life will get better day by day.

However, fate always likes to play jokes with people.

On the day we agreed to take the train together, I was locked in my house. It's not that I don't want to run, it's not that I don't want to make trouble, it's that my heart is dead.

My mother, my own mother, your own grandmother, and your father, uncle, and aunt, all knelt in front of me and begged me not to go.

It turned out that when we didn't know it, the person's parents quietly found your grandmother and made a deal with them: I won't go to Beijing, and I will take the initiative to cut off relations with their son, so I will arrange a job for your uncle, and now it is temporary, as long as I get married, I will be turned into a regular immediately.

Your grandmother told me: "Son, we are not capable of being parents, we are just ordinary old farmers, and we have no choice. Now that your brother has hopefully become a regular worker, and he will have a future interest, he will definitely repay your great kindness.

In this way, I was locked up at home for two months, and I didn't wait for the man to come, so in a hurry, I arranged for your grandmother and grandfather to marry your father.

Life can always smooth everything.

At that time, I wanted to die or live, and I didn't even have the heart to live, and if I hadn't been pregnant with your brother, I might have died a long time ago.

But, you see, now, your father and I have your brother, and with you, haven't we lived half our lives in harmony?

So, Yimo, if possible, Mom doesn't want you to go through Mom's pain back then.

Do you understand?"

The two didn't know when, but they had already walked to the river. At this time, there was still a stinky ditch in the Jin River, the roadside was full of barren grass, the water in the river was very shallow, and corn and other grains were grown.

The two of them sat on a large rock, looking at the small river that was only one or twenty centimeters wide flowing in the river, blowing the warm breeze of early summer, with starry sky above their heads, and the chirping of crickets all around.

The two were silent for a long time.

Cui Yimo breathed a long sigh of relief and said calmly: "Mom, I know what you have to say, and I also understand that this road will be very difficult, but I am not afraid, and I will not back down."

Mom, don't worry, I understand your worries.

It's not been a day or two since I was at the same table with Xiaocan, I don't know what her mind is, but I have never regretted liking her as a person.

Because of Xiaocan's excellence, I work so hard and hard.

Because I know the gap between the two, I don't dare to have the slightest slack and hesitation.

If I breathe a sigh of relief now, I can make my life easier, but what will I lose? Perhaps, it is the spiritual pillar of my life, the dream of my life, and my whole heart.

I'm not reconciled, I don't want to give up just like that. ”