Chapter 410: If you don't have the heart, I'll take a break

The grain came very timely, and there was no need to worry about the problem of grain and grass in the remaining two months, Yang He breathed a sigh of relief. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Hua Jin and Ning Hao really did a good job this time, Yang He is very grateful.

After coming back, Ning Hao became more silent, Hua Jin was still the same, occasionally going to the back house of the Yang family to write with Yang Hui, or letting Yang Hui teach him to play the piano, and occasionally being met by Yang He's aunt or a concubine's child, he would also help Yang Hui teach the ignorant aunt a lesson. Hua Jin wore men's clothes in and out of the back house, and was very close to Sun and Yang Hui, and the aunt also asked Yang He to complain, but she was grounded, and Hua Jin was still blatantly walking in the front and back yards, and everyone didn't think so.

Occasionally, Hua Jin will change her clothes and give a lecture in a school behind the General's Mansion, her foundation for reading is not solid, and there are not many classics in this time and space, but fortunately, the law is clear, and reading the classics of this time and space with the children is also rewarding.

It's just that between him and Ning Hao, it seems to be a little more rusty, Ning Hao has become more and more quiet and silent, and occasionally when they get together for dinner or discuss the battle situation, by chance, Hua Jin will see Ning Hao looking at him with complicated eyes. For these, Hua Jin was only silent, she didn't know what to say, let alone how to face it.

Ning Hao knew that he shouldn't be like this, in the relationship between the two of them, he always took the initiative to express Huajin, he first moved his heart, had affection, and took the initiative to get close, but today, he found out that they had nothing at all, except for the ambiguity of seeming and not existing, there was nothing. He wanted to make Hua Jin trust himself more, and he also wanted to know what she was thinking in her heart, and he wanted to ask her if she would really disappear at any time, and what kind of feelings she had for him.

The words with Hua Cheng made him more confident in himself, but when he made all the preparations, he found that he didn't know the little woman at all, the ever-changing, at the beginning of the acquaintance, it seemed that everything could be done well, anything could be powerful, and the little woman who had never even had sorrow seemed to have many things he didn't understand, and those things were like a layer of shackles, which bound Hua Jin's heart fiercely. Even if you want to break out of the cage immediately, you will be pulled back at once.

Maybe it was because of the doubts and thoughts at the beginning, and in the following attention, I really saw the melancholy in the background of the layers of happiness, not sadness, just melancholy.

Ning Hao picked up the wine glass and drank it all, the bitterness went deep from his throat to his stomach, but it seemed to enter his heart, it was really a very uncomfortable thing to see through people's hearts, no wonder that little woman was pretending to be stupid every day, he wanted to persuade himself more, and he just regarded that little woman as before, simple, happy, intelligent, and positive, instead of seeing through the melancholy in her heart, and hesitation.

"Why are you drinking alone, together?" The innocent wine jug was placed on the table, and Ning Hao looked up at Xu Shen, as well as Hua Yu beside him.

"Did you quarrel with my sister?" Hua Cheng was even more straightforward, sat down directly, poured himself wine, and drank it all.

Ning Hao saw him drinking like this, and snatched the wine glass, "How old are you, why do you eat so much!"

"Do you care about me because you are my senior brother, or as my future brother-in-law?" Hua Cheng looked at Ning Hao.

Ning Hao covered his face and smiled bitterly, "Xiao Qi, do you want to be so straightforward." ”

"You guys are so awkward, if I don't be straightforward, I don't know how long it will take!" Hua Cheng snatched the wine glass from Ning Hao's hand, and then poured himself a full glass, "I'm eight years old, and my sister doesn't forbid me to eat and drink anymore!"

Xu Shen also sat down, "What's wrong with you, it doesn't look like anything, but it seems to be something, it really makes me confused." Xu Shen really felt that he couldn't understand such complicated feelings!

"Senior brother said, why is it awkward with my sister, my sister's personality is like this, in fact, don't look at her always looking free and easy, but it's really a very awkward character, and sometimes there are some ideas that are difficult for us to understand, but senior brother should have known it a long time ago, she is such a person. When Hua Cheng said his sister, he was also very sharp.

"It's nothing, it's my own awkwardness, in fact, there is nothing, yes, it's because there's nothing!" Ning Hao didn't know what to say.

"Yesterday, my sister wrote, and when I stamped it, I took out the seal you sent, hesitated for a moment, or changed the previous seal, senior brother, no one will stay where you are waiting for you, my sister said before, everything is a truth, and I will take a break if you have no intention. Hua Cheng drank a glass of wine and looked at Ning Hao, "My sister and I were young and lost, when we were in Lijia Village, we were not tortured to death, in order to survive, my sister was forced to suffer fifty boards, and gave up her life, so she begged to divide the family, and with some opportunities and skills, she earned some silver, and her life was slightly better, but there were still people who calculated, and my sister planned in a thousand ways to give up those messy things and come to Suzhou." Recalling the past, Hua Cheng's eyes flickered and complicated.

"You must not imagine how careful my sister is in Lijia Village, she can write such good poems and have such good words, but she is pulled out to compete, and she can only write with her left hand, and she doesn't dare to be paid too much attention, she is careful to nest in a small yard, and she doesn't dare to make mistakes, when we leave there, I am really happy, because I finally see my sister smile sincerely. Hua Cheng seemed to think of her sister's smile, and also smiled, "Even if it seems to you that my sister is really not in line with etiquette, and it is not what our ladies in Yan Kingdom should be, but I am very happy because she is being herself." ”

In the end, Hua Cheng looked at Ning Hao, "Sister will not pour out when she has difficulties and bitterness, she is used to supporting everything, helping me to support me, helping the whole family to support, everyone believes that she is a god, she can do anything well, she can do anything." But in fact, she will also be tired, vulnerable, and cowardly, she never sheds tears, it doesn't mean that she never cries, she has been hurt too much, so she doesn't dare to give and believe easily, but this is my sister!"

"It stands to reason that the ugliness of the family should not be publicized, but our brothers are also a family, and I don't mind telling you about these disgusting ugly things, Ning Yachuan, let me tell you, if you don't give everything, even if you fail, you don't hesitate to have the courage, just give up, really, my sister may only be like this for the rest of her life, behind the seemingly warm is scarred, and she is a person who will feel cold even in the warmest place. Hua Yu was really polite, and directly called Ning Hao's name.

I'm afraid that even Hua Jin doesn't know, unconsciously, her younger brother has matured to such a point, even if she hides all her true emotions, Hua Cheng still sees Hua Jin's true heart.