Chapter 49: Is This How I Am in Your Heart?

At the end of the love trip, Shen Yufei and Xu Xinrui sent Gu Xi to Yu Zimo's father's hospital, and Yu Zimo had already arranged everything there. Lin Shu, www.biquge.info the pen "Fun" Pavilion, returned to the left-behind children's hospital to pack up her and Gu Xi's things, and then deal with some follow-up things for the event.

When everyone was about to go back to school, Lin Shu met Ge Yi head-on. She didn't stop and walked straight to the car, and was about to follow the other classmates to get into the car, when Ge Yi pulled her down.

"Ge Yi, you let go of me. Lin Shu wanted to break free of him, but he never broke free.

Ge Yi ignored Lin Shu and just stuffed her into his car. Lin Shu was silent all the way, and the scenery on the side of the road flashed again and again, and she thought a lot. She once thought that Ge Yi was domineering and indifferent, but she would not be ruthless. Because she could feel his occasional tenderness. But his resoluteness that night made him completely admit defeat, and his indifference was something that could not be saved.

"That night", Ge Yi didn't know how to speak, but wanted to explain to her clearly, "I just want you to leave quickly." ”

"Yes, what does it matter to you whether other people live or die, how can I bother you. ”

"Is this how I am in your heart?"

"Isn't it?"

Ge Yi braked suddenly, Lin Shu was shaken a little nauseous, and he was busy going to see Gu Xi in the morning, and he forgot to eat breakfast.

Ge Yi's tone was filled with extremely suppressed anger, "Lin Shu, since I am so unbearable in your heart, then why don't you stay away from me." ”

"With your girlfriend, how can I get away? Even if I escape, I have to have a place to escape. ”

Ge Yi suddenly turned sideways, Lin Shu leaned back hard, and the whole person was stuck in the passenger seat. Ge Yi approached again and again, making Lin Shu uncomfortable. She looked at Ge Yi with anger in her eyes as if she was going to burn her.

"Since you know that you are my girlfriend, you should stay away from Xu Xinrui. ”

"As you said, our relationship is just a gamble, and I'm not obligated to play reality shows with you. So, we're just in name only, can't we just put on a show?"

Ge Yi's anger slowly faded, and he sat back in his place, the temperature in the car dropped sharply, making people feel cold.

"It's a good sentence in name only, so please be serious in the future. ”

"It's a pity that I'm not interested in playing with you, and at the moment when you don't save Xiaoxi, I can't even play with you on the spot. Lin Shu looked out the window, the leaves of the poplar trees along the way had begun to fall, is autumn coming? Ge Yi, the boy who would jump off the cliff with him without hesitation, the boy who was as cold as ice on the surface but still helped him move things, the boy who was lonely under the night sky, the boy who was downstairs in the dormitory, wearing a white shirt and being as clean as the silver moonlight. But at the moment when his classmates' lives were in crisis, he chose to avoid everything with a cold heart. The moment she stood outside the door and was very helpless, she was completely dead to him, he was just a cold and loveless person, and there was only profit left in his life.

But in the end, she wasn't admitted to the hospital. ”

"Yes, if it weren't for Xin Rui and Senior Yu Fei to send Gu Xi to the hospital, I don't think I would even be able to sit in the same car with you now. ”

Xu Xinrui? Ge Yi stopped talking and continued to drive, since she thought so, it was okay, anyway, it was just a game.

After returning to school, Lan Qianqian and Li Xiang did not come back, and Lin Shu was the only one in the dormitory. After inquiring with Xu Xinrui about the address of Yu Zimo's father's hospital, Lin Shu went to the hospital to see Gu Xi.

When she arrived at the hospital, she saw Shen Yufei accompanying Gu Xi and Lin Shu in the ward without disturbing, she went directly to the attending doctor to ask Gu Xi's condition. met Yu Zimo on the way, and learned that Lin Shu's attending doctor was Yu Zimo's father, so they went together.

Yu Zimo's father poured a glass of water for them, and he seemed to be a very easy person to get along with. "Since they are all Xiaomo's classmates, it's good if you call me Uncle Yu. ”

Lin Shu looked at Yu Zimo and Xiaomo with surprised eyes. This name is really classical, and it is quite incompatible with Yu Zimo.

"Hey, Lao Yu, can you not call me that in front of outsiders, it's a shame. ”

"How nice it sounds, how many Song words did your mother read at that time to give you such a name. You don't understand the art of classical literature, don't you say, Kobayashi?"

Lin Shu nodded hurriedly, it was quite interesting for her to find Yu Zimo crazy for the first time.

"You understand very well, why didn't you go to the cos comic con that my mother asked you to participate in?

"Anyway, your dad and I are a public figure, how can I appear in the public's eyes so casually, and I have to retain a sense of mystery, understand?"

Yu Zimo "cut", but he could see that the relationship with his father was not ordinarily good. Lin Shu was very envious, if his father was still there, they would be able to talk and laugh like this. And Yu Zimo was also lucky, it was the first time she saw an heir who was born in such a family and could still live the life she wanted.

"Okay, Lao Yu, Lin Shu wants to come and ask about Gu Xi's situation. ”

Yu Zimo's father's expression turned serious, different from the casual joke with Yu Zimo just now. "Regarding Gu Xi, I and the experts in the hospital have made a detailed analysis of her condition. After a few days of treatment, the situation has stabilized a lot. But....... ”

"But what?"

"Whether it is from the level of medicine at home or abroad, there is no treatment plan. All we can do is prolong her life as long as we can. ”

Lin Shu's tone was already trembling, "If, if she has a strong sense of survival, isn't it still okay? Aren't there many celebrities who have overcome the disease? Wasn't Hawking also diagnosed with no help at that time, but he still survived to the present with a strong sense of survival?"

"In medicine, this miracle theory exists, but Gu Xi's condition is relatively special. Although it is not as advanced as the town hospital has detected, the chance of a miracle in this case is almost zero. ”

"Uncle Yu, if it's the longest, the longest, how long will the creek last?"

"According to the current level of medicine in China, it is impossible to carry out relevant surgeries, and if Gu Xiken goes to the UK, the chances of success of the surgery are relatively high. But at most, that is, two years. ”

Lin Shu held back the tears in her eyes, two years is too short, if Gu Xi knew, how would she accept it.

"Xiaolin, life is often unpredictable in life, so don't be too embarrassed yourself. I will personally take responsibility for Gu Xi's illness, after all, we have some friendship with her father. The most important thing now is for Gu Xi to have confidence in himself. ”

"I know, thank you Uncle Yu, then I'll go to see Gu Xi first. ”

"Okay, let's go. ”

Yu Zimo's father looked at Lin Shu and sighed, "It's really embarrassing for her to face life and death at such a young age." ”

Yu Zimo was playing with the cup in his hand, so if this kind of life and death had already been faced at the age of fifteen, would it be more tragic.

Outside Gu Xi's ward, Lin Shu stood for a long time before entering. When she went in, she saw Gu Xi changing back into her clothes, and Shen Yufei was helping her pack some things.

"Brook, what are you doing here?"

"I feel better when I get out of the hospital, so it's time to go back to school. ”

"No, you change your clothes back immediately", this was the first time Lin Shu spoke so loudly to Gu Xi.

Gu Xi was stunned for a moment, "It really doesn't matter, I know my own situation best." Shu'er, can you help me take out the things in the closet", Lin Shu stood still and didn't move, "Are you tired, then I'll take you and sit down for a while, and it will be fine right away." ”

Lin Shu stopped Gu Xi and pushed her on the hospital bed, "Do you know that you are still a patient." Tears slid down Lin Shu's cheeks, she just really couldn't accept the fact of Gu Xi's condition.

Gu Xi sat on the bed, tears falling on the snow-white sheets. "I know, but there's only two years left, isn't it? It's because I know so much how short two years is, I don't want to spend my time on those chemotherapy treatments. ”