Chapter 237: If you can't give up, just hold on
"Yimo, why do you bother, knowing that the future of the two of them is slim, why don't you know to give up?" Fang Pingya frowned and asked worriedly.
"Mom, you have also liked someone, you should understand this feeling, for the sake of the other party, you can try to change, but chase the other person's footsteps. On this road, in fact, isn't chasing people a process of self-improvement?"
Cui Yimo's slightly immature face was full of fortitude and determination, such a son was something Fang Pingya had never seen, or rather, she had never paid good attention to her two sons. For a moment, she was a little dumbfounded, and she didn't know what to say.
Cui Yimo slowly calmed down, her eyes became clearer, and she had bright eyes on her very energetic little face, and the brilliance inside was so dazzling that people couldn't look at it directly.
"Mom, actually, have you ever thought that if you find an excellent person to like, you will become excellent?
For example, I'm not saying that my dad is bad or not good, but obviously in your mind, not as good as that person, right?
If you followed that person to Kyoto, would you ever think about what you would be like now, or would you still be like this all day long, and your daily life would be as silent as a pool of stagnant water?"
Cui Yimo looked at Fang Pingya, who had changed her face, turned her gaze, looked at the wide river, and silently said sorry to her honest father in her heart, before continuing: "Mom, let me tell you the truth, at the beginning, when my master wanted to take me as an apprentice, I didn't agree to it immediately, and I thought he was a big liar who fooled people.
However, watching Xiaocan get the first place in the grade and realize that the gap between myself and her was a world of difference, my heart struggled for a long time.
I thought at the time, no matter who it is, as long as I make myself good and stronger, I am willing to do whatever I want to do and how much hardship I have to endure.
That's why I turned around, turned back to the master, and took the initiative to worship him as a teacher.
As it turns out, my decision, at least for now, was right.
From Master, I have found my strengths and am willing to continue to extend my talents infinitely and make myself better.
Mom, Xiaocan continues to grow, but I am also constantly working hard.
Have you seen your son's efforts and the results of my efforts?"
I see it!
Fang Pingya wanted to tell Cui Yimo this answer that she was proud of, but when she said this, didn't it mean that she had compromised?
Fang Pingya tried to continue to persuade Cui Yimo to change her mind, but she had to say against her will: "Yimo, how old are you now?
Your so-called grades are just a little better in academic performance and a higher level in martial arts, but what about the rest?
You look at Xiaocan, parents have to have the ability to do things, they want money and money, and their family will become millionaires in five or ten years, if they run well.
What about Xiao Can, at such a young age, she can command these powerful soldiers, start her own company, and when she grows up, she will definitely be no worse than her parents.
However, look at our family, your father is a worker in a fertilizer factory, the salary is limited, I am still working around, your brother and you are still studying, and our family is now using your light, and the pressure of life is barely relaxed.
But, what about five or ten years from now? What will we get with that little money? Your brother and you have grown up, and we may not be able to make up the money for the bride price and the daughter-in-law.
With such family conditions as ours, if it weren't for your coincidence and familiarity with Xiaocan's family, how could you climb to the top of others? Maybe, you won't have any intersection in the three years of junior high school.
Your fate with her is so far-fetched, and the relationship between you will be worn by time and the world until there is nothing left in the end. ”
A trace of pain flashed in Cui Yimo's eyes, Fang Pingya's words were not wrong at all, it was this reality that had become a thousand pounds of heavy stone that could never be moved away from his heart, and it could crush him at any time.
Even so, so what?
Can he just give up this relationship? He has given so much and worked so hard for so long that they have finally come to this point.
A trace of his timidity will make their relationship like walking on thin ice go away with the wind.
In less than a year, he and Su Xiaocan have gotten along with each other, like a movie, flashing in their minds one by one.
He didn't know why he was so obsessed with this relationship, obviously two people who had no intersection at the beginning, because of an accident, they slowly began to get to know each other.
However, he always had a feeling, as if he and Su Xiaocan had known each other in their previous lives and had fallen in love, and there was no estrangement between the two of them, as if they knew each other for the sake of mutual understanding.
Often each other's expressions, movements, and glances can understand each other's minds, and words are not needed, but words are better than words.
This kind of heart-to-heart fit, although he is small and has not experienced much, he also understands that in this life, if he misses Su Xiaocan, his life will be so bleak and numb.
She was the cinnabar mole in his heart, which could never be erased.
Since Su Xiaocan is so important to him, what was he hesitating about before?
If you can't give it up, just hold on to it.
Cui Yimo clenched his fists, sat up straight, and was more resolute than before, and after the silence, he finally broke out.
"Mom, it's man-made. The conditions of our family are not good enough, but that doesn't justify us not trying.
Xiao Can's family used to be just average, but now, you see, their whole family is working together, so there is today's situation.
Why can't our family?
We can now have this money and make our lives easier. Who can guarantee that you and my father, me and my brother will not change the fate of the whole family one day in the future?
Even if my thoughts are too optimistic, even if such hope is too slim, I am willing to work hard for the belief in my heart.
So, Mom, please support me, okay?"
Fang Pingya let out a long sigh, she had also liked someone, and she had secretly sworn that if her child faced such a situation one day, she would definitely not become the executioner of that relationship.
Now, this kind of thing has really happened, even if her original intention is for Cui Yimo's good, but, when the child is older and has her own ideas, what if they let them toss it?!
Perhaps, this will be an opportunity for their family to change?!
"Whatever you want, as long as you don't turn around and cry to me in the future!"