Xu Shen heard Hua Cheng talk about the past, and he was also a little incredulous, thinking about it carefully, although they were in the same faction, often reading together, taking classes together, eating and playing games, composing poems and paintings, playing the piano and practicing swords, but they never heard Hua Jin's sisters and brothers talk about their experiences, except for knowing that their fathers and mothers had passed away, they didn't know anything. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I didn't pay attention to it before, but now I suddenly discovered that the two sisters and brothers have always been very hidden, so deep that everyone can only see the appearance, not their hearts, and the bitterness of the past is all covered tightly.

"If you get tired like this, you want to give up, really give up, in fact, my sister can always pretend to be very good like this, it doesn't take too long, she will forget the little bit of heart and ambiguity that she once had, it's just a matter of time. Hua Cheng said.

"Since she can forget, why do you still come to me to ask for clarification?" Ning Hao took a sip of wine, his eyes were a little foggy, but he seemed to be sober.

"Because I don't want her to be unhappy, although she can do it, but if she doesn't have to go through it, wouldn't it be better!" Hua Cheng didn't want to see his sister laughing happily, but there was still a moment of melancholy, Hua Jin really wouldn't cry, but he could sometimes feel that his sister's heart was crying, even if his sister herself didn't know why she was crying.

"Xiao Qi, you said that your sister is the wind and the flowing clouds, aren't you afraid that she will disperse with the wind and leave quietly?"

Hearing Ning Hao ask about this, Hua Hao's eyes moved slightly, and he guessed what Ning Hao was talking about, "Of course I'm not worried, because she knows that I care about her, she won't leave, if it weren't for the sadness and pain and having to leave, why would she disappear?" Hua Cheng said with a meaning.

Ning Hao looked at Hua Yu's eyes and suddenly smiled, it turned out that there were some things that the people she trusted knew about them, but he hadn't become the person she trusted the most.

"Senior brother, isn't it just because I'm worried that Xiaoliu will disappear suddenly, let's be angry with her like this, she is a little woman, even if she has the ability, she is married, and her life is comfortable and happy, why do you have nothing to do and leave?" Xu Shen felt that Ning Hao's worry was inexplicable.

"So, Xiaoliu is also a person, a person who will have feelings!" Ning Hao sighed.

Hua Ling's heart sank, "Of course, we are all ordinary people, and so is my sister!"

"I know!" Ning Hao sat up straight, his eyes were already clear, and he was sad about the wine, if he didn't want to get drunk, how could he be drunk, and stretched out his hand to stop the wine that Hua Cheng wanted to enter again, "No matter what my identity is, I am qualified to control you and not let you eat wine!"

Hua Cheng glanced at Ning Hao and put down the wine glass, "I hope everything I did today is right!"

"Of course, if there must be someone in this world who is compatible with her, it can only be me!" Ning Hao said confidently.

Xu Shen felt as if he was in another world, obviously he had heard what the two of them said, why did the topic become this now, without any notice? Did he drink too much?

Sending away the two junior brothers who came to eat and drink, Ning Hao stood in front of the window, it was another fifteen, the silver full moon poured out the white moonlight, it was he who thought badly, and saw her melancholy, why didn't he try to make her happy, saw that she didn't believe in herself enough, why didn't he let her trust herself more, saw her hidden secrets, and was afraid that she would disappear without a trace, why not use more good, more affection, and bind her bound heart to herself?

"Even if it's a fairy ghost, since I have met it and made me moved, then I won't let go anymore, no matter what I give, I have to keep you by my side!" Ning Hao muttered to the moonlight.

Hua Jin doesn't feel very good recently, in fact, it's not so bad, but occasionally when he writes, his mind thinks of the person who sharpens his ink personally, and only occasionally sees Ning Hao's focused eyes, and he will have some heart palpitations. She felt guilty for hiding it, but she couldn't do it if she was asked to confess.

So she tried hard to pretend that she couldn't see that person and became indifferent, tried to pretend that she was actually very good, and tried to tell herself that she was doing something wrong, so even if that person never approached again, it was right, she smiled bitterly, the psychologist's occupational disease, no matter when, she can always put herself in the shoes of others, and what she has done is understandable!

In fact, she really thinks that she will be single for the rest of her life, and in modern times, she still has a strange personality that no one can accept, not to mention such an ancient background of time and space, that teenager's love is already her unexpected joy, not to mention such respect and equality, but she has messed up by herself, she seems to be so chic all day long, she doesn't care about anything, in fact, there are some things, she still can't get by, this is her, what can she do.

So she began to be a snail, shrinking into her own small space, not caring so much, and then entangled in the space every day, what should I do, when I came here, did she give up, but she was already tempted, if she didn't give up, take the initiative, if he asked what to do, she wouldn't be stupid enough to think that such a careful person with a black belly didn't see the flaws in her body.

So for more than a month, Hua Jin was entangled with himself, except for the entanglement or entanglement, there was nothing else. Hua Qian said something several times, but Hua Jin ignored them all, and outsiders couldn't intervene in emotional problems, so she could only spend it by herself.

If you miss it, you will regret it, but she took the initiative to say that she felt that she had always been clever and couldn't organize her language at all, so she dragged it over day after day, Hua Jin knew that she had avoided problems and procrastination again, but at present she couldn't heal herself.

The time is already late autumn, the night before I spent most of the night, the next day, Hua Jin's spirit is not too good, Yang He asked her to go over to discuss the war, Hua Jin was too lazy to move, simply said that he was sick and pushed it, quietly sold in the space, waiting for the next period of sleep.

"Ning Gongzi, please stay, after all, it is the girl's boudoir, Miss is just a little uncomfortable, there is no big problem, the son doesn't have to worry too much!" Hearing that Hua Jin was sick, Ning Hao hurried over, but was stopped at the gate of the courtyard by Rong Mama.

"She is in the same good health, where has she been sick, she can't even take care of business, but she has asked a doctor?" Ning Hao was stopped at the door, frowned, and looked at the courtyard anxiously.

Furong was carrying a porcelain-white bowl, and when she passed by, she was surprised when she heard the movement here, and then opened the curtain and entered the door, "Miss, I heard that you are sick, Ning Gongzi came to visit Miss!"

Hua Jin, who was eating melon seeds like a mouse, was stunned for a moment, and then looked up at Furong and was a little silent for a while......